After rebirth, my wife just wants to be a widow

Shen Ruoyan's mind flashed back to Lu Yan's silent and serious expression when he was wearing official robes.

In the capital, everyone always praises Mr. Lu for being mature and steady at a young age, and for being able to deal with people and situations appropriately. He will surely rise to the top and shine in the officialdom in the future. But who knows that behind Lu Yan's youth and maturity, there is A level of forbearance that is unimaginable to ordinary people.

He is obviously not a few years older than me, but he has firmly molded himself into a rigid mold and turned into a serious person.

Shen Ruoyan suddenly felt a little difficult to breathe, and her heart felt very sour.

Lu Yan shouldn't be like this.

He has great talents and unparalleled martial arts skills. At such a beautiful age, Lu Yan should be proud and unrestrained, but he should not be cold and depressed.

Lowering her eyes to hide the melancholy in her heart, Shen Ruoyan secretly took a breath to calm down the sadness in her heart. She was about to continue to persuade the old pavilion master to give up the idea of ​​assassinating the emperor, when she saw the old pavilion master also holding back his red eyes and looking towards her. Look over.

After thinking about it again and again, the old pavilion master also understood that what Shen Ruoyan said was very reasonable. He could not ruin his daughter's patience for so many years because of his own impulsiveness. What's more, he now has a precious grandson. If Lu Yan knew about the death of his mother, The truth, I don’t know how uncomfortable it must be.

The old pavilion master cleared his throat and said to Shen Ruoyan: "Good boy, I was really hot-headed just now, but I have a merciless request, please agree to it."

Seeing the old man's expression, Shen Ruoyan immediately understood what he was thinking. She nodded and said proactively, "I will never tell Lu Yan about this."

As soon as the words fell, the two of them breathed a long sigh of relief at the same time.

After knowing this past, Shen Ruoyan's mood was completely different.

Before entering the secret room, she tried her best to persuade the old cabinet master to restore Lu Yan's memory. Now that she thinks about it, maybe it is best for Lu Yan that the old cabinet master has eliminated Lu Yan's memory of the capital this time.

After so long, the black gold had already sunk outside the window. Looking at the debris on the ground, the old pavilion master sniffed awkwardly and said to Shen Ruoyan: "You have just uncovered the memories, and you will feel very tired. Good boy, hurry up." Go back and have a good rest, and we will discuss the future matters later."

Shen Ruoyan was indeed tired. She stood up and wiped the wet corners of her eyes, saying, "Then, Pavilion Master, you should also rest early."

After coming out of the pavilion master's residence, Shen Ruoyan unexpectedly met an unexpected person - Shuyao outside the courtyard gate.

Shuyao felt happy when she heard that after the master sent Lu Yan away, he called Shen Ruoyan over alone.

That day, she complained to the master about Shen Ruoyan secretly hiding the Pavilion Master's token. According to the master's stern temperament, she would definitely punish this shameless woman after learning about it. Maybe she would take advantage of Senior Brother Lu If he is not there, the master might as well cut the knot with a sharp knife and execute Shen Ruoyan directly. Maybe it will be a one-and-done deal.

So Shuyao rushed over as soon as she got the news in the afternoon.

It was just quiet inside, with no movement at all, which made Shuyao a little confused.

However, in order to see Shen Ruoyan's tragic situation for the first time, Shuyao stood outside the hospital until now. Even though she was a martial arts practitioner, she still felt that her legs were shaking after standing there for several hours.

Just now, the sound of swords being thrown and tables being smashed was finally heard in the room. Shuyao was overjoyed and felt that her master must have understood the skill. It was only because of her master's strong martial arts that she restrained herself from getting too close, so she didn't hear it clearly. What exactly did the two say?

Seeing Shen Ruoyan come out intact, Shuyao was stunned for a moment, then blurted out in surprise: "Master didn't hit you?"

After knowing that past incident, Shen Ruoyan felt completely miserable. She really had no intention of arguing with her. After listening to her meaningless question, she didn't even look at Shuyao and passed by her without looking back.

Shuyao, who was ignored, refused to give up. She grabbed Shen Ruoyan's arm and asked again: "Did you use some tricks to deceive the master again?"

Shen Ruoyan's arm was pulled, and she stumbled back, almost losing her balance.

Just as the old pavilion master said, she suddenly remembered a memory. Her head was dizzy and her whole body felt very tired. Seeing Shuyao entangled herself so much, she suddenly felt irritated and abnormal. She asked: "Why do you want to fight, master pavilion master?" I?"

Shuyao saw that her eyes were red and swollen and her voice was a little hoarse, so she guessed that she must have cried a lot.

Shuyao felt that the master must have scolded Shen Ruoyan, and she felt a little relieved. She raised her eyebrows and said: "Huh, don't be so harsh. Don't think that it's something to be thankful for that you didn't get beaten. The master just looked at it." You don’t know martial arts, so I didn’t attack you, so don’t be too proud.”

Shen Ruoyan snorted coldly from her nose and rolled her eyes silently, thinking to herself, this woman didn't sleep at night, what was wrong with her standing here?But now she was exhausted physically and mentally, and she didn't have the energy to argue at all. She just nodded casually and responded perfunctorily: "Yeah. Well, well, whatever you say is what it is."

With that said, he threw Shuyao's hand away, ran back to his residence, fell on the bed, closed his eyes and fell into a dream.

Shen Ruoyan slept deeply and didn't wake up until noon of the next day.

I was too sleepy last night, so I fell asleep and forgot to close the window. The bright sunshine shined through the window on the bedside, and everywhere was golden. The air was filled with the sweet and soft taste of osmanthus. A gust of wind blew in, and the eaves The wind chimes hanging from the corners jingled.

Everything is so quiet and beautiful.

After a good night's sleep, Shen Ruoyan felt that her energy had returned.

Pushing the door open and walking into the small kitchen, I found a cup of chicken soup warm on the stove. When I opened the lid, a rich umami flavor and a light herbal smell immediately filled the room.

Shen Ruoyan knew that the old pavilion master must have ordered someone to prepare this for her.

With a bowl of rice and a comfortable drink of chicken soup, Shen Ruoyan discovered that there was a small bamboo basket on the kitchen table. When she opened it, she found fresh chestnuts inside.

Unknowingly, it was already autumn. She picked one up and played with it in her hand. Shen Ruoyan remembered that when she was a child and lived with her fairy sister, she would always make chestnut cakes for herself every autumn.

The chestnut cake made by the fairy sister is fragrant and glutinous, much more delicious than the ones in the palace kitchen. In order to coax herself to eat two more pieces, the fairy sister will also make the cakes into the shapes of various animals. Little does she know that this will be counterproductive This made Shen Ruoyan even more reluctant to eat, often holding a piece of pastry and chewing it with tears in her eyes.

Based on the impression in her mind, Shen Ruoyan started working alone in the kitchen. After more than two hours of hard work, she finally made a plate of golden chestnut cake, picked up a piece and put it in her mouth to taste.

It’s the taste in memory!