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Zhongzhen inheritance...

Otherwise, it is really impossible to explain how Wei Xiaoxi's array talent is so incredible.

The words of explanation rolled around on the tip of my tongue and were swallowed back.

Although his strength can protect Wei Xiaoxi, no one will seek trouble for Wei Xiaoxi openly and openly.

But it's easy to hide from an open gun and hard to defend against a hidden arrow.

The fewer people who know this secret, the better.

At the same time, Qianshu was on the flying boat.

After Wei Xiaoxi put strawberry jam into her mouth, she didn't take out the spoon for a long time.

He just held the spoon in his mouth and stared at the corner of the table in a daze.

Qianshu put down his teacup and asked strangely: "Xiaoxi, what are you thinking about?"

"When I communicated with Master just now, he also said similar things."

"What?"

"Those who see through the essence of things can reach the sky in one step."

Zi Buyu said this with emotion when he talked about her array talent.

Qianshu nodded slightly: "Since you agree with this point of view, why do you keep thinking about this issue?"

The spoon stirred the strawberry sauce at will, making a few clinking sounds, but Wei Xiaoxi did not respond for the time being.

After a while, she whispered: "You... I longed for my father's love when I was young, and then I met you... You filled in what I was missing to some extent..."

"I'm not your father." Qian Shu's face turned dark.

Wei Xiaoxi: "..."

"Listen to me!" She rolled her eyes at the man, "In short, I have received some care and guidance from you that my father did not give me... I am particularly greedy for this feeling. This may be because I used to be particularly dependent on you. , one of the reasons why I like you."

Qianshu: "..."

He picked up the tea cup and sipped it in his mouth, lowering his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.

Wei Xiaoxi ignored it and continued: "Later, when you got married... I was very painful. I thought of a saying, 'What you lacked when you were a child, you have to ask for twice as much when you grow up.'"

"I'm reflecting on it. When I think about losing you, it's particularly painful. In addition to not wanting to lose you as a person, is it also coupled with the 'fear of reliving the lack of love from my father when I was a child'?"

Qianshu looked up at Wei Xiaoxi, feeling a little unhappy.

Wei Xiaoxi met his gaze and said calmly:

"I realized that this might be the essence of my pain, so I thought in this direction, and slowly I became more relieved and less painful. I thought, if I wait a little longer, time will help me adapt to being without you. As time goes by, my mentality becomes more and more peaceful.”

Qianshu quickly put down the tea cup and reached out to hold Wei Xiaoxi's hand firmly.

Is this why you were able to break up peacefully that day without any regrets?

Qian Shu felt panic in her heart.

The girl in front of him seemed very powerful, so powerful that he was unable to pull her back.

This feeling of being unable to control made Qian Shu feel terrible.

He had no doubt that if he dared to do anything to hurt Wei Xiaoxi again, he would lose her forever.

Qianshu held the girl's hand harder and harder.

The man's eyes showed guilt and distress, mixed with many indescribable emotions, and he hesitated to speak.

Wei Xiaoxi raised her hand to stop him from talking and continued:

"I think if I didn't realize this essence, maybe I would still be immersed in the pain of losing you."

"At that time, I won't break up with you so easily. I might be entangled with you and disrupt your plans... maybe like Qi Ying..."

"Qi Ying doesn't know why she has such a deep obsession with you, but she has found some kind of benefit in you that she can't get from others, emotional benefit, just like I have in you. It feels like a father’s love.”

Qianshu looked at her in silence, listening to her carefully decompose and analyze their feelings, as if analyzing a prescription.

Cold and suffocatingly rational.

Qian Shu couldn't describe how she felt.

Sad, sad...

It was he who forced the girl to become like this: a scholar who studies the most romantic feelings in the world as medicine.

Intellectually, Qian Shu knew that seeing through the nature of feelings would help advance their relationship in the future.

Just like when he originally wanted to tie them up with interests, he despicably wanted to use a child to tie them up.

However, he knew that something was really lost between them.

Qian Shu swallowed hard and couldn't say a word.

The girl didn't look at him, she was still analyzing rationally.

"Actually, Qi Ying has become a puppet manipulated by her emotions. She cannot see through the nature of emotions, so she can only be a puppet on strings."

"I once... briefly worked as a puppet on strings for a period of time, but because I saw clearly the nature of my feelings for you, I was able to get over it quickly and not become the second Qi Ying."

The girl raised her eyes, stared into his eyes, and asked softly: "Do you think my analysis is reasonable?"

analysis.

At a certain moment, Qian Shu really wanted to avoid her serious gaze.

This is not a look, it is a knife, a knife that can shock people's hearts.

After taking several deep breaths, Qian Shu nodded in agreement:

"Yes, emotional satisfaction, in the final analysis, is also a kind of benefit... A person can continue to get emotional benefits from another person, so he will be persistent..."

"Yes, only sustained benefits can drive continued actions." Wei Xiaoxi nodded.

The look she looked at him became more tender and meaningful.

It's more like an adult looking after a child.

Realizing something, Qianshu's heart froze and his eyes flickered, avoiding Wei Xiaoxi's sight.

"Qianshu, you know what I want to say, right?"

Qianshu let go of Wei Xiaoxi's hand, lowered his eyes, picked up the teacup, and whispered:

"Xiao Xi, people can realize problems, change their thoughts and correct their behaviors, and they can become perfect, but they can never be truly perfect."

"So?" Wei Xiaoxi asked.

Qianshu raised his eyes, met the girl's gentle gaze, and spoke firmly: "Since life is destined to be imperfect, there is nothing wrong with picking out one or two particularly important flaws and keeping them in our lives..."

He put down the tea cup, took Wei Xiaoxi's hand, and intertwined their fingers: "Xiaoxi, I want to be with you, and I am willing to become a puppet controlled by my emotions."

His eyes are affectionate and his eyes are gentle, making it hard to refuse.

Wei Xiaoxi almost indulged in it.

She retained some sanity.

Wei Xiaoxi put down the spoon, stood up and walked to Qianshu, hugged him, pressed his big head into her arms, and whispered:

"Qianshu, I'm very happy to be your exception... However, by becoming the master of your emotions instead of its puppet, you can get rid of the pain you suffered from your parents when you were a child to the greatest extent... and you won't be able to do it again in the future. Hurt yourself, hurt others.”

I don't know which words touched Qianshu, but the person in his arms suddenly hugged Wei Xiaoxi back and strangled her waist tightly.

Wei Xiaoxi almost didn't come up in one breath.

After a while, Wei Xiaoxi came to her senses, stroked the man's hair, and said softly:

"I'm not forcing you to heal yourself by 'losing me', nor am I paving the way for three years later... I just don't want to see you in pain, do you understand?"

Qianshu not only did not let her go, but instead pulled her to sit on his lap and buried his face in her neck.

Still hugging her tightly.

Qianshu said nothing.

Probably thinking about something.

Wei Xiaoxi did not disturb him or urge him. She only stroked his hair with gentle eyes.

I don’t know how long it took, but the man’s muffled voice came from his neck:

"Xiaoxi, I can try to discover more love...love other than love, but please stay with me and don't leave me, okay?"

Wei Xiaoxi stroked his head for a moment.