step by step addiction

To Zhuang Yan, Ji Yunsu only showed two clear emotions. Although the first time ended in failure, but this time, perhaps due to the influence of Liao Wen, or other reasons, she was even relieved that even if he was straightforward Refuse, and don't have to hide anymore.

She has been suppressing her feelings. Even if she likes it, she is unwilling to say it out loud. It seems that if she says it, she will lose. She is no longer safe, but exposed to the sun naked.

But if you think about it carefully, even if the result is unsatisfactory, it’s just that you didn’t love someone enough, hiding your head and hiding your feet can’t change anything, it’s just deceiving yourself and others, that you didn’t lose too embarrassingly.

But the more this is the case, the harder it is to reconcile with myself.

Relieved, Ji Yunsu suddenly figured this out.She used to be afraid to admit her feelings for Zhuang Yan, which was actually a kind of self-protection for fear of getting hurt, but if she took liking and love more broadly, she would feel more relaxed.

Stay together if you love, let go if you don't love, be more free and easy, and be better for yourself.

She took a deep breath, but couldn't hear the voice on the phone, and couldn't help joking, "Scared?"

Only then did Zhuang Yan regain his breath, but he was still a little stunned, "Can you...can you say it again?"

Ji Yunsu pursed his lips and smiled, "What did you say?"

"Can you repeat what you said just now?" Zhuang Yan was a little anxious, both happy and flustered, afraid that he would think too much, that he would hear it wrong, that she would just say it casually, and even more afraid that she would regret it after she finished speaking.

For a person who has always been emotionally stable, Ji Yunsu could hear his panic through the phone.

She smiled, and her tone was firmer than before, "I miss you, and I miss you for a long time."

Zhuang Yan's hands trembled slightly. At this moment, his whole body went limp. His back was leaning against the wall, and the smile on the corner of his mouth grew wider and wider. After a long time, he felt that his eyes were blurred. He was dazed wet.

He squatted down slowly, listening to the slight breathing sound from the other end of the phone, his heart felt calm and stable like never before.

He suddenly felt that life is so short, there are so many things to do, the world is so big, in fact, he doesn't have to concentrate on work, he can take her on a trip, eat all kinds of delicious food, watch her smile, get up in the middle of the night to feed the children. ..

Those people and things that he couldn't let go of in his heart all the time seemed to be unimportant in an instant.

Zhuang Yan buried his head between his arms, his voice was hoarse and gentle, "Can you say it again?"

Ji Yunsu smiled even wider, and raised his voice into the microphone, "I miss you."

"Say it again, please?"

"I miss you."

Zhuang Yan's heart seemed to be on fire, and it was getting hotter and hotter.He stood up abruptly and ran out.

......

Ji Yunsu sent Liao Wen to the county hospital. After all, she was also involved in the incident, so she felt sorry for leaving it alone.

Liao Wen was also seriously injured, with internal injuries. Hu Da ran back and forth to help get him hospitalized, while Ji Yunsu guarded Hu Er for a head examination.

"...Fortunately, there is no major problem, just a little bleeding from the scalp..."

The doctor was talking when the office door was suddenly pushed open.

Ji Yunsu looked back, but before he could see who was coming, he was hugged into an embrace in the next second, as if he wanted to rub her into his bones.

Zhuang Yan buried his head in her neck, the familiar smell not only did not calm his beating heart, but made him more nervous.

I was so uneasy that it seemed that the person in my arms could fly away as soon as I let go.

Ji Yunsu was also stunned for a long time before he gradually realized where he was, blushing in embarrassment, pushed him hard, and whispered: "You let go, you are seeing a doctor."

The doctor looked at the two gossipingly.

Only then did Zhuang Yan let go, and instead held her hand.

"Are you hurt?" he asked.

Ji Yunsu shook his head again and again, "I'm not injured, it's Brother Hu who was injured."

Zhuang Yan frowned imperceptibly, and took her hand and came to Hu Er, his expression had returned to his usual calm, "Is it serious? If it's serious, take a rest and find someone else."

"It's not serious." Hu Er got up quickly, "It's just a little skin trauma."

"Although it's a skin injury, you should rest well. I'll give you two weeks off and find someone suitable to replace you," Zhuang Yan said.

Hu Er opened his mouth, with a troubled expression on his face, "I'm really fine. My brother and I cooperate with each other tacitly. There are too many dangers around Miss Ji, so I don't feel at ease with someone else."

What he meant was that he was worried about replacing Hu Da with other people.

But when he said it, it changed in Zhuang Yan's ears.

"You have repeatedly put the employer in danger, and you are not reassuring." He said with a pale face, "Come back after two weeks of rest."

Ji Yunsu was ashamed, and tugged at him, "It's my problem. I put them in danger many times, and this time they were there, so I didn't get hurt."

Hu Er was very professional, and said introspectively: "Assessing the danger around the employer is also our responsibility. It is indeed our negligence to put Miss Ji in danger."

Ji Yunsu shook his head again and again, "No, thank you very much for protecting me regardless of your own safety. It's not your negligence, it's my insistence on going."

The doctor, who had been ignored all the time, said, "Take the form, and pay for the medicine on the first floor."

The three left the outpatient office.

Hu Da's affairs were over, so he happened to call Hu Er, and Hu Er tactfully joined his eldest brother.

"Let's go back to City A in the afternoon." Zhuang Yan took Ji Yunsu's hand and pulled her tightly by his side.

It was rare for Ji Yunsu to be so intimate with him in public. She felt dazed and strange, and she didn't know if it was a psychological effect. For the first time, she felt that the distance between the two of them was really getting closer.

For the first time, there was a sense of reality for him.

"Are you done with your work?" she asked, "Do you want to rest when you go back?"

Zhuang Yan turned to look at her, "Let's go on a trip, to a warm place."

Ji Yunsu couldn't help laughing, "You will have to be chased and scolded by Doctor Du again later."

"After half a month of recuperation, the injury has recovered a lot."

Ji Yunsu still shook his head, and after a while, he smiled again: "I'll go later, the future will be long, don't be in a hurry."

Zhuang Yan held her hand even tighter, with an unstoppable smile on his face.

......

That afternoon, Ji Yunsu packed his things in his room.

In the next room, Cheng Zhao was reporting the news, "Their family has some connections in the county, and they act like local snakes, so their behavior is very arrogant. However, I found out that they are related to the Speeding Car Association, and they probably participated in some of them. It can be justified. They set a charge."

There are many people involved in Lin Ruxiang's incident, and some insignificant fish and shrimps will inevitably be caught, but if they really want to be investigated, it is reasonable and legal.

Zhuang Yan's face was cold, "Let them reflect on it for a few years."

Cheng Zhao replied yes, faltering and hawing as if he had something to say.

Zhuang Yan didn't pay attention to him, but said another thing, "Go find a female bodyguard who can be as capable as Hu Dahu Er."

Cheng Zhao was suspicious, and said honestly: "Hu Dahu and Er are both leaders in this field. Men who surpass them are rare, and women are afraid..."

Women are born with weaker strength, even through acquired training, it is difficult to compare with men with the same training intensity.

"Is there any problem with Hu Da Hu Er?" Cheng Zhao was puzzled.These are the two best bodyguards he has found so far.

Zhuang Yan gave him a cold look.

Cheng Zhao immediately grinned, "Okay, I'll look for it."

Next room.

Ji Yunsu had just put all the clothes on the bed to be folded and boxed when he received a message from Fu Tingyang.

"The restaurant has been booked, and the time is set at seven o'clock in the evening four days later, is it convenient for you?"