Traveling through books in the 70s: The group favors the Wang family’s little koi carp

Shen Jin: "Cousin, have you agreed to what Shen Hua'er asked you to do?"

None of them stood up or spoke, and she couldn't figure it out.

Shen Cao'er coughed several times and had been holding it back in the visiting room. Fortunately, she didn't have to hold it in for too long.

After breathing in the fresh air and coughing out the depressed air, she weakly replied: "I didn't agree."

She was afraid that if she simply said these three words, Shen Jin would misunderstand him again.

She explained: "I can't agree. You know, I don't agree not because I hate her and don't want to let her go, but because I have to rely on others for everything behind me."

"Even if she kneels to pieces in front of me today, I can't promise her anything."

Anyone can collect Chen Hua'er's body, but she can't.

Conditions do not allow.

It's a miracle that she can hold on until now, let alone dragging the sick body to collect the body for Shen Hua'er.

Not only because she didn't have enough affection, but also because she couldn't do anything about it.

Shen Cao'er could see clearly that the two sisters were just in front of each other.

No one can count on anyone.

She raised her lips and said, "She begged the wrong person."

"I should have begged you just now, but maybe I was too arrogant. She thought I still had a long life. You wouldn't offend me for her. Even if you promised to help her collect the body, she would not end well as long as I was around. "

"She felt that my personality would definitely hinder you, so she just knelt down and begged me to let her go without begging you."

Good idea.

It's just that the cleverness was misled by the cleverness.

Shen Cao'er sat in a wheelchair, looking at everything around him with some lust, and seemed to sigh: "If I can live longer, live to the era I dreamed of, there are such tall buildings, everyone can Take a car.”

"...That would be great."

Shen Jin didn't know how to respond to such emotion.

There is no need for her to answer.

After Shen Cao'er was melancholy to herself, she stopped talking.

When she returned to the hospital and faced Zhu Xiufen's eyes that looked like they had been crying, she didn't hold on to them like before and asked Zhu Xiufen if she was crying for Shen Hua'er.

She ignored Zhu Xiufen.

Just before Shen Jin left, he joked to Shen Jin in a low voice: "My mother really loves to cry now, just wait, there will be times when she will cry in the future."

It's like a prophecy came true.

The two flowers and plants sisters in the eldest room of the Shen family passed away within a short period of time.

At first, the news came from Shen Hua'er, informing her family members to collect the body.

Zhu Xiufen and Shen Dahai didn't really ignore their daughter like Shen Cao'er threatened Shen Hua'er.

The couple had a good fight with Shen Hua'er's in-laws, and snatched back Shen Hua'er's body without letting Shen Hua'er's in-laws dispose of the ashes, and sent their daughter back to Dayang Village for burial.

He was buried next to Shen Youyu's grave.

Zhu Xiufen cried until her eyes were swollen.

After that, Shen Cao'er probably witnessed the death of her enemy with her own eyes. The last knot in her heart dissipated, and she left in her sleep.

Early the next morning, Zhu Xiufen seemed to have a premonition. When she opened the ward door and entered, her legs were already weak. After confirming that her second daughter was gone, Zhu Xiufen closed her eyes and fell back...

When the fourth room received the news and rushed over, Zhu Xiufen's eyes were already crying so much that they could no longer see the light.

She was really sad. Unlike before, there seemed to be something between her and her second daughter. The mother and daughter were not close to each other.

Before Shen Caoer left, she had a pretty good relationship with her mother, and she would apologize for the things she had done to her parents.

Once, the two of them had a long talk. Shen Cao'er probably felt that she was not going to die soon. She asked Zhu Xiufen if she had not been so ambitious at the beginning and had not wanted to become the wife of the section chief and become a master.

Is life now completely different?

Wouldn't he make the same mistake again and again and drag Shen Hua'er into the fire pit because of his careful thoughts?

So much so that the two good sisters finally turned against each other and became enemies of life and death.

Zhu Xiufen didn't know how to respond to such a question.

When things got to this point, when Shen Cao'er asked, Zhu Xiufen didn't think she, a mother, had the need to answer.

But when Shen Cao'er was buried, Zhu Xiufen regretted not saying more to her second daughter.

Even a few words of comfort will help the second daughter leave with less regrets.

Looking at the three grave bags very close to each other, Zhu Xiufen's eyes were already a little blurry from crying.

