Team villains except me

Garcia's life seemed to be unable to go on step by step according to the plan from the beginning. Just like the death of his grandfather, the sudden appearance of wood magic, and the help from the members of "Angel Wings"... all these made Garcia's life go in a direction contrary to his grandfather's expectations.

After Garcia finally realized that he had awakened his magic, he reached an important turning point in his life.

Garcia was not a sensitive person. He lived a delayed life when his grandfather was around, and was slow to react to malice and compassion. But after his grandfather left, he unexpectedly became a sensitive child.

Such children have a strong sense of family belonging and empathy, as well as a spirit of not admitting defeat and inextinguishable courage.

So when Garcia received a call for help from members of the "Angel Wings" organization, he chose to check the situation without hesitation.

Angel Wings is a weak and non-threatening organization composed of sick and unadopted children who were entrusted to professional agents by Garcia's grandfather.

The agent practices the core purpose of "Angel Wings". He trains these children with the standards of a protector. Of course, if a child does not meet his standards, he will simply give up training and let the unqualified children fend for themselves.

Garcia cautiously asked the agent if he could keep the child who would be deported to the streets and become a homeless child. His pity contained some nostalgia for his grandfather, and he hoped that everything his grandfather left behind would remain intact.

The agent shook his head grimly. He told Garcia that if he wanted to keep the members of these organizations loyal, he should not be too nice to them. He should not let them feel that the rules were unimportant, but let them compete among themselves and let them see the consequences of being abandoned - only in this way would the organization gradually become formal and orderly.

Garcia felt that was wrong because his grandfather was not like that and the organization was not run this way when his grandfather was around.

"Then you take care of it yourself."

The agent looked at Garcia impatiently, with undisguised sarcasm on his face.

And Garcia avoided the agent's gaze.

He has never taken any responsibility. All his choices are backed by his grandfather. No matter what he wants to do, even if he is halfway done, his grandfather will take over. He does not need to bear the consequences, he only needs to experience.

He couldn't suddenly take responsibility for all the lives in an organization. His fear made him keep silent, but the cry in his heart was about to burst his chest.

Garcia also ignored the expectant looks of the children. He knew clearly how much effort it took to run an organization. His future path would not overlap with Angel Wings. If he chose to take over the organization, his life would serve the organization forever.

This is what Grandfather didn't want to see. But this is what Grandfather has been doing.

"That child is not worth raising at all. Even if we spend a lot of money to cure his illness, he won't bring much profit..."

The agent coldly stated his solid and irrefutable reasons.

Garcia lowered his head in embarrassment and turned to leave. He was not someone who could bear this kind of pressure. He had not been able to deal with such a complex problem. Just trying to recover from his grandfather's death had exhausted all his strength. He was about to run aground.

“…Like you.”

This contemptuous remark, which sounded like a mockery of his grandfather, pinned Garcia to the spot.

He would never be a disgrace to his grandfather. If...if his grandfather had saved him, then he could also save this child who was "just like him".

Garcia felt a tremor in his guts, in his chest, in the back of his neck, in his skull. His hair was steaming, bubbling like a swamp.

……

Garcia became the new head of Angel Wings.

……

It is too easy to compromise with this world, but compromise does not necessarily bring any sympathy. Selling out dignity is more cost-effective, but sometimes dignity becomes extremely cheap.

Garcia grew up at the moment when he had to trade his misery for three coppers cheaper on bread.

Garcia gave up school and donated his portion of funds to Angel Wings. But managing the entire organization by himself was terrifying. It was a huge challenge for Garcia to be responsible for the food, clothing, housing and transportation of more than a dozen lives before he could figure out how to overcome life.

Then Garcia discovered that admitting his own weakness could bring him soothing financial compensation.

"My past was difficult," admit it, and you'll get a discount on semolina. "I can't live after my grandfather passed away," look down in sadness, and you'll get a few red garlic cloves or cinnamon for free. "I really have no other choice," shed a tear, and you'll get an extra meter of fabric...

Garcia spread his suffering as a means to get help. He gradually became very sad and clingy, always looking at anyone who could help him with a dependent, expectant and hopeful look.

His self-esteem was crushed by his own hands, and even if he used his special wood magic to restore it, it was just a ridiculous illusion.

But he raised all the children of Angel Wings very well. He was not what his grandfather expected him to be, but he felt that he had become a grandfather - he was very satisfied. He had fulfilled his expectations of himself.

Did he really become a reliable adult? Did he not push his younger self into the rainy days that could not stop? Did he really have no complaints about giving up the path his grandfather had prepared for him and choosing "Angel Wings"?

He didn't know. He was just a little tired. Although "Angel Wings" was on the right track, he was still very tired. This tiredness was permeated with loneliness and fragility that even he couldn't explain.

He ignored his helplessness. He still burned himself and chose a well-paid job for Angel Wings. He is now the new teacher of Abersig.

The troubles caused by the aristocratic students slowed down his work progress. Malice and pressure roamed freely in his life, but he could not find a way to solve it.

The chairman of the board did not think that this needed to be rectified, his aristocratic colleagues did not understand his situation, and commoner teachers like him had already chosen a family to rely on - only he was caught between a rock and a hard place.

He needs a grandfather.

He needs a grandfather so badly. He needs a grandfather in his family. He needs to be vulnerable. He needs to say he's really scared. He needs to say he's got a lot of responsibility, but most of the time he's at a loss.

He silently looked at the notorious forest witch mentioned by his grandfather in Abosgri, and hated that he had no blood from the lady "Spider Wei".

If anything, he now has a "family member".

But he remembered his grandfather's words. The forest witch didn't seem to need help, so he couldn't take the initiative to reveal his identity and disturb the adult.

Garcia's obsession with his "family" makes him look forward to the opportunity to help "Zhu Si", even though he is now unable to protect himself and his condition is getting worse.

Finally, he saw the forest witch frowning.

This was certainly not the extent of needing help, but Garcia was eager to speak to the "Spider" whom he had known for a long time from his grandfather's instructions.

"Hello, my great-grandfather is the child of Spider Wei..."

Do you need help? If I help you, will you be my family? I want to tell you about my past. I have been alone in the rain for a long time. The damp water has wrinkled my fingers. I still can't find the flowers that my grandfather wants...

The confused words were ready to come out of his throat, but were blocked by excited sobs.

The forest witch was not interested in what he said next, and did not give him another chance to speak. She looked at him calmly with her dark eyes, then turned and left.

Then, there is strong help and protection.

The result was too perfect and happy, so Garcia didn't care about the beginning and process of this series of events. But now Garcia suddenly realized that a wrong beginning would not lead to the right result. He didn't listen to his grandfather, and he shouldn't have spoken.

He has now applied to become the instructor of the "Send You Home Team" and is standing in the 1206 activity classroom talking about the deal he came up with - the premise of all this is that Zhu Yi is his family.

His acquiescence was not the same as Zhu's consent. He had not asked, and Zhu had not answered. Everything was flourishing on a false basis, and he was unaware of it.

With the help of Zhu Yi, his confused memories and expectations evolved into facts that he firmly believed in. He did not tell Zhu Yi about the "Angel Wings" because he kept his promise to his grandfather, but he broke the promise at the very beginning. The double logical error made him suddenly sober.

He should never have spoken. But the long-lost help was too much like the warmth of family, and he was immersed in his own beautiful dream, and only woke up completely at this moment.

Garcia could no longer sell the deal he was proposing, and he couldn't even look at the spider.

He was supposed to be the guardian.

He felt guilty.

He felt so guilty that it seemed as if his current self was in an abnormal state after using wood magic to regain his vitality, while the real him was already lying on the bed dying.