step by step addiction

From the moment the surrogate mother left her body, Zhuang Yan's life was doomed to lack something.

He heard it from the nanny. On the third day after he was born, the parents in name only came to look at him one by one, separated by a thick glass room.

Hearing that the newborn baby was ugly, he didn't make a good impression on the two of them at first glance.

He was later taken home by a nanny.That house was big and empty, just him, the nanny, and a few housekeepers who cleaned and cooked.

At the age of two, he began to show amazing talent. He could learn everything quickly, he could read it at a glance, and memorize it once.

He saw two strangers at that time, and the nanny said they were his parents, and then another group of strangers led him to do some inexplicable things. He didn't understand the meaning, but the "parents" were very happy.

His world has also changed since then, more and more strangers came into his house and taught him various things, and he also started to have a sense of self.

He never had a birthday. It wasn't until he started school and met people of the same age that he realized that everyone lives with their parents, celebrates birthdays, is taken out by their parents, and is accompanied by their parents... and he Nothing, not even seeing twice a year.

He realized early on that he was different from others.

He was not well received by his parents, even though they were the ones who gave him life.

When he was not sensible, he also worked hard, thinking that maybe if he was better and did a better job, he would be liked, so he was the first every time, he was very strong in everything, he had to learn everything, and he had to know everything.

But they still don't see him, and he still can't see their faces.

Later, he finally became sensible, knowing how he was born, knowing why he didn't have a birthday, and even more knowing why he was disliked, because he was just an experimental product that was cultivated, a product of their interests.

Those clumsy efforts in the past seemed ridiculous and pitiful.

He suddenly understood that feelings are the most redundant thing, and the only thing that will not betray him is profit.

So when choosing between her, Shen Xia, and Fu Yao, he didn't even hesitate for a second.

He has never experienced the feeling of being loved, nor does he know what love is. When he met her, he just had the most primitive impulse in his heart, wanting to help her, want to get close to her, and want to possess her.

The thought of wanting her, like a spell, echoed in his mind all the time.

He has never had such a strong desire for anyone or anything. He should have stayed away from temptation as always, but he made a choice that went against reason.

Maybe he was too confident, or maybe he was already tempted at the first sight, but he didn't know it.

In three months, he thought that everything would be back on track, but when it really recovered, he realized that he couldn't bear it at all.

She stayed with him for three months and left for another three months, a heaven and a hell.

How can a person who has seen heaven have the courage to step into hell? He can't even recall it now. No, he didn't even know what he did during the three months she left. It was so empty that he seemed to have lost his memory.

Zhuang Yan hugged the person in his arms tightly.The temperature of the sweater is warm, her body is warm, and his world is also warm.

I never thought that hugging a person would make him feel so at ease, as if his life had already reached the Dzogchen.

He is very hard, but not tight; he is tall, even if he is kneeling, he still does not feel short.

Ji Yunsu couldn't imagine that a proud man like him would have a day when he would bend his knees, but he knelt in front of him.

Why, at this moment, she felt in a trance that she seemed to be cherished and loved.

The love she once longed for but was extremely extravagant seemed to be right in front of her eyes.

How ridiculous, she didn't feel this way when the two were together day in and day out, sleeping together every night. It was ridiculous to have such an absurd illusion when they saw each other after being separated for so long.

"you..."

"Lawyer Ji..."

Just as Ji Yunsu was about to let him go, he saw a man getting out of a black car, with his hands in his pockets, tall and straight like a gangster, but wearing a decent suit with a bright smile, he became a cultivated gangster.

It's just that if you look closely, the slightly narrowed peach blossom eyes are no longer romantic and sentimental, but gloomy and annoyed.

Jin An put on a half-smile, "You are capable, use me to go to this shitty place, that's fine, I, Jin An, have been slapped twice by the same woman in my life, do you know that Zhuang..."

After a pause, Jin An suddenly took a step back, leaned back slightly, turned his head to look at the rear license plate of a car on the side of the road, and murmured, "Why does this license plate look so like a plague god?"

The assistant and driver who was following him had a stiff expression, and quietly took a step forward, whispering in his ear: "It's not like, this is Zhuang Jian's car."

Jin An shuddered, and was finally willing to look at the other people and the surrounding environment except Ji Yunsu.

Just looking at it, it's a bit unbelievable.

Standing behind Ji Yunsu is actually Fu Tingyang?The one kneeling before her...

The corner of Jin An's mouth twitched, his feet turned, and he took a few decisive steps back to the car, and the door was slammed shut.

He didn't dare to wade into this muddy water again.

The assistant followed him into the cab, and said with some lingering fear: "I didn't expect to meet the two of them here, deputy director, what should we do now?"

Jin An was extremely depressed.

Since the "work intensified" in the bureau, he has been working overtime for nine out of ten days. For this reason, he has put a lot of pressure on the people below. In the end, he finally got the news that he had found someone. Colleagues are also looking for a way to survive, who knows that it is a step late.

At this step, he didn't know if he could still bargain with Zhuang Da Plague God later.Anyway, he also contributed?

"Drip..."

Just as he was distressed, he suddenly heard a few whistles from behind.

Jin An signaled the assistant to move the car to the side, and when he got out of the way, a cool sports car drove past, and behind the sports car was another off-road vehicle.

Jin An's jaw dropped, his expression shocked, "It's a city A license plate again, what day is it today?"

Two cars stopped in front, and the street, which was not considered wide, became more and more crowded because of the sudden appearance of these cars.

Sports car and off-road, two people came down one after the other, one sporty and handsome, the other gentle as jade.

After the two got out of the car, they obviously saw some ambiguity in each other's and everyone's eyes.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little subtle.

Many residents living in the surrounding area stood up and saw that the cars were parked at the side of Yun Lai Xiang and the rice noodle shop, so some people asked Li Sufeng curiously.

And Li Sufeng, who was a bystander at the center of the incident, was so embarrassed and confused at this moment that she didn't know what to think.

The person who was gossiping with her, after being surprised, murmured in a low voice, "These are all her men?"