Team villains except me

Chapter 451: The Illusion of Home

When Musa came back, the sky was already as dark as a pool of black water.

She looked at the palace that the king had given her not far away, and exhaustion surrounded her heart like fine needles. She was tired of playing along with the king, who accused her of being indifferent and cruel to his daughter and said she was not a good mother.

She almost wanted to sneer, but she didn't even have the energy to do so.

She didn't know how to be a mother, and her mother, Persila, didn't set a good example for her. Her mother had always tolerated her without any bottom line, and then pulled her down fiercely when she reached the peak.

She still doesn't know what she did wrong. What did she do to make her mother refuse to see her no matter what?

She returned to Lanier for her mother Persila, and she agreed to the marriage for Persila so that she could see Persila at the wedding... She was obsessed with getting an answer.

But when she looked at her mother in her white veil, she received only a look of disgust.

"This is what you wanted, Musa."

Persilla said coldly, took her new husband's hand, turned and left.

Such cold words, just one sentence was enough to drive her crazy.

How could she want to marry a strange eagle? How could she want to stay in Lanier? She tried her best just to get out, to fly very high, over Patriatis... She thought these were also what her mother wanted to see.

Otherwise, why would her mother be so good to her and always support all her decisions?

Musa has lost the courage to question. Her father died before she was born. In the environment where she grew up, her mother was like her spine and her blood. They should have been connected by blood. Her mother's disappointment is more terrible than betrayal. Her life is in her mother's hands. She can't continue to fall.

Her life was in a mess and she no longer had the energy to plan anything. She could only ensure that Loretta's future was free.

As for what price she would have to pay, she already knew it.

This was her awakening as a mother, but this awakening came the moment Loretta could speak.

She knew clearly that she didn't have much love for Loretta.

She had been wanting to leave Lanier since she knew her mother would never see her again. If her life was put on hold, all the rebellion she had put all her efforts into would become a phantom, and resentment would consume her, and she would become someone she didn't even recognize.

She cannot be assimilated, she must leave Lanier.

But she was not a beast warrior. Her wish to leave was put on hold, the king made excuses, and her ex-husband was a nobleman with no opinion, so he dared not resist.

Fortunately, she was gifted. As long as she wanted, she still had a choice. So in the end, the king relented and said that as long as she had a child, she could leave Rainier.

The king believed that it was an iron rule that all female eagles were tied to their children.

Musa didn't think so. She just thought it was a good deal. With a child, she could divorce, leave Lanier, continue her life, and maybe even qualify to become a beast warrior.

So she didn't spend much time with Loretta. Loretta was initially taken care of by her ex-husband's family, and later by Valerie.

Loretta had always hated her. Musa did not defend herself. She knew that someone around Loretta would say bad things about her, and she knew that Loretta was under a lot of pressure. She had expected this, but she made her choice and she had no room for regret.

But Loretta's growth broke everyone's expectations. Loretta absolutely protected her, but also clearly hated her.

"None of you eagles are qualified to judge Musa. She is facing the malice of the entire Lanier. You won't do any better. You can't be so harsh on my mother."

Loretta fiercely opposed those bad voices where she couldn't see them, but when facing her, Loretta was so indifferent that she felt confused.

"You don't have to feel that you have any obligations as a mother. Didn't you give birth to me just to leave Lanier? I'm just a key. You gave me life and I gave you freedom. Although this is not what I want, you don't need to feel sorry for me.

I hate you. I don't use my hatred as a threat to you. Don't come back, don't get close to me, don't hug me, don't love me. That will only make me hate you more. This is not a sarcasm, not a lie. If you still feel sorry for me, just do what I say. "

Musa didn't listen to Loretta. When she was young, she would say things to deliberately anger her mother, but she hoped that her mother would understand. So she naturally thought that her daughter would be like her.

She made some decisions on her own, and Loretta responded with hysterical disgust.

Being a mother is harder than being a beast warrior. She still doesn't know how to be a mother. She still craves for her mother's recognition. She doesn't know whether Lanier is holding her back as a mother or a daughter.

When she was accused by the king in the palace, she was wondering where the tragedy of her life began, and finally she determined that it was her birth.

The king's sins and Rainier's oppression are the source of everything, and the mother's betrayal is also the result of the king's instigation and social control.

She would certainly cut off the king's head someday and throw it from the sky over Patriati.

She thought lightly, looking at the king with empty and terrifying eyes.

The king sensed Musa's malicious intent, and he froze. He stopped blaming Musa and talked about the scholars she brought in. He had started to pay attention to them when Musa entered the country, and he soon learned the identities of these scholars.

The Prince of Remiaz, the Princess of Ruoyu, the Duke of Philip...

If he didn't know that these people were indeed from the same team in Abersgar, he would have suspected that Musa was going to rebel.

Even so, he still felt a little anxious about the arrival of these people. He looked at Musa's dying appearance, and thought of the impact she almost became a beast warrior had on his rule, and he wished that Musa would die right now.

That's why he blamed Musa, using this method to vent his irritability and fear. At the same time, he had to win over Musa. Although Musa was a female eagle, she was indeed extremely talented. If Musa really betrayed him, he would have to pay more than he did now.

The king gave a false smile.

"Come to think of it, Lanier and Ruyou also cooperated many years ago. Among your students, there is a princess from Ruyou, right? Her mother came to Futsu to study, and there are records in the palace. The nobles from other countries at that time also left some things here. If you need, I can send someone to look for them."

Musa nodded indifferently, still indifferent and passive.

She was not interested in other people's mothers. But she suddenly remembered that her mother seemed to have the habit of keeping a diary.

But it doesn't make any sense anymore.

Musa looked at the bright manor from afar and did not move forward for a while.

Why did this manor look so lively and warm today, almost giving her the illusion of home.

She thought quietly, letting empty thoughts run through her mind.

As quiet as the Patriati Mountain in the distance, countless joys and sorrows are hidden in the night, and everything seems like a cyclical dream.

She transformed into an animal countless times in such a dark night, and measured the distance of the sky with her wings. Every time she felt that the sky was getting closer and closer to her, and Mount Patriati was getting shorter and shorter. She would eventually climb over the hill and become a role model for all female eagles.

She had done it.

She thought, how proud her mother would be. Persila had always paid for her schooling, let her train, and shouldered all the pressure to let her do what she liked. Persila believed in her future more than she did...

She worked hard outside with such expectations. She thought that one day, she would fly freely in the sky with her mother.

What wrong step did she take that made her stand in a place she once thought she would never step into, reminiscing about her disappeared home and mother.

Musa couldn't figure it out.

Musa's thinking is slow, and the autumn wind hitting her body is like a slap in the face, with a crisp and loud sound.

Her communicator suddenly vibrated.

Musa slowly opened the communicator and found that it was a message from Irene.

[Erin Yuyou: When will you be back, Teacher Musa? Zhu and Loretta are hungry, they are eating snacks now. Valerie said there is a super famous restaurant nearby, can we have dinner there today?]


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