He is more fickle than Fengyue

Yanyan, buried every year today?

Buried, buried? ?

Thin smoke's fingertips felt cold, and the chill penetrated the blood along the blood vessels to the heart, continuously tightening and squeezing.

The intense pain that could not be suppressed, and some fragmentary memories were pieced together in my mind.

It's true, Nian Nian really died, not a nightmare.

She remembered the scene of thick smoke billowing and flames soaring into the sky.

She remembered that Lu Beichen left the two of them to save his beloved fiancee, Song Qianqian.

He left them alone, and hypocritically pretended to feel sorry for her, asking her to mourn.

Every year until he died, he didn't get his father's love, didn't wait for his father to rescue him, and even for his beloved fiancée, Lu Beichen didn't even turn his head, and didn't even look at his son.

In the end, Nian Nian became a cold corpse, lying in the dark mortuary, his whole body was covered with wounds, except for his face, almost no part of his body was intact, it was too horrible to look at.

She jumped into the freezer, wanting to be with her child, but Lu Beichen didn't even give her such a chance, dragged her out forcibly, told her over and over again that Niannian was dead, and asked her to recognize Reality.

Even the current Jiang Tiantian refuses to lie to her, telling her that it was just a dream, and it turns out that sometimes it is so difficult to deceive oneself and others.

The sudden burst of pain in her chest made her unable to breathe, and her soul was trembling with pain, "Ahhhhh—"

She wailed in pain, screamed loudly, and tore off the needle on the back of her hand. She rushed out of the ward in a frenzy, stumbling out of the ward, without even wearing shoes, and ran outside. Where is Niannian, Niannian?

She is going to find Niannian! !

"Yanyan!!" Jiang Tiantian cried and chased after her, "Yanyan, calm down."

"Auntie and the others are already dealing with the funeral affairs every year. You are all injured now. You can't run around, otherwise it will be more serious."

Bo Yan didn't seem to hear Jiang Tiantian's words, but just ran forward, running like crazy, she wanted to run out of this ghost place, she wanted to meet Nian Nian at the fastest speed.

Yes, she must see Nian Nian immediately.

She still wants to take one last look at him, even if it is ashes, she still has to take one last look.

How could they do this, disregarding her wishes, and bury her every year?She is Niannian's mother, why did they bury Niannian without even asking her a question?

Every year will be lonely, and he will be very lonely alone.

However, before he ran out of this floor, he was blocked by Xiao Yixuan, "Miss Bo, Mr. Lu has ordered you not to leave the hospital."

Although it is a business-like attitude, it is difficult to hide the sympathy in my heart.

In Xiao Yixuan's view, Bo Yan was a poor woman, not to mention that she had just lost her child.

The pain of losing a child is not something everyone can bear.

Sure enough, Bo Yan pushed him hard, screaming at the top of his lungs, "Ahhh——"

Get out of my way, get out of my way! !

Xiao Yixuan didn't dare to resist, and he didn't dare to leave like this. After all, Lu Beichen had given an order. If he made a decision without authorization, he might lose his job. "Miss Bo, please don't make things difficult for a part-time worker like me. I just follow orders. Act, so I can't let you go."

You can't let her go, can you?Don't go away, right?Well, very well, Bo Yan couldn't calm down when he thought of the miserable situation every year, how scared he must be, how much pain he must have had, and how much he must have wanted her mother to be by his side before he died.

But she survived, leaving him alone in fear, these people still want to stop her from seeing him, they deserve to die, they really deserve to die.

Bo Yan rushed over, pushed open a window, and was about to jump down, Lu Beichen didn't want her to see Niannian, so let him collect the body! !Anyway, Niannian is already dead, and there is not much more of her! !

"Yanyan, Yanyan!!" Jiang Tiantian yelled in horror.

"Miss Bo." Fortunately, Xiao Yixuan was a Lianjiazi, and he hugged Bo Yan from behind with quick eyes and hands, so that she would not jump off the stairs.

"Yanyan, don't scare me." Jiang Tiantian also hugged Bo Yan, crying like rain, "Don't do stupid things, woo, he will worry about you every year, don't let him go, It’s all uneasy.”

"Yanyan, you still have us, we will always be with you, woohoo!!"

Let go of me, every year is dead, and they still don't let her take a last look, what's the point of her being alive?

Just let her go! !

She struggled and wanted to jump out of the window again, Jiang Tiantian knelt down in front of Xiao Yatxuan with a "plop".

Xiao Yixuan turned pale with shock, "Miss Jiang, what do you mean?"

Jiang Tiantian begged bitterly, "Tezhu Xiao, just let us go."

"Yanyan has already collapsed. If she doesn't see Niannian again, she will die. She will really jump. Do you want Mr. Lu to collect her body?"

Indeed, Bo Yan's current appearance is no longer normal.

Whoever it was would probably not be able to withstand such a blow, it would be strange to be able to behave like a normal person.

Therefore, when she loses control of her emotions, she can really do anything. If she wants to die, she may not be able to guard against it. How should she explain to Mr. Lu? Will he be able to bear such a responsibility?

Furthermore, seeing Bo Yan now, he actually couldn't bear it, so there was no confrontation, and he directly chose to compromise, "Let's go, I'll take you there."

"By the way, Miss Jiang, please take Miss Bo back to the ward to put on your shoes, don't catch a cold, or Lu will always blame me."

Recently, there have been several rains, the temperature has dropped a lot, the weather is gloomy, and it is cold outside. It is obviously summer, but the temperature is almost catching up with winter. The radio in the car is reporting that the global temperature is getting colder. news.

