Manual tearing system: I only want to kill people

Chu Sheng had no reason to refuse the Ten Thousand Soul Pearl.

Her fingers caressed the smooth surface of the Ten Thousand Souls Pearl. The silvery gray color was shimmering. She could vaguely hear the roar of the Ten Thousand Souls Pearl. Tens of thousands of people died unexpectedly, and tens of thousands of souls could not rest in peace. Now, it has become a source of nourishment for Chu Sheng. nourishment.

Junyou.

Seems like someone you can follow for a while.

Chu Sheng could sense the violence caused by devouring living souls, but she attributed it to the anger of those who deserved to die. Others' anger was to show off their quick words, but her anger was to kill people.

This is actually nothing, right?It's just a little jealous of evil.

Chu Sheng used her soul power to test the Ten Thousand Soul Pearl, and then the bead slowly disappeared. After a while, light gray dots appeared in the depths of Chu Sheng's soul, and her soul power continued to pour out to treat the spreading wounds. Control patching.

A sharp pain hit him. Chu Sheng endured the pain and sat on the chair. He dug his fingers into the back of the chair so hard that his knuckles turned red.

The more pain she felt, the more awake she became.

She thanked Gu Qingrang and the others for the rescue, but after getting along with Jun You, she realized more clearly that she and Zhengdao were not of the same mind. Jun You was not a good person, he had harmed countless people, and he was suspicious by nature.

But neither is Chu Sheng.

She wanted to kill people, killing many people she couldn't stand, but the people she killed were not considered capital crimes to others, and were not even surprising. A simple sentence could arouse Chu Sheng's overwhelming anger.

Chu Sheng sentenced others to death, but he was also sentenced to death for this.

The right path cannot tolerate her.

But if she just gave up, Chu Sheng felt guilty again. Thinking of this, she lowered her head, her eyes filled with hesitation.

When the pain was extreme, she vaguely saw Chu Rao's eyes tearing apart as he taught Chu Sheng a lesson. She forced Chu Sheng to swear to her that he would never touch Cain again. Even for her sake, he would not touch Cain again. But at this moment , her eyes were full of disappointment.

This is Chu Sheng's only remaining conscience.

At first, Chu Sheng could comfort herself that she was doing it for justice, and her aunt would understand, but now her heart was shaken, because a Ten Thousand Soul Pearl could save her life, a rare and rare Ten Thousand Soul Pearl.

The fog candle was faintly hot and emitted light white smoke. Chu Sheng raised his hand and extinguished the candle core.

As she was swaying, she took the initiative to contact Yun Qi. She didn't wait long before she saw a familiar face in the smoke. She was slow and calm. She was a bit surprised when Chu Sheng took the initiative to contact her:

"A Sheng."

Yun Qi was a big sister who was very kind to Chu Sheng and helped her when she was vulnerable. This kind of peace of mind that she could rely on was a medicine to relieve her anxiety.

She was squatting in the medicine field and playing with herbs. She was wearing light clothes. When the other party didn't speak, she realized that Chu Sheng might be in trouble. She stood up and frowned slightly, full of worry: "We are in trouble." ?"

Chu Sheng shook his head repeatedly.

Yun Qi's voice had the magic power to soothe emotions, like a warm spring breeze. Chu Sheng twitched the corners of his lips:

"Sister Yun, are you happy at the Yun family?"

"It's quite happy."

Yun Qi's voice was filled with a smooth smile: "I helped a little, and then accomplished a big thing. The Yun family collapsed, my father has been imprisoned, and will be sentenced to death next month. Yun Sui ran away. , according to Ayu, it seems that he ran to the East China Sea."

"what?"

This is so explosive. What happened that caused the Yun family to be moved down?Chu Sheng sat up straight: "Who is in charge of Yuncheng now? Is it the Chu family? What about Le Wen's marriage? Will the Chu family still let Le Wen marry?"

Yunqi answered one by one calmly:

"Yuncheng is now in the hands of the Chu family. After all, the Chu family played a big role in overthrowing the Yun family. I don't know much about Le Wen's marriage, but according to rumors in the market, the head of the Chu family is quite satisfied with Yun Xun. "

Are you satisfied with Yunxuan?

Chu Sheng laughed out loud.

"What about you?"

Yunqi asked: "How are you doing?"

Chu Sheng nodded.

Yun Qi lowered her eyes, and her eyelashes left long shadows on her face, flickering like butterfly wings. She meant something:

"I heard Ayu say that Junyou is not easy to get along with. If you can't stand it, you can come back at any time. You don't have to make achievements to get gold plating. Just the title of master and apprentice can shut up all those who question."

It was Yan Yu who told Yun Qi that he could no longer contact Chu Sheng, so Yun Qi said such a thing.

Chu Sheng didn't respond, but asked Yun Qi:

"Sister Yun, Senior Gu is different from many men I have met. You have been with him the longest and you should be the one who knows him best. Can you tell me about it? I always feel that he is unreal and perfect. I am picky enough to do everything perfectly.”

In other words, not only Gu Qingrang, but also his disciples were open-minded when facing insults, as if they didn't care about anything and only focused on the righteousness of the world.