She whispered to Shen Jin, who was accompanying her to the funeral, "Actually, when your second cousin asked me that day, I should have answered her properly."

"She said it was her who made the same mistakes over and over again, but in fact it was me, the mother, who made the same mistakes over and over again."

"She has a big heart and wants to live a good life and be a city dweller. It's not her fault. It's my incompetence as a mother. I can't let her live the good life she wants."

"That's why she had to fight for it by herself. I didn't help her when she was fighting, and I couldn't help her. I could only drag her back with this shabby home and make her embarrassed. That's why something happened at home. She didn't help us..."

Speaking of this, Zhu Xiufen was so choked that she could not speak.

Shen Jin patted her back gently. At this time, any words of comfort were useless.

Zhu Xiufen doesn't need other people's enlightenment or comfort.

In front of her were the graves of her three children. As long as she looked at these three graves, she couldn't even listen to other people's comfort.

Zhu Xiufen: "It's my fault, as a mother, I am incompetent."

"I don't know how to teach my children. One or two of them are like this. They both ended up like this. It was my fault from the beginning. I shouldn't have contacted my parents' family."

"My mother was not a good person in the first place, and I was not raised by her with a decent character. I am the root that is crooked. They were raised by me and grew along my root. Aren't they getting crooked as they grow? "

Such words were heard by Shen Dahai. Surprisingly, Shen Dahai, who used to have the most explosive temper and was the most impatient to listen to Zhu Xiufen's words of "long hair but short knowledge", at this moment, facing three grave men, Shen Dahai could not even refute a word. Unable to speak.

Not only was he speechless, he even felt that what Zhu Xiufen said was quite right.

The upper beam is not right and the lower beam is crooked.

He and Zhu Xiufen were brought up in an unfair way, so how could the children they gave birth to and raise be upright?

So it's not just that these kids don't learn well and follow the right path, the root of the problem lies with him and Zhu Xiufen.

After the funeral, Shen Dahai and his wife returned to the Shen family's old house in silence.

Aunt Shen has been kicked back by Shen Dahai. No one took good care of Old Shen, but nothing serious happened.

It just looks a bit stale than before, which is inevitable.

Seeing the person coming back, Old Shen raised his eyelids and said with a lifeless expression, "You're back?"

Shen Dahai nodded: "Dad, the matter here has been settled. Xiufen and I are afraid that we will not return to the village for the time being."

They were sad, but they still had to face it.

When I came back, I was pointed at. It didn't hurt at all, but it was inevitable that I would be reminded of the three children below me who left at such a young age.

He couldn't bear it, he didn't want anyone to mention this matter every day, and he didn't want to hear it even if they were trying to comfort him.

Zhu Xiufen couldn't bear it even more.

So the couple thought that if necessary, they would live in the city permanently in the future.

After hearing his son's words, Old Shen raised his eyelids again: "Dahai, what do you mean? Are you going to throw me down?"

"No." Shen Dahai sat on the edge of the kang and felt even more panicked when he smelled the faint odor coming from Old Shen's body.

Shen Dahai: "Dad, I want to ask you if you want to continue to stay in the village, or go to the city with me and Xiufen?"

"If you don't want to leave the village, I'll find someone reliable to take care of you before I leave. There's also Mikawa who can help and watch over you. You can't bear the injustice."

"If you want to go to the city with us, then I will go back first and see if I can ask someone to find a decent place to live. Then I will pick you up after everything is settled."

Old Man Shen: "I'm already this old..."

After hearing what he said, Shen Dahai thought that the old man was getting older and didn't want to bother anymore.

I just wanted to get up and go look for people in the village to see who has free time to help take care of people.

Unexpectedly, before he got up, the old man over there said his next words: "I am already this old and have never lived in the city."

"You are walking out one after another, just like birds that can fly when their wings are strong, and you don't care about this shabby nest."

"If I stay here by myself, you won't let me suffer, but I won't enjoy much happiness either."

When Shen Dahai heard this, his eyebrows tightened: "Dad, do you want to go to the city to enjoy the blessings?"

"Otherwise?" Old Shen lay there motionless, but what he said was very stubborn, "I don't know how many days I can live. I have never had a good life in my life. When I die, I want to enjoy the blessing of my son. What’s wrong?”