Quick Travel: Bringing Revenge System to Flirt with Han
Chapter 164 Extra - Luo Zi Shu Chapter
When Luo Zishu was sentenced to death, he was isolated from the outside world and completely immersed in his own world.
For him, without that bullet, he is already dead.
This was the second time Luo Zishu stood in the mist of white light everywhere, unable to see clearly the path under his feet.
He was desperately searching for something in the void. There should be a light in his memory guiding him. Why was it missing?
He kept running, and in the end he only saw himself as a teenager.
The thin figure was so nervous that his body was trembling, but he still stood stubbornly in the office...
"It's almost your senior year of high school. Does your mother agree with you dropping out of school?"
"Well...Mom, she agreed."
Facing the teacher's inquiry, Luo Zishu lied for the first time.
"Is it because of money?" As expected, he had no experience, and the teacher easily exposed his lie.
"..."
After being caught lying, Luo Zishu buried his head even lower.
When he was a student, he came from a poor family. His father, who was over fifty years old, was still working in the mines and was away from home all year round. His mother had an accident in his early years and was a disabled person who could not take care of himself.
Although we are young, we have already shouldered the burden of life.
For his situation, the school also gave special care, eliminating the need for late self-study, allowing him to work part-time to support his family, and he was allocated a scholarship quota every semester.
This kind of life is not a good one, but it is enough to support Luo Zishu to complete his studies.
The teacher didn't understand why he wanted to drop out of school, so he patiently advised him: "Zishu, if you have any difficulties, you can tell me, and the teacher will work with you to find a solution. It would be a pity to drop out now..."
Luo Zishu said nothing, but Teacher Wang still did not give up and continued to comfort: "Teacher, I hope you can think clearly. There is still a long road ahead, so don't leave any regrets for yourself."
"My father...is dead"
That's right, his father died that year, the backbone of the family was broken, and the whole mountain fell on Luo Zishu's thin shoulders.
Teacher Wang's comforting words were stuck in his throat, and finally turned into a heavy sigh.
At that time, he longed for knowledge to change his destiny more than anyone else, and wanted to breathe freely more than anyone else.
But that suffocating life is difficult to survive even a day. One year is too long for him...
In the end, Teacher Wang gave Luo Zishu one week to think about it.
He did not go to class this week. He distributed flyers during the day. After distributing flyers, he went to work part-time in a restaurant. At night, he returned to the ward to take care of his mother who was in a coma after suffering a heart attack.
When I was really tired, I would just sit in any corner of the hospital and sleep for a while.
There are many people in the hospital who are trapped by life. Grandpa Li, who is in the same ward as his mother, is one of them.
Grandpa Li had no children. He had collected rags all his life and supported the education of several children in the village. When he got gastric cancer in his old age, none of the children came to visit him.
The old man with cloudy eyes stretched out his dead hand to hold his sleeve, and said:
"My child, how can you not go to school at your age? Grandpa Li still has some savings, so you can go to school."
Luo Zishu raised his head stubbornly, with tears in his eyes, and pretended to change the subject casually: "I don't want to read anymore. Grandpa Li has to keep his money for himself. The lotus in the hospital pond is in bloom. Wait for me." Mom is awake, I will push you two to see..."
"Studying is good, reading will make a difference..." Grandpa Li didn't hear it, he just looked out the window and murmured, not knowing who was listening.
Grandpa Li is old and a little confused. He often says something to support him. The older generation thinks that going to school is promising and hopes that all children can go to school, so they forget it after saying it and mention it when they see him.
After his mother's condition stabilized, Luo Zishu began to deal with his father's funeral. Holding his father's portrait in his arms, he sent away batches of people who expressed condolences to his father with red eyes.
Standing in front of his father's grave, he couldn't breathe due to confusion, fear and depression about the future, and cried wildly.
Life couldn't be more miserable, he thought at that time.
He went to find the teacher again. He knocked for a long time, but no one responded. He could only lean against the wall in a daze, listening to the carefree laughter of his classmates outside the window.
He was very envious. After listening in the corridor for a long time, Teacher Wang came hurriedly from the stairs. He must have encountered something very happy, and the smile in his eyes never faded.
