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Irene was not surprised by Garcia's answer. When she told Norvia about Garcia's past, she did not tell Norvia her guess.

Because she felt there was some room for interpretation…but it was obvious that Mr. Garcia remembered everything himself.

Why is heavy rain accompanied by death?

If death was just a simple farewell, then Garcia would not need to feel so guilty, because guilt is exclusive to doing bad things. All of Garcia's decisions only let himself down, and he did not let down his grandfather who loved him.

Many of Garcia's actions reveal a strange cowardice and self-blame, and those actions are permeated with venomous memories. If there is no problem with his "grandfather", then there must be other changes.

——Adazi’s disappearance made everything clear.

In the memories of the neighbors that Irene found, Garcia became particularly strange after Adazi disappeared.

It is not difficult to draw a conclusion.

Garcia was fed up with Adazi's beatings, and he wanted to resist - resistance with accumulated despair and courage often leads to more destructive results. For a drunkard who had been corroding his body with alcohol for many years, death was not an unexpected result.

This was not a big deal for Irene. The death of others was just a gust of wind to her, while the death of Banten was like the sound of a robin, full of relief and joy.

Her sense of morality gradually died in the dark palace. Survival was her most pressing issue. She had become accustomed to this.

Garcia is different.

Garcia has a strong sense of morality. He was taught to be kind by his grandfather. He also has the innocence of a young child who is well protected by his family. This innocence even carries a kind of selfless kindness. But the departure of his family means that his protective shield disappears. The heavy rain soaks him.

Adazi, the adult who should have been a mentor, led Garcia down a distorted path. He unleashed his bad nature on Garcia, drinking, lying, stealing, and violence.

Garcia was only eight years old at the time. Garcia gave up school. Garcia no longer had the guidance of wise elders, and what greeted him were beatings and false accusations. Garcia might have resisted this inferior guardian, but Adazi occupied his path of growth, and he would inevitably take on Adazi's characteristics, even if he didn't want to.

Adazi destroyed Garcia.

Adazi made Garcia live in the past forever, he made Garcia feel guilty forever, and he made it impossible for Garcia to reconcile with himself.

He may not even know that he has such ability - he doesn't know how he has influenced Garcia. He just treats Garcia as a non-human being. He wantonly puts the blame on Garcia. In his world, wine is the only thing he loves.

Adazi's death turned Garcia into a sinner forever.

Irene understood Garcia's thoughts.

The children, who have little contact with society and have been maliciously reshaped, don't know how to ask for help, or how to face reality, and they dare not let it all come to light.

"…It rained heavily that day. Just like today. There were thunder and lightning. Ada broke the bottle. He was holding the broken pieces of the bottle in his hand. He was injured. I was going to treat his wound.

Ada was drunk. Ada couldn't see me clearly. He waved his hands randomly, and the broken pieces of the wine bottle with his blood scratched me. My blood mixed with Ada's blood, and I became as bad as Ada. It was a deep wound, the broken pieces of the wine bottle were cold, and I bled a lot. Ada woke up, he looked at me, and then he grabbed my neck. He said I couldn't lie in the bed, he didn't want to take care of a trouble, so he wanted me to disappear.

I resisted. I hit him with the medicine bottle in my hand. The medicine bottle was filled with small stones I picked up. This was not an accidental killing. The medicine bottles were heavy. I could tell which bottle contained the real medicine.

Ada fell asleep like this. His hands were bleeding. Glass pierced his palms, one by one, sharp, like knives. Sharp. It hurt. "