After rebirth, my wife just wants to be a widow

Before losing consciousness, Shen Ruoyan's last thought was: How could she vomit again?

She was embarrassed in front of so many people today, how could she go out to meet people in the future?

It's a pity that she couldn't worry for too long. Shen Ruoyan closed her eyes and fell into darkness.

Of course, she was so dizzy that she missed the uproar on the field after she fainted. Lu Yan nervously picked her up and carried her home in a panic, as well as Lu Yan's reaction after hearing the doctor's diagnosis. , showing a series of expressions such as shock and joy on his face.

When Shen Ruoyan woke up again, she found herself lying on a soft bed.

In the dark twilight, Lu Yan, who was guarding the bedside, closed his eyes to rest. After hearing the noise she made, he immediately opened his eyes.

Meeting Shen Ruoyan's eyes, Lu Yan showed a relieved smile and said softly: "Ayan, are you awake?"

As she spoke, she raised her hand and carefully arranged the broken hair stuck to Shen Ruoyan's forehead. However, this action was too careful, as if she were touching a fragile piece of porcelain.

"Ayan, do you know?" Lu Yan couldn't help but burst into tears when he thought of the news he just learned.

Seeing the man's tearful look, Shen Ruoyan's heart couldn't help but thump.

Lu Yan's mood has always been stable. He is reserved and rarely reveals his inner emotions easily. Now Lu Yan behaves like this unless he encounters something that is beyond his control.

Is there something wrong with my body?

Shen Ruoyan has been a particularly healthy child since she was a child. She can eat and sleep, and doesn't get sick often. She used to take Lu Yan to escape in the mountains and forests, but in the end she was just exhausted and didn't get sick.

But recently, she clearly felt something strange in her body.

I always feel dizzy, have no appetite for my favorite delicacies, and feel nauseous from time to time.

Originally, she thought that in order to fight against the local gentry, Shen Ruoyan did not dare to slack off and focused on various affairs all day long. She worked too hard and made herself unwell.But now that the battle has come to an end and she has rested for a few days, her health has still not improved. Now she can even faint from the sun.

Combined with the expression on Lu Yan's face, Shen Ruoyan was almost certain that she must be suffering from some serious illness.

Counting the days, she died this winter in her last life.

Could it be that after being reborn, she still couldn't escape her destined fate?

Realizing that she might only have a few months left, Shen Ruoyan's mind was buzzing, and she couldn't even hear what Lu Yan said clearly, and a sense of powerlessness swept through her body.

"Ayan, don't be tired from running around anymore. Take a good rest at home. I will hire the best doctor for you. You will be fine." Lu Yan said as he hugged Shen Ruoyan very carefully and saw the loss of expression on her face. With an expression on his face, he couldn't help but secretly blame himself.

He originally thought that A Yan was still young, so it would not be too late to do this in a few years, but he did not expect that the accident would come so suddenly. After the huge surprise, Lu Yan was worried that Shen Ruoyan would suffer, and the original excitement seemed to be gone. So happy.

Lu Yan comforted her a few more words softly, then asked someone to bring the medicine that had been kept warm and fed Shen Ruoyan to drink it spoon by spoon.

The decoction was bitter, and Shen Ruoyan felt even more bitter.

Swallowing the dark concoction one mouthful at a time, my mind was filled with thoughts.

Seeing her lack of interest, Lu Yan couldn't help but pull her to continue talking. He helped Shen Ruoyan lie down very gently, then tucked her into bed and said, "Ayan, have a good rest. I'll be there soon." I’ll see you later.”

Shen Ruoyan was lying on the bed alone, upset, until Lu Yan came in again at night, fearing that her mood would collapse, she simply closed her eyes and lay on the bed to pretend to sleep.

Lu Yan couldn't do anything to her, so he lay down next to her.

Shen Ruoyan resisted tossing and turning, but she couldn't fall asleep.

When she thought that she might die, bitterness and unwillingness filled her heart.

In her last life, she and Lu Yan had a cold relationship. Seeing her relatives, friends, and her unborn child leave her one after another, Shen Ruoyan felt despair, without any hope for the future, and just sat there all day long. In a courtyard, she only hoped that death would bring her relief.

But now, she has fallen in love with Lu Yan, her family is safe, and she has met many like-minded partners. She has found the goal she wants to strive for, and has someone who understands her and loves her so much that she can be her companion for the rest of her life.

How could she be willing to let her life stop abruptly just as it was about to begin to bloom?

However, people can't escape death after all, Shen Ruoyan comforted herself.

Being able to live again was already God's mercy to her, and she couldn't ask for so much.

But if he died, what would Lu Yan do?

She and Lu Yan missed each other for so long, and finally got married, but they still haven't been able to give him a son and a half daughters...

correct!

If Lu Yan could have a child, even if she died, Lu Yan would still live strong for the sake of their children, even if he felt uncomfortable.

I just don’t know if it’s too late to conceive a child for Lu Yan now?

Shen Ruoyan has always had the temperament to do whatever comes to mind. After having this idea in her mind, she immediately couldn't wait to realize it.

The little man who was lying on the bed and dozing slowly moved his body towards Lu Yan. Shen Ruoyan opened her eyes and found that Lu Yan had extinguished the candle and the surroundings were dark.

But there are also invisible benefits.

Shen Ruoyan climbed up the man's strong arm in the dark, and then moved her face closer.

Before it even came into contact with Lu Yan's skin, his entire body was held back by a force that he couldn't break away from.

Lu Yan turned over and covered Shen Ruoyan.

The strong breath made Shen Ruoyan clearly feel the other person's presence. Although she couldn't see anything, she knew that as long as she raised her head, she would be able to touch the other person's hot lips.

"Husband~"

A sweet call broke Lu Yan's last string of reason.

Leaning down, Lu Yan passionately hugged the person close to his heart, attacking the city domineeringly and forcefully, but he just kissed Shen Ruoyan over and over again and made no further moves.

To achieve her goal, Shen Ruoyan took the initiative to put her arms around Lu Yan's neck for the first time.

Green fingers like jade slowly moved down along the lower jaw to the Adam's apple, and after confirming the position, he was about to kiss her, but Lu Yan pushed him back to the pillow.

Lu Yan pressed his index finger on Shen Ruoyan's lips, crushing them hard as if punishing him, then stood up suddenly and said hoarsely: "I'm going to take a shower."

Shen Ruoyan's face turned red, and before she could realize what was going on, Lu Yan had already closed the door and escaped quickly.