"Zishu, you don't have to drop out of school. A senior sister has decided to sponsor you."
"What?" At that time, he was stunned on the spot, and he didn't change his mind for a long time.
"Zishu, a senior sister won a prize at school. She originally wanted to donate the prize money to the school. After hearing about you, she asked me to give the money to you."
As soon as he finished speaking, a bank card with a label of [-] yuan was thrust into his hand.
Twenty thousand was not much, but it gave him a chance to breathe.
His mother finally left him and held his hand before she died, saying that she lived a happy life.
Fate never favored him and even took away his only home.
The confusion was temporary. He lived up to the expectations of his parents and teachers and was admitted to the university where his senior sister attended.
At that time, the senior sister was a junior and he was just a freshman. He heard a lot of news about the senior student, most of which were complimentary words.
He didn't dare to appear in front of his senior sister, and he thought every night, how could he repay such an outstanding person?
At least...you have to become excellent first before you can see that light...
However, before he could become better, he met the person he missed every day.
She is much more stunning than she sounds, like the warm sun in June, dazzling but not scorching.
"Junior? What do you want from me?" Senior asked softly, and he realized that he was already standing in front of Gu Qian.
The chance encounter caught him off guard. He had practiced self-introduction countless times. It flashed through his mind quickly and became scattered words on his lips.
"I...I, that..."
He lowered his head shyly, hesitating, not knowing where to look with his eyes, feeling annoyed that he had no future. After such a bad start, the senior sister would definitely treat him as a rude admirer...
"Are you a junior student from the psychology department? Hello, my name is Gu Qian."
A white hand broke into his sight, and the messy thoughts calmed down instantly. He carefully reached out and held it, and it was gone at the touch.
He was afraid of offending the other person, so the warmth and delicate feeling between his fingertips lingered for a long time.
"My name is Luo Zishu, a freshman..." His voice was as thin as a mosquito, and he never looked at that peaceful face.
There was a pleasant chuckle in his ears, and he raised his eyes and met those peach blossom eyes full of smiles.
Gu Qian is a standard oriental beauty, with willow-shaped eyebrows and peach-blossom eyes. She smiles sincerely, smiling from the top of her eyebrows to the end of her eyes.
"Am I that scary? I'm so scared that you can't even speak clearly."
"No"
He retorted nervously, but he was afraid that the other party would misunderstand him and quickly explained: "I don't talk to girls very often and I'm a little nervous."
As he finished speaking, his face became even hotter. What a poor excuse. He was too embarrassed to talk to others and too embarrassed to walk in front of them.
Gu Qian's gaze was always gentle, and even if she didn't smile so brightly, the corners of her lips were always slightly raised. She asked him: "Why did you choose psychology?"
He was so immersed in Gu Qian's gentle voice that he forgot to answer.
Gu Qian thought it was because he didn't want to explain the reason, so he quickly explained: "Ahem, I'm just curious. Don't mind..."
Hearing Gu Qian's apology, he came back to his senses: "No... I chose psychology because I wanted to help more people."
After saying that, he regretted it. This reason sounded ridiculous...
Gu Qian affirmed him seriously, "It's a very warm ideal. I believe you can achieve it."
At that moment, he felt that fate was beginning to favor him, allowing him to meet such a beautiful person as Gu Qian.
Even though he later found out that Gu Qian had a childhood sweetheart boyfriend.
That boy is handsome, has a cheerful personality, makes his senior laugh, and has a delicate mind. The senior and him are a perfect match.
It was enough for the senior sister to be happy. He hid his little thoughts very well, and no one found out that he liked the senior sister during the entire college.
After graduation, Gu Qian wore a holy wedding dress and ran towards her love in his passionate eyes.
He didn't dare touch a drop of wine at the wedding. Listening to the boy saying "I love you" to his senior sister affectionately, he silently echoed the same words in his heart.
That night he experienced a hangover for the first time in his life.
In the empty house, he comforted himself over and over again that the sun and the moon were destined not to be together. The moon only needed to borrow a little light from the sun to shine.
