Xiao Yinchu caught a glimpse of Li Xinran's inquiring look from the corner of his eye, and felt panicked. His face immediately became serious: "Li Xinran!" he said, "Why don't you apologize to the princess quickly!"

Li Xinran looked at Xiao Yinchu, whose anger seemed to be on the surface. An idea flashed in his mind, but before he thought about it, he was yelled back by Xiao Yinchu. He looked at Xiao Yinchu with a serious face and a sad look on his face. Aya twitched her lips, bowed and said, "Please forgive me, Princess."

Hearing Li Xinran's words, Aya slowly stopped sobbing. She slowly raised her head, her eyes hidden under the veil filled with deep hatred: "Kneel down," she sobbed, "to those resentful spirits who died in vain." Apologize." He said, turning his head, feeling particularly sad.

The maids around also looked at Aya with sympathy, and then looked at Li Xinran with a little hatred.

Li Xinran looked at her miserable appearance, and his mind instantly returned to his previous life.

"Brother Sheng, don't blame Sister Ran. It's all me. I think I can be good friends with Sister Ran."

"Li Xinran! You vicious woman! You can't tolerate such a kind girl like Rou'er!"

"I just want Sister Ran to save them. Who knows that Sister Ran doesn't want to give them porridge or charity at all. Rou'er doesn't want much, so Sister Ran just apologizes to them."

"Rourer, you are so kind. Li Xinran, you vicious woman! Why are you so vicious! So selfish! It's just a charity!"

"What? I can't instruct you anymore? Or you don't want to apologize to those living beings who died in vain!"

"But my sister is so cruel that she can actually watch them starve to death."

"As expected of a general and a tiger girl, she is so cool."

"She is indeed a border village girl, so selfish and cruel."

Gongsun Rou and Aya's face kept switching in front of Li Xinran's eyes, and the voices seemed to be heard from the left and right. Li Xinran was in a trance looking at Aya's soft, round and lovely face, as if she saw Gongsun Rou's charming and weak face. Ground face.

Her fists clenched loudly, the veins in her neck popped out, her eyes were blurry, and she seemed to be back to the original scene.

Kang Sheng and Gongsun Rou, one is standing, one is sitting, one is angry, and the other is wearing pear blossoms. She is standing in the moment, with no way to use force. She has grievances in her heart and does not know how to express them. At that time, she watched with tears in her eyes. Kang Sheng just shook his head and said, "I didn't."

As a married woman, she was in charge of the palace of the Prince of Zhenbian, but the Prince's Palace of Zhenbian was a broken fish basket with leaks everywhere. It was already difficult to maintain their life. Spending more money to give alms would only increase the burden on the palace, and her dowry , in order to subsidize the town’s palace, there is not much left.

As for the two people opposite her, one looked pitiful, and the other had a look of disdain in his eyes. They seemed to occupy the moral high ground, pointing at her, as if she was some kind of unpardonable sinner.

"Vicious woman, why don't you kneel down and apologize!" Kang Sheng said angrily, "If it weren't for my father's orders, I would marry you, a village girl with no etiquette, justice or shame? You are selfish and have no good intentions!"

"Perhaps Rou'er really made things difficult for others, but sister, seeing how pitiful they are, don't you want to help them? Think about your father and brother, they are also other people's father and brother." Gongsun Rou said while wiping away tears, but However, Li Xinran clearly saw that Gongsun Rou peeked over under the veil, with no trace of sadness in his eyes, all of which were joking.

The scenes overlapped. Aya covered her face with a handkerchief to avoid Xiao Yinchu's sight. She peeked under the handkerchief with contempt and teasing in her eyes. That look made Li Xinran's body shiver with familiarity.

She clenched her fists, trembling all over, and stared at Aya.

It was clear that Gongsun Rou was no longer a threat, but she could still see their shadows in these things, and then she inexplicably returned to the scene at that time, losing control of her emotions and unable to control herself.

"Commander Li seems to have no guilt at all. He just wants to use his life to fill your path to power! I have never seen a woman as a commander. As expected, you are full of power and have no empathy, brother. ," she raised her head to look at Xiao Yinchu, her eyes blurred by tears, "Aya is afraid that such a person who can't distinguish between good and evil would let her serve as a scout leader..."

Li Xinran turned to look at Xiao Yinchu with a lifeless look in her eyes. She could already imagine what Xiao Yinchu would say.

What is selfish, what is cold-blooded...

In the previous life, she was trapped by feelings, but in this life, she was trapped by power.

But it doesn't matter, you will be bitten by a dog no matter what in this life, as long as you beat the dog to death in the end.

There is no need to be trapped in a situation where death is inevitable.

Li Xinran slowly closed his eyes, leaving only his ears to listen to the upcoming trial.

The body is shaking slightly, what are you afraid of?Are you afraid that you will meet Kang Sheng again?

Maybe, because of the slight panic in Jingchen Village that night and the confession outside the window under the moonlight, Li Xinran had to admit that she did feel a little moved.

Especially after Xiao Yinchu blocked the knife for himself.

Even though I was taking care of him, I ended up being even worse.

But it is undeniable that without Li Xinran knowing it, when they were wandering on the edge of life and death again and again, Li Xinran was tempted. Even if he moved just a little bit, he could take it back. The fate of this life is completely different from before. , Fu Qing will not be beheaded by Emperor Hui, his father will no longer be foolish and loyal, and Kang Sheng will become a prisoner from his father's guest.

She can take it back, it's no big deal, wasn't it already decided when she confessed?

She didn't like Xiao Yinchu at all, so the confession was so painful that she cried because she said something that was against her will.That's right, it's nothing even if it's against one's will. The feeling of guilt after holding on to the idea of ​​taking advantage is not the feeling of regret that taints the relationship.

Just because of the pain.

Li Xinran told herself this.

A line of clear tears flowed down the cheek and disappeared into the soil, as if no one saw it.

Ready.

Li Xinran told herself that it was just another humiliation, it was no big deal, but this time, she would not stay there after being humiliated like before, waiting for the next humiliation.

She will fight back until these nightmares are erased from her soul.

It's just post-traumatic stress disorder.

It's just tearing open the healed scar and squeezing out the pus underneath.

Just squeeze it out and it will heal, squeeze it out and it won't hurt anymore.

She is not afraid!

Li Xinran thought so, and her back straightened up even more. She was waiting for the moment of judgment that was similar to that in her nightmare.

She heard Xiao Yinchu talking.

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