After rebirth, my wife just wants to be a widow

Although she was cleared of her grievances, Shen Ruoyan was bored and couldn't lift her spirits until the whole event was over.

"Why is Ayan still so depressed?" Seeing her daughter's listless look, Mrs. Shen comforted her, "Are you still sad about that incident?"

"It's okay, A-yan, don't be angry." Mrs. Li also said next to her, "Although the maid confessed in the end, who doesn't know that she was taking the blame for the girl from the Su family. Me and the other ladies We agreed that when we get home, we, the old man, will give them a good beating on the Su family, so that you can vent your anger!"

After hearing this, Shen Ruoyan braced herself up and smiled reluctantly at her mother and Mrs. Li.

Her bad mood was not entirely because Su Xihe deliberately framed her.

In the last life, she and Su Xihe were married to Lu Yan for three years, and they already knew her temperament, so it was not surprising that Su Xihe would want to take revenge on her.

What makes Shen Ruoyan really sad is that the real victims of the fight between them are the innocent refugees. Even the maid next to Su Xihe is actually a victim.

Shen Ruoyan's temper is that if something happens to her, she is not afraid at all, but if it affects others because of her own affairs, it will make her even more uncomfortable.

After boarding the carriage back to the city, Shen Ruoyan lifted a corner of the curtain and saw many homeless people sitting on the roadside.

There was a mother who held the half bowl of porridge she saved at noon in her arms. She probably wanted to save it for dinner, but the child next to her kept crying, so she could only take out the small bowl of porridge and let it go. The child took a gentle sip along the edge of the bowl.

At this time, Shen Ruoyan wanted to get out of the car and serve them a bowl of hot porridge, but he could help her alone, but he couldn't help everyone. There were still so many victims on this mountain, and in the land of Daning, there were countless People like them.

Suddenly, a familiar feeling of powerlessness came to Shen Ruoyan's heart again.

In the last life, this feeling of powerlessness was for herself. She lost all her relatives and hated Lu Yan, but she could not escape the prison set by Lu Yan no matter what.

But in this life, this feeling of powerlessness is for the homeless people.

In the past, Shen Ruoyan always felt that she was a proud girl of heaven, and as long as she worked hard, she would be able to do anything she wanted to do. But when she saw the victims all over the mountains and plains with her own eyes, Shen Ruoyan once again felt that deep sense of powerlessness.

There are so many people in need of help. Before natural and man-made disasters, she was as humble as an ant. The power of one person is too small.

The carriage arrived at the door of Shangshu's Mansion unknowingly. When Shen Ruoyan got off the carriage, she suddenly found that Lu Yan had been riding a horse and followed them beside the carriage.

Seeing the surprise on her daughter's face, Mrs. Shen seemed to have misunderstood. She took Shen Ruoyan's arm and whispered, "I asked Xiaoyan to come to our house to have dinner together in the evening. If you have anything to say, you can tell him."

After saying that, he winked at his daughter.

Shen Ruoyan was not in the mood at all, but today it was precisely because Lu Yan found the key witness that she could be completely cleared of her grievances. She had no reason to refuse.

At the dinner table in the evening, after hearing the whole incident, the Shen family was extremely grateful to Lu Yan and treated him completely as one of their own. Even when Shen Ruochuan met Lu Yan in the past, he would always call him "Lu" respectfully. Sir, now you can follow your parents and call them "Xiaoyan" and "Xiaoyan" very smoothly.

When Lu Yan left, everyone looked at Shen Ruoyan with a tacit understanding.

The last time Lu Yan had dinner at Shen's house, Shen Ruoyan volunteered to send him out, and everyone agreed that this was a code for the young couple to whisper.

Shen Ruoyan sighed secretly in her heart, and with everyone's expectant eyes, she asked Lu Yan, "Shall I see you off?"

Lu Yan's face was still as cold as ever, but his eyes couldn't help but look forward to it, and he said, "Thank you."

Shen Ruoyan took Lu Yan away, not noticing that the family members behind her exchanged glances with each other and smiled as expected.

Shen Ruoyan was in a bad mood and just wanted to send Lu Yan away quickly. She walked a little faster than usual when she suddenly heard a gentle and clear voice coming from behind her.

"Ayan, you have done a good enough job."

Shen Ruoyan paused, her pupils shrank, and she said "Huh?" pretending not to understand.

Turning around, he saw the boy in white standing in the moonlight, looking at him with stern eyes.

"Ayan, don't be depressed or sad. You are not the only one in Daning. There are thousands of knowledgeable people. You have done a good enough job."

Shen Ruoyan stood there, looking up at Lu Yan slightly, feeling unable to calm down for a long time.

Unexpectedly, the person who knows him best is Lu Yan.

Seeing her stunned look, Lu Yan raised his hand, flicked Shen Ruoyan's forehead, and said, "Although you are so beautiful, you are not a Bodhisattva."

Shen Ruoyan really couldn't understand Lu Yan's words now.

The girl's stunned look was really cute. With a smile on his lips and a deep endearment in his tone, Lu Yan reminded him softly: "Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva."

Shen Ruoyan suddenly realized.

Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva once made a grand mission: "Unless hell is empty, I will never become a Buddha until all sentient beings are saved before I can realize Bodhi." She is not a Bodhisattva with great power. Even such a powerful Bodhisattva cannot save everyone in the world. Common people, why should you feel sad because you can't help everyone?

After listening to Lu Yan's words, Shen Ruoyan immediately understood.

She always reminded herself not to feel sorry for herself when something happened like she did in her previous life, but what she was doing now was also feeling depressed because of something she couldn't control.

What's the use of being so sad?

It’s up to you as much as you can do!

Shen Ruoyan, who wanted to understand, raised her head and gave Lu Yan a bright smile.

The young man's hand unconsciously clenched into a fist, his eyes were filled with uncontrollable obsession, and he revealed a bewitching smile.

This smile made Lu Yan's handsome features exude a strange charm in the moonlight, which made Shen Ruoyan feel a little dazed. She suddenly realized that although she and Lu Yan had been husband and wife for three years in her previous life, she didn't treat Lu Yan at all. I don’t understand either.

Shen Ruoyan asked: "How did you first think of taking the merit test?"

Lu Yan's father was a general, and he grew up in a military camp. Logically speaking, he should inherit his father's legacy, but Lu Yan took the imperial examination route.

Shen Ruoyan knew that Lu Yan was not a person who was greedy for life and afraid of death. He did not become a military general but became a civil servant. There must be some unknown reason for this.

Lu Yan did not answer directly, but asked: "Ayan, if I do something dangerous in the future, will you be afraid?"