My senior sister had a happy marriage. She gave birth to a very cute little baby in the first year. When she could talk, she started calling him Uncle Luo in a sweet voice.
Every day has been getting better since he met the senior. He treated patients one after another, listened to their troubles, and served as a guiding light for them.
He just didn't expect that one day, the senior sister would also become his patient.
It was a cold night, and he found Gu Qian huddled in the corner on a park bench.
When his eyes touched the bruises all over his body, he didn't know how much anger he endured before he asked that question.
"Rong Cheng...hit you?"
Gu Qian shook his head, his heart sinking even more, as if he had been drowned in a cold pool, not Rong Cheng...
He didn't dare to think about it anymore. Those eyes stopped smiling. He had seen too many such numb sights, and his heart was torn and throbbing.
Gu Qian was the name he had recited religiously for seven years. Four years of clinical experience could not offset the growing hatred. He wanted to kill the person who hurt Gu Qian.
On the bench, Gu Qian buried her head between her knees and begged him with a trembling voice, "Zishu, don't call the police. They took a video... and don't tell Rong Cheng."
He cried more miserably than Gu Qian. He didn't know how he brought Gu Qian back home. The room was very dark. He placed the fragile puppet-like person in the guest room. He sat on the balcony and sucked one after another. cigarette.
He didn't dare to see Gu Qian, didn't dare to ask Gu Qian, didn't even dare to think about it.
That night, both of them stayed up all night.
The next day, Gu Qian decided to file for divorce from Rong Cheng. Rong Cheng asked Gu Qian over and over again why, but finally respected Gu Qian's choice and left all the property to Gu Qian, including the children...
After Gu Qian left Rong Cheng, his mental state became worse day by day. He understood Gu Qian's intentions. She loved Rong Cheng terribly and didn't want him to see her in unbearable state. She even wanted to be alone in pain.
Why didn't he love Gu Qian so much? He was willing to accept all of Gu Qian's negative emotions. No matter what happened to Gu Qian, she was still his sun...
"Shall I take you to City Z?"
City Z is his hometown. There is a small house left to him by his parents there. The small house is not big and covered with morning glories. It is a very suitable place to recuperate away from the busy city.
Gu Qian agreed, and he left City C with Gu Qian and Gu Zhen full of hope.
Everything is developing as he expected. Gu Qian likes it here very much. She often holds Gu Zhen and sits on the hanging chair in the small courtyard, coaxing Gu Zhen and humming nursery rhymes. Every time she sees him, she is gentle to him. smile.
Gradually, he started chatting with him and making a few jokes. He thought he had cured Gu Qian.
However, when he saw the emails between Gu Qian and Rong Cheng on his computer, his dream was completely shattered.
It was never Luo Zishu who cured Gu Qian, but Rong Cheng. Even in a foreign country, it was Rong Cheng who only said a greeting every day!
He has already let Gu Qian out once. Does he still have the courage to let Gu Qian out a second time?
No, the voice inside screams that you don’t!
What is his companionship day and night, and his cautious love?
He is obviously the one who accompanies Gu Qian in pain, and he is obviously the one who shields Gu Qian from the wind and rain. In the end, he is just a friend and a junior?
People are greedy, and they will have obsessions if they don’t get it. So what if they get it and lose it?
His love is sick…
He learned from Gu Qian the jealousy after love.
Every day he watched Gu Qian get better, he was in pain and struggling with his reason. It was because Gu Qian was moving away from him.
The shoulder-to-shoulder distance is now behind his back. How many more years will he have to watch over Gu Qian from behind?
He doesn't want to watch anymore...
The people he met were all good people, his parents who had a tragic fate but loved each other very much, the teacher who helped him think of ways to persuade him not to give up, Grandpa Li who wanted to help him go to school, and Gu Qian who led him out of the darkness.
That's because he was not a good person by nature, so he finally chose the dirty path and revealed Gu Qian's whereabouts to the three beasts.
Gu Qian returned to him again, and Rong Cheng had no news at all.
When the fog cleared, he watched Rong Cheng pulling Gu Qian, and Gu Zhen was riding on Rong Cheng's neck, smiling and swaying her calves.