During the whole journey to the cemetery, no one in the car spoke, and the atmosphere was indescribably heavy. Finally, half an hour later, the car drove into the cemetery in the suburbs.

Bo Yan sat in the co-pilot, and saw not far away, a group of people wearing black clothes, standing in front of the tomb.

Especially the mother, who had cried to the point that she had no strength left, and was able to barely stand still with Bo Xingyu's support.

She saw the pastor reading the eulogy, and the dust covered up the small box bit by bit.

She pushed open the car door and rushed towards the tombstone against the cold wind.

On the tombstone, on the child's immature cheeks, there is a lively smile, but that kind of smile, from now on, she will never see it again.

"Every year—"

She knelt in front of the tomb, crying bitterly, crying so wronged, so heart-piercing, crying and reaching out to grab the dirt.

People around were calling her name, but she couldn't hear a word. She kept digging, trying to dig out the urn that had just been buried.

Yes, dig it out.

She can't let her be buried in the cold soil every year, as long as she thinks that what is buried here is her child, the child born after she was pregnant in October, her heart feels like a split from the middle, digging her heart and lungs the pain.

"Boyan!!" His wrist was grabbed, and a loud and urgent voice came from above his head.

Get out! !

Bo Yan used all her strength to shake off that hand, turned her head and gouged him fiercely, with hatred in her heart, "Get lost——"

The wind was blowing, and the drizzle fell without knowing when, and landed on Lu Beichen's shoulders.

He was pale, unshaven, and looked a bit embarrassed. His long and narrow eyes were bloodshot and slightly blurred. There was an indescribable sadness and guilt, as well as deep pain, "Bo Yan, You have to accept reality."

"Niannian is gone."

Mrs. Bo was crying, Mama Liu was crying like rain, even Bo Xingyu couldn't control her tears, the surrounding atmosphere was extremely heavy and sad.

Everyone is telling Bo Yan, you have to accept the reality, you have to be strong, and you don't want to see you like this every year, especially Lu Beichen, who doesn't want Bo Yan to stay and face it, "I'll send you back, Bo Yan, I'll accompany you to see him when you're better, okay?"

No no no no! !

He never cared about this child, that's why he can say these words so easily, but she raised him every year, and she grew up by his side all the time. Days and nights when he didn't go home, he couldn't It was their mother and son who cuddled and comforted each other.

How can he understand?He didn't go through ten months of pregnancy, he didn't experience pain during contractions, he didn't open his fingers to give birth to this child, and he didn't spend a day with Niannian. How could he understand his own feelings?understand her pain?

He only said these innocuous words, what's the use, what's the meaning, she couldn't control her emotions, yelled at him, pushed him away hysterically, it seemed that blood flowed out of her eyes instead of tears ,"roll--"

Get out! !

She doesn't want to see him, she and Niannian don't need him anymore! !

Get out, get out as far as possible, go and accompany his beloved Song Qianqian, and don't appear in front of their mother and child again! !

"Thin smoke..."

"Get out—" Bo Yan pushed him away over and over again, telling him to get out over and over again.

Then, as if she had lost her mind, she simply dug desperately, and forcibly dug out the urn that had just been buried.

Holding the little black sunspot in her arms, she stood in front of them, begging with her eyes, begging everyone to save Bo Nian and her child.

In the end, she knelt down in front of Gu Chen, holding the urn, howling and begging non-stop.

Gu Chen is a doctor, others cannot save Nian Nian, but Gu Chen will definitely be able to.

He felt sorry for Niannian, he must have a way to save lives and heal the wounded.

All ten of her fingers were dug up, and blood oozes out, staining the small urn.

She was dirty all over, but she looked at Gu Chen expectantly, as if it was a life-saving straw.

The color of the urn was heavy and solemn, but Bo Yan looked at him with bright eyes, which contained her last hope, shining like tears.

Gu Chen, save Niannian, as long as you are willing to save Niannian, I am willing to do anything, even if I am asked to die immediately, I am willing! !

I will marry you, okay? I will be a good wife, and I will be a good son every year. I like you the most every year, Gu Chen, Dr. Gu! !

Gu Chen closed his eyes in pain, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he heard his extremely hoarse voice, "Bo Yan, I'm sorry."

"I'm just a doctor. I can save the dying, but I can't bring the dead back to life."

"Bo Nian, he is dead."

"do you understand me?"

boom--

All fantasies were completely shattered at this moment.

Even the doctors can't help, who else can save Bo Nian?

No one, no more.

Fate seemed to strangle Bo Yan's throat, making her so painful that she couldn't breathe.

"Yan'er, my Yan'er..."

Mrs. Bo fell into his son's arms, and Bo Xingyu choked up and said, "Sister, let's go to the ground every year for peace."

Bo Yan stood there in a daze, motionless as if she had lost her soul.

Lu Beichen approached her little by little, "Bo Yan, give me the urn..."

He stretched out his hand to her, coaxing her in a low voice, just like when he was a teenager, "Be good, be obedient, and give me the urn."

Do not……

With tears in her eyes, she shook her head, holding the small urn, and stepped back step by step.

You can't give him the urn, and you can't let them bury Nian Nian in the cold soil.

Niannian said that she would be with her mother forever, and she also promised Niannian that she would never be separated from him. They have made a promise, and no one can change it.

They will be together forever and no one can separate them.

She guarded the box firmly, and after taking a few steps back, she turned around and rushed out, wanting to take Nian Nian out of this ghostly place.

But she ran too fast. It had been raining for the past few days and the road was very slippery. Her soles slipped and she fell straight away.

"what--"

With a scream, his body fell heavily to the ground.

The urn fell open with a "clang" sound, and the powder inside was scattered all over the ground, which was wet by the drizzle.