Are they people living in the clouds?Why not get a little dust.

Chu Sheng always thinks like this.

Yun Qi raised his head and looked through the fog candle, crossing thousands of kilometers before colliding with each other. After a moment of silence, he spoke:

"A Sheng, I am a doctor. I have seen too many separations between life and death. Only when faced with life and death, human nature will be completely exposed."

"In the eyes of others, a couple looks extremely loving, but in private the wife is beaten and covered with scars. When faced with a serious illness, if the woman is seriously ill, she will be abandoned by her husband, but if she is a man, he will be carefully taken care of by his wife."

"I successfully treated my wife who suffered from Hualiu Disease. The reason was that her husband brought the disease back from visiting a flower shop and passed it on to her. After the diagnosis, the husband disliked that his wife had a so-called internal disease, so he divorced her."

"I saved a woman who broke her leg in a dry well because her parents didn't want to spend money on their daughter after they had a son, so they pushed her daughter down the well."

"I have saved bad guys who were resented by everyone, and I have given hope to the oppressed poor people again. I have tried my best to enrich my knowledge, learn medical skills, rescue people, and try to make everyone live longer. .”

"Do you think I'm perfect?"

Yunqi asked.

Chu Sheng was so dizzy by these words that he nodded, his eyes full of confusion. He didn't understand why Yun Qi said this.

"But I'm not perfect."

Yun Qi said: "It seems that we control life and death, but we are actually controlled by life and death. It seems that we have the overall situation in mind, but in fact, we are not completely considering it."

"I'm stubborn and stupid,"

"So Asheng, we are all normal people. In order to make the world we live in a better place, so that future generations can be people who enjoy the shade and shine in the fields they are good at. Master also thinks so. He saved People, I also save people, and many people are also saving people.”

Yes.

Many people are saving people.

Then why does Chu Sheng think Gu Qing is perfect?Yun Qi also ignored the rumors from the outside world. Why did Chu Sheng feel that Zhou Yiwan and the others were free and generous when facing harsh words.

Yunqi said:

"Don't get used to seeing evil and think that evil is the norm. That will make the ordinary become extra precious."

Chu Sheng woke up from a dream.

On this journey, I saw so many vulgar things that when I saw normal people, I felt like I was covered in divine glory.

By constantly lowering the bottom line for bad people, the subconscious feels that he should be full of evil, and all the bad things he does become natural, and all their mechanisms are attributed to instinct, and their vicious thoughts are attributed to their innate nature. Come.

But they are human beings.

They don't do it right and instead become dogs that eat shit according to their instincts. After eating, they still open their mouths that have eaten shit and lick other people's legs. In the end, they still have to be understood as a matter of course. They are born like this and have a long history.

Black and white are relative.

Darkness is unrealistic, whiteness is too ideal.

Chu Sheng has met too many bad and bad men. Seeing them talk shamelessly and arrogantly, they have become ordinary because they are common. So when faced with those men's crimes, she will think:

That's how they are, that's how bad they are.

Then, it's gone.

So much so that when facing a slightly normal man, he will feel that the other person is fake and almost insubstantial, and he will wonder: Huh?Will they do the same?They actually didn't go to whoring!How can any man respect women so much? !Have you never experienced domestic violence?

Want to promote first restraint.

Who is exalted and who is suppressed?

While the moral sense of men has been lowered, has the moral sense of women increased at the same time?

Yunqi said:

“You can only question if you are certain.”

"My mother once told me that diluting the evil of men is not only done by men, but also by women with different standpoints. The starting points are different, either because of selfish desires or because of stupidity, but they achieve the same effect. The fundamental reason is that we are going in the wrong direction.”

"Those who claim to love their daughters may not really love their daughters. They don't love women who are in trouble, nor do they love women who are breaking free. They only love women who are on the same wavelength as them."

"A Sheng, what kind of person is Master? You need to find the answer yourself. I don't want you to be swayed by prejudice. Those people are just saying what they say. Just listen. If you can ask such a question today, you must have encountered it. problem."

"I don't know how to help you."

……

Chu Sheng was silent for a long time.

Yun Qi saw the root of Chu Sheng's question at a glance, because it was a question that Luan Qingwu had also asked her.

At that time, she was rescued by her master and stepped on cotton every step she took.

She grabbed the hem of Yun Qi's clothes, her eyes were full of red bloodshot eyes, and the injuries on her body were scabbed, looking embarrassed and pitiful.

Luan Qingwu was in disbelief:

"Master is so good that it's almost unreal."

I was used to seeing bastards, but when I suddenly saw a normal person, I felt uncontrollable shock and suspicion.

Yun Qi didn't answer at that time, but touched Luan Qingwu's head.

She thought to herself:

You will meet more people like this.

You will get rid of the harsh environment around you, get out of the circle that makes you feel extremely disgusting, and get to know better people who are more worthy of being friends with.

Now, Yunqi thinks so too.

Men who do bad things make men who do good things have a higher and higher status, while at the same time the status of men who do bad things remains unchanged.

This is not an issue of human nature, it is an issue of men and women.