He is more fickle than Fengyue

"Dad..."

Bo Nian silently read these two words, it seemed a little strange.

There was an indescribable darkness on her delicate little face.

But soon, he returned to normal, "He's a bad guy, not my dad, I don't like him."

It is conceivable that Lu Beichen's attitude towards Bo Nian has caused a great psychological shadow on him.

It's just that there is no child who doesn't yearn for father's love, and Bo Nian is the same. Just now, Bo Yan just tried it out, but she already understood everything. At a young age, she has learned to pretend to be strong.

In this regard, Bo Yan feels that she owes Bo Nian too much. Since she was a child, she has never made Bo Nian feel a trace of paternal love, and she has no ability to make Lu Beichen accept the existence of this child.

"Mom, he is not good to me, and he is not good to you, let's not want him, okay?"

From the beginning to the end, Bo Nian used him instead of his father, so sensible that it made Bo Yan feel sad and her eyes moist.

Bo Nian is very good at observing words and expressions, and when he saw her like this, he immediately panicked, "Mom, did you say something wrong every year that made you sad?"

Bo Yan shook her head, then shook her head again, "No, how could it be?"

Bo Nian immediately tensed up, "Then the bad guy bullied you again?"

What Lu Beichen did had cast a psychological shadow on Bo Nian. In his impression, Lu Beichen seemed to seldom go home, and even if he came back occasionally, it would always be a quarrel.

Bo Yan always thought that Bo Nian was still young at that time and he didn't know anything, but it was not true. In Bo Nian's memory, this scene was very clear.

"Mom, he often bullies you, we don't want him anymore."

"Niannian also don't want him, mom will find a new father for Niannian, okay?"

The child who is less than five years old has already matured in speaking, and he still needs to find a new father. Bo Yan can't laugh or cry, but more is distressed.

She stretched out her hand and gently hugged Bo Nian.

Compared to before, Bo Nian lost a lot of weight, and Bo Yan's heart twitched, "Okay, we don't want him."

"Niannian, even if there is no father, our mother and I can still live well, as long as Niannian is happy."

That's right, without that bad guy, he and his mother can get along well, Bo Nian nodded, "Yeah."

"Mom has Niannian. When Niannian grows up, she will protect her every year and never let bad people bully you again."

Bo Yan stayed with Bo Nian for about two or three hours, drawing pictures and playing games with him. Bo Nian was very happy. It seemed that as long as he could be with his mother, Bo Nian would always have a smile on his immature face. .

"Mom, after being discharged from the hospital every year, Mom, you can take me to the amusement park."

After all, they are children, no matter how mature and sensible they are, they still have a childlike innocence.

Seeing Bo Nian's big flickering eyes, looking at her expectantly, how could Bo Yan have the heart to refuse.

What's more, there is not much time left for their mother and child, and she wants to cherish it more than anyone else, "Okay, when we go out every year, let's go to the amusement park together."

"Can you bring Grandma Qin with you?"

Aunt Qin quickly waved her hand, "Oh, don't, don't, I don't dare. I heard that many rides scare me to death. I'm old and my heart is not working, so I don't want to go."

"Grandma Qin, no, there is a merry-go-round, which is fun." Bo Nian smiled sweetly, amused Aunt Qin, "Hey, at my age, can I still ride on a merry-go-round?"

"Of course, I can sit with Grandma Qin every year."

The careful care during this period made Bo Nian develop feelings for Aunt Qin.

That's right, she seemed to be the only one in Bo Nian's world before, because of Lu Beichen's attitude, very few people treated Bo Nian sincerely, and Aunt Qin was one of them.

Aunt Qin hesitated, Bo Yan took Aunt Qin's hand, as if pleading, "Aunt Qin, just promise Niannian."

Aunt Qin finally couldn't stand it any longer and agreed, "Okay, okay, let's go together."

"That's great!!" Bo Nian cheered, jumping up and down on the bed, "We're going to the amusement park together!! Every year from now on, I will go to the amusement park with my mother and Grandma Qin!!"

When leaving, Bo Yan walked out of the ward and cried.

Not every year, not ever again.

How much she wanted to cry unrestrainedly, but she didn't dare because Bo Nian was inside.

Bo Nian has experienced too much, and his mind is sometimes very sensitive. Bo Yan came to see him and changed his clothes on purpose, for fear of being spotted, let alone crying.