He followed behind and cried in embarrassment: "Gu Qian, look at me, look back at me!"
He is not worthy of being the moon, nor can he keep his sun...
For him, without that bullet, he is already dead.
This was the second time Luo Zishu stood in the mist of white light everywhere, unable to see clearly the path under his feet.
He was desperately searching for something in the void. There should be a light in his memory guiding him. Why was it missing?
He kept running, and in the end he only saw himself as a teenager.
The thin figure was so nervous that his body was trembling, but he still stood stubbornly in the office...
"It's almost your senior year of high school. Does your mother agree with you dropping out of school?"
"Well...Mom, she agreed."
Facing the teacher's inquiry, Luo Zishu lied for the first time.
"Is it because of money?" As expected, he had no experience, and the teacher easily exposed his lie.
"..."
After being caught lying, Luo Zishu buried his head even lower.
When he was a student, he came from a poor family. His father, who was over fifty years old, was still working in the mines and was away from home all year round. His mother had an accident in his early years and was a disabled person who could not take care of himself.
Although we are young, we have already shouldered the burden of life.
For his situation, the school also gave special care, eliminating the need for late self-study, allowing him to work part-time to support his family, and he was allocated a scholarship quota every semester.
This kind of life is not a good one, but it is enough to support Luo Zishu to complete his studies.
The teacher didn't understand why he wanted to drop out of school, so he patiently advised him: "Zishu, if you have any difficulties, you can tell me, and the teacher will work with you to find a solution. It would be a pity to drop out now..."
Luo Zishu said nothing, but Teacher Wang still did not give up and continued to comfort: "Teacher, I hope you can think clearly. There is still a long road ahead, so don't leave any regrets for yourself."
"My father...is dead"
That's right, his father died that year, the backbone of the family was broken, and the whole mountain fell on Luo Zishu's thin shoulders.
Teacher Wang's comforting words were stuck in his throat, and finally turned into a heavy sigh.
At that time, he longed for knowledge to change his destiny more than anyone else, and wanted to breathe freely more than anyone else.
But that suffocating life is difficult to survive even a day. One year is too long for him...
In the end, Teacher Wang gave Luo Zishu one week to think about it.
He did not go to class this week. He distributed flyers during the day. After distributing flyers, he went to work part-time in a restaurant. At night, he returned to the ward to take care of his mother who was in a coma after suffering a heart attack.
When I was really tired, I would just sit in any corner of the hospital and sleep for a while.
There are many people in the hospital who are trapped by life. Grandpa Li, who is in the same ward as his mother, is one of them.
Grandpa Li had no children. He had collected rags all his life and supported the education of several children in the village. When he got gastric cancer in his old age, none of the children came to visit him.
The old man with cloudy eyes stretched out his dead hand to hold his sleeve, and said:
"My child, how can you not go to school at your age? Grandpa Li still has some savings, so you can go to school."
Luo Zishu raised his head stubbornly, with tears in his eyes, and pretended to change the subject casually: "I don't want to read anymore. Grandpa Li has to keep his money for himself. The lotus in the hospital pond is in bloom. Wait for me." Mom is awake, I will push you two to see..."
"Studying is good, reading will make a difference..." Grandpa Li didn't hear it, he just looked out the window and murmured, not knowing who was listening.
Grandpa Li is old and a little confused. He often says something to support him. The older generation thinks that going to school is promising and hopes that all children can go to school, so they forget it after saying it and mention it when they see him.
After his mother's condition stabilized, Luo Zishu began to deal with his father's funeral. Holding his father's portrait in his arms, he sent away batches of people who expressed condolences to his father with red eyes.
Standing in front of his father's grave, he couldn't breathe due to confusion, fear and depression about the future, and cried wildly.
Life couldn't be more miserable, he thought at that time.
He went to find the teacher again. He knocked for a long time, but no one responded. He could only lean against the wall in a daze, listening to the carefree laughter of his classmates outside the window.
He was very envious. After listening in the corridor for a long time, Teacher Wang came hurriedly from the stairs. He must have encountered something very happy, and the smile in his eyes never faded.
"Zishu, you don't have to drop out of school. A senior sister has decided to sponsor you."
