Team villains except me

Fianna doesn't long for her parents.

Because she doesn't have this concept.

In that dim nursing home, what she had to think about every day was how to fill her stomach and how to avoid getting hurt.

She didn't have time to think about how she was abandoned.

But even remote towns can have happy families. When she was very young, she once stood on the street and watched two adults holding a small child. The child did not cry or make trouble, they were both laughing.

She doesn't understand.

The only people she came into contact with were poor children like herself, the lunatics in the nursing home, and the very busy mother-in-law.

She has many doubts. She accumulated these doubts, and when the dean was not so busy, she could go to the dean with questions that she did not understand.

She mentioned the two adults and children she had seen on the street.

In her mind, children need to be together, just like she lives with children in a nursing home. The presence of adults is often accompanied by cajoling, scolding and whipping.

When the dean saw it, she would rush out and knock those very bad adults to the ground. Sometimes the dean cannot see the children, and some children disappear.

The mother-in-law said solemnly that if an adult wanted to take them away, they should cry out for help and struggle violently.

Fianna remembered this very well.

But she saw things that were not in line with her common sense. She hesitated whether to save the child, but she inexplicably felt that those three people were all...warm.

They are laughing. Even though the cold wind was howling, even though their faces were blown red, they didn't show any expressions of disgust.

She doesn't understand.

"Why isn't that kid struggling?"

She asked Grandma Xiang.

"Because they are a family."

"What is a family?"

"Father, mother, and children. But in fact, as long as there is love, we can be considered a family."

"What are father and mother responsible for? Do we have them at home?"

"Fiana, we are not considered a family. I am only responsible for raising you, I am not anyone of yours.

Father and mother are the ones who made you. Your family once had them, but you were abandoned by them. "

"Why did they abandon me?"

The young Fianna was still not sure what abandonment was. But she vaguely knew that it was a very bad word.

The mother-in-law didn't answer.

Mother Dean said, "When you see him in the future, go and ask him."

Fianna still doesn't understand. But she vaguely understood the concept of parents.

She grew up slowly in a nursing home. There were always some abandoned children in the nursing home, and there were always some children who suddenly disappeared.

Some of the older children knew how this society worked, and Fianna learned a lot of common sense from them. She knew that she was in the domain of Duke Jean-Louis of Philippe, and she knew that the Duke was a moody madman. .

She knows that all children have parents. She didn't because her parents didn't want her.

"We are a burden to them. Not all children deserve love, and none of us do."

A sister Fiana knew said this. There are some adult girls in the nursing home. Some of them grew up in the nursing home, and some were picked up by the mother-in-law when they were sick.

This is my sister. She was stabbed in an alley. The dean's mother saw her when she went out to buy things, so she brought her back and cured her injury.

Fianna was responsible for watching over her. Fiana was a little curious about her, but she didn't show it.

Fiana asked her name, but she just shook her head.

"If you know my name, you will have expectations for me...and what bothers me most is what other people expect me to be. I won't stay here. I'm older than you, so you can call me sister. I also have seven or eight. sister and brother."

Although this sister said this, she heard her babble at night.

"Nancy...don't hit me...I'm Nancy..."

Nancy seems to be the lover of an aristocrat. She was retaliated for escaping from that nobleman. The process of recovering from her injuries was boring, and Nancy couldn't help but tell Fiana some strange stories about herself.

Fianna would quietly listen to her stories that seemed to be made up. But Fianna felt that those stories seemed like Nancy's real life.

Because the story has to have a happy ending, but every story about Nancy is sad.

A daughter in a large family grows up without expectations and care, and then is sold by her parents to an older man as a wife.

A submissive young wife was returned to her parents because she could not bear children, but the parents did not pity their daughter. They used her again in exchange for considerable benefits, and sent her to the bed of a nobleman with their own hands.

A lover of a noble, she learned a lot of knowledge in order to cater to the nobles, but that knowledge made her understand the unreasonableness of the world. She had something she wanted to do, she escaped from the nobility, but her parents thought she was crazy and did not recognize her as their daughter.

"So, don't have expectations. If you have expectations, you will be hurt, and you will be hurt like me.

There is no love without reason in this world. Love is a collection of interests.

Fianna, don't seek the so-called love of your parents. Now that they have abandoned you, they will never love you. "