She could only lean against the wall, cover her mouth and cry silently, letting her tears be like broken beads, unable to stop, until Aunt Qin came out, closed the door of the ward, and handed her a tissue.

With tears in her eyes, Bo Yan saw the worry on Aunt Qin's face, she took the tissue to wipe her tears, her voice was already choked up, "I'm fine."

It's impossible for her to be fine like this, but Aunt Qin didn't ask anything, she just patted Bo Yan on the back and comforted, "Ma'am, I will be discharged from the hospital soon, everything will be fine."

Will everything be alright?

It would be great if it was true, but unfortunately, she can't wait for the day when she gets better. Her body is getting worse every day, and she can feel it clearly.

As soon as Bo Yan returned to the ward, Lu Beichen's voice sounded, "Why didn't you answer my call?"

"I didn't hear it." In fact, I heard it and didn't want to answer it.

Because she knew that Lu Beichen wanted to urge her to come back, and she wanted to spend more time with Bo Nian.

"Cried?"

Her voice was still hoarse, and her eyes were still red, which couldn't be more obvious.

Lu Beichen could tell at a glance.

"Yeah." Bo Yan didn't deny it, she walked into the ward, went to bed and lay down, trying to adjust her emotions, "I want to rest for a while."

"It's already noon, take food and medicine first and then rest." Lu Beichen was afraid that she would fall asleep, as she was not in a good condition, so he had to urge her to take food and medicine on time every day.

"I'll rest for a while before eating."

"Bo Yan, be good, just think of your own body."

Even though Lu Beichen was already patient with her now, Boyan still exploded. She suddenly sat up from the bed and broke down, "I don't feel well right now. I want to rest for a while. Is it that difficult?"

"I'll eat after a break, can't I?"

Lu Beichen stood there, his hand holding the insulated box was stiff, his handsome face was shadowed, and the corners of his mouth sank slightly.

He has never been a good-tempered person, let alone, with such an expression on his face, Bo Yan thought he was going to lose his temper, or leave the insulation box without saying a word, and leave without saying a word, never caring about her again.

But unexpectedly, he didn't, he just stood there quietly.

After a long time, the voice was low and hoarse, "You rest first."

Bo Yan was full of resentment, and at this moment, it suddenly disappeared.

There is a feeling of powerlessness hitting the cotton with a fist.

She turned around, turned her back to Lu Beichen and closed her eyes, trying to sleep.

How good it is to sleep, when you fall asleep, you don't have to think about anything.

But a few seconds later, she opened her eyes again, got out of bed, picked up the insulation box that was placed aside, put it on Lu Beichen's desk, then laid out the contents one by one, sat on the chair, and remained silent. He buried his head in his mouth and began to eat.

From the beginning to the end, Lu Beichen watched her, and let her self-willedness and nonsense do what she wanted.

"What do you see me doing?" Bo Yan slurred his words while stuffing rice into his mouth, "Stop working so hard, let's eat together."

She has lost a lot of weight recently, and because of him and the torment of the illness, the whole person is a little bleak, but at this moment, her mouth is stuffed with food, her cheeks are bulging, and her almond eyes are big and round, When she looked up at him, she was so cute.

At least for this second, Lu Beichen finally saw her teenage appearance, and the nerve that had been tense in his heart recently loosened slightly, and he rarely felt hungry.

Only then did he remember that from the night she vomited blood until now, he didn't seem to have eaten anything. Even his beard was only shaved in the bathroom when she went to see Bo Nian.

In fact, Bo Yan only left for two or three hours, but when she was not around, he felt that the time was so difficult. He counted the minutes and seconds on his watch, and it was extremely painful for him to stay here.

Fortunately, she finally came back, and his uneasy heart finally calmed down. Seeing her continue to bury her head in cooking, the corners of his mouth curved slightly, "Okay, let's eat together."

It is the first time for two people to sit at the same table and eat quietly together since they got married. This is the life he expected at the beginning. He and her live an ordinary life, and there is a delicate atmosphere surrounding each other. between.

There seemed to be a seed in Lu Beichen's heart, and it finally took root and sprouted again at this moment.

Halfway through the meal, Bo Yan suddenly called his name, "Lu Beichen..."

He raised his eyes, "Huh? What's wrong?"

She said, "Let's go to Haicheng, now."