"What?" At that time, he was stunned on the spot, and he didn't change his mind for a long time.
"Zishu, a senior sister won a prize at school. She originally wanted to donate the prize money to the school. After hearing about you, she asked me to give the money to you."
As soon as he finished speaking, a bank card with a label of [-] yuan was thrust into his hand.
Twenty thousand was not much, but it gave him a chance to breathe.
His mother finally left him and held his hand before she died, saying that she lived a happy life.
Fate never favored him and even took away his only home.
The confusion was temporary. He lived up to the expectations of his parents and teachers and was admitted to the university where his senior sister attended.
At that time, the senior sister was a junior and he was just a freshman. He heard a lot of news about the senior student, most of which were complimentary words.
He didn't dare to appear in front of his senior sister, and he thought every night, how could he repay such an outstanding person?
At least...you have to become excellent first before you can see that light...
However, before he could become better, he met the person he missed every day.
She is much more stunning than she sounds, like the warm sun in June, dazzling but not scorching.
"Junior? What do you want from me?" Senior asked softly, and he realized that he was already standing in front of Gu Qian.
The chance encounter caught him off guard. He had practiced self-introduction countless times. It flashed through his mind quickly and became scattered words on his lips.
"I...I, that..."
He lowered his head shyly, hesitating, not knowing where to look with his eyes, feeling annoyed that he had no future. After such a bad start, the senior sister would definitely treat him as a rude admirer...
"Are you a junior student from the psychology department? Hello, my name is Gu Qian."
A white hand broke into his sight, and the messy thoughts calmed down instantly. He carefully reached out and held it, and it was gone at the touch.
He was afraid of offending the other person, so the warmth and delicate feeling between his fingertips lingered for a long time.
"My name is Luo Zishu, a freshman..." His voice was as thin as a mosquito, and he never looked at that peaceful face.
There was a pleasant chuckle in his ears, and he raised his eyes and met those peach blossom eyes full of smiles.
Gu Qian is a standard oriental beauty, with willow-shaped eyebrows and peach-blossom eyes. She smiles sincerely, smiling from the top of her eyebrows to the end of her eyes.
"Am I that scary? I'm so scared that you can't even speak clearly."
"No"
He retorted nervously, but he was afraid that the other party would misunderstand him and quickly explained: "I don't talk to girls very often and I'm a little nervous."
As he finished speaking, his face became even hotter. What a poor excuse. He was too embarrassed to talk to others and too embarrassed to walk in front of them.
Gu Qian's gaze was always gentle, and even if she didn't smile so brightly, the corners of her lips were always slightly raised. She asked him: "Why did you choose psychology?"
He was so immersed in Gu Qian's gentle voice that he forgot to answer.
Gu Qian thought it was because he didn't want to explain the reason, so he quickly explained: "Ahem, I'm just curious. Don't mind..."
Hearing Gu Qian's apology, he came back to his senses: "No... I chose psychology because I wanted to help more people."
After saying that, he regretted it. This reason sounded ridiculous...
Gu Qian affirmed him seriously, "It's a very warm ideal. I believe you can achieve it."
At that moment, he felt that fate was beginning to favor him, allowing him to meet such a beautiful person as Gu Qian.
Even though he later found out that Gu Qian had a childhood sweetheart boyfriend.
That boy is handsome, has a cheerful personality, makes his senior laugh, and has a delicate mind. The senior and him are a perfect match.
It was enough for the senior sister to be happy. He hid his little thoughts very well, and no one found out that he liked the senior sister during the entire college.
After graduation, Gu Qian wore a holy wedding dress and ran towards her love in his passionate eyes.
He didn't dare touch a drop of wine at the wedding. Listening to the boy saying "I love you" to his senior sister affectionately, he silently echoed the same words in his heart.
That night he experienced a hangover for the first time in his life.
In the empty house, he comforted himself over and over again that the sun and the moon were destined not to be together. The moon only needed to borrow a little light from the sun to shine.
My senior sister had a happy marriage. She gave birth to a very cute little baby in the first year. When she could talk, she started calling him Uncle Luo in a sweet voice.
Every day has been getting better since he met the senior. He treated patients one after another, listened to their troubles, and served as a guiding light for them.
He just didn't expect that one day, the senior sister would also become his patient.
It was a cold night, and he found Gu Qian huddled in the corner on a park bench.
When his eyes touched the bruises all over his body, he didn't know how much anger he endured before he asked that question.
"Rong Cheng...hit you?"
Gu Qian shook his head, his heart sinking even more, as if he had been drowned in a cold pool, not Rong Cheng...
He didn't dare to think about it anymore. Those eyes stopped smiling. He had seen too many such numb sights, and his heart was torn and throbbing.
Gu Qian was the name he had recited religiously for seven years. Four years of clinical experience could not offset the growing hatred. He wanted to kill the person who hurt Gu Qian.
On the bench, Gu Qian buried her head between her knees and begged him with a trembling voice, "Zishu, don't call the police. They took a video... and don't tell Rong Cheng."
He cried more miserably than Gu Qian. He didn't know how he brought Gu Qian back home. The room was very dark. He placed the fragile puppet-like person in the guest room. He sat on the balcony and sucked one after another. cigarette.
He didn't dare to see Gu Qian, didn't dare to ask Gu Qian, didn't even dare to think about it.
That night, both of them stayed up all night.
The next day, Gu Qian decided to file for divorce from Rong Cheng. Rong Cheng asked Gu Qian over and over again why, but finally respected Gu Qian's choice and left all the property to Gu Qian, including the children...
After Gu Qian left Rong Cheng, his mental state became worse day by day. He understood Gu Qian's intentions. She loved Rong Cheng terribly and didn't want him to see her in unbearable state. She even wanted to be alone in pain.
Why didn't he love Gu Qian so much? He was willing to accept all of Gu Qian's negative emotions. No matter what happened to Gu Qian, she was still his sun...
"Shall I take you to City Z?"
City Z is his hometown. There is a small house left to him by his parents there. The small house is not big and covered with morning glories. It is a very suitable place to recuperate away from the busy city.
Gu Qian agreed, and he left City C with Gu Qian and Gu Zhen full of hope.
Everything is developing as he expected. Gu Qian likes it here very much. She often holds Gu Zhen and sits on the hanging chair in the small courtyard, coaxing Gu Zhen and humming nursery rhymes. Every time she sees him, she is gentle to him. smile.
Gradually, he started chatting with him and making a few jokes. He thought he had cured Gu Qian.
However, when he saw the emails between Gu Qian and Rong Cheng on his computer, his dream was completely shattered.
It was never Luo Zishu who cured Gu Qian, but Rong Cheng. Even in a foreign country, it was Rong Cheng who only said a greeting every day!
He has already let Gu Qian out once. Does he still have the courage to let Gu Qian out a second time?
No, the voice inside screams that you don’t!
What is his companionship day and night, and his cautious love?
He is obviously the one who accompanies Gu Qian in pain, and he is obviously the one who shields Gu Qian from the wind and rain. In the end, he is just a friend and a junior?
People are greedy, and they will have obsessions if they don’t get it. So what if they get it and lose it?
His love is sick…
He learned from Gu Qian the jealousy after love.
Every day he watched Gu Qian get better, he was in pain and struggling with his reason. It was because Gu Qian was moving away from him.
The shoulder-to-shoulder distance is now behind his back. How many more years will he have to watch over Gu Qian from behind?
He doesn't want to watch anymore...
The people he met were all good people, his parents who had a tragic fate but loved each other very much, the teacher who helped him think of ways to persuade him not to give up, Grandpa Li who wanted to help him go to school, and Gu Qian who led him out of the darkness.
That's because he was not a good person by nature, so he finally chose the dirty path and revealed Gu Qian's whereabouts to the three beasts.
Gu Qian returned to him again, and Rong Cheng had no news at all.
When the fog cleared, he watched Rong Cheng pulling Gu Qian, and Gu Zhen was riding on Rong Cheng's neck, smiling and swaying her calves.
He followed behind and cried in embarrassment: "Gu Qian, look at me, look back at me!"
He is not worthy of being the moon, nor can he keep his sun...
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