Manual tearing system: I only want to kill people

Jinghe said he was hungry.

The steward chuckled softly and said something to the person next to him, asking for food to be prepared on the second floor. Jinghe went to the second floor. The room he passed by made a blushing and heart-beating sound, like a painful scream or a sad whimper. There was a door that was ajar. Curious, he leaned over and took a look.

An old man who was over seventy years old and a girl who seemed to have just grown hair.

He vomited it out with a loud sound. He didn't eat anything, and he couldn't spit out the acid water. He just couldn't stop retching.

That scene made his legs feel weak. Even if he imagined it thousands of times, he couldn't resist the nausea caused by watching it. He suddenly realized how ridiculous his previous idea was.

He is so stupid, hopelessly stupid.

Jing He ran away. He didn't want to be here anymore. Even if he starved to death, he didn't want to make a living here. He was the young master of the Jing family, and he didn't want to serve men in such a despicable manner.

Realizing that Jing He was about to run away, the big man in the lead looked like "Sure enough," and stretched out his hand to catch Jing He. Jing He jumped from the window to the street. As he ran, he subconsciously looked back and found that the door was closed. With.

No one came to chase.

The scene just now was still vivid in his mind, Jing He was holding on to the wall and retching.

"too disgusting."

Jinghe vomited so hard that tears came out of his eyes, and his face was full of tears. After a while, he felt a little more comfortable. He hunched over and rubbed his stomach vigorously, hoping to relieve some pain.At this moment, a handkerchief suddenly appeared in front of him. Jing He took it and wiped his face. He still felt that the material of the handkerchief was not good. It was not even as good as the Jing family's tablecloth.

My heart is filled with sadness.

Unexpectedly, this was the only kindness I received after returning from rebirth, and the only benefit I felt after becoming Qixi Festival.

He straightened up to return the handkerchief, and then he saw a familiar face. He was the neighbor who helped put out the fire before, and he was also the one who touched Jinghe while he was helping him up.

"why you?!"

"Qixi, are you having trouble with your parents? Why are you here?" The neighbor took the handkerchief from Jinghe's hand and smiled, full of care like an elder: "Usually at this time, you are always at home. My parents cook.”

When he took the handkerchief, the neighbor grabbed Jinghe's wrist.

He couldn't struggle away. During this period of time, he had already known the disparity in strength. Jing He's eyes flashed, and he suddenly lowered his head and bit his neighbor's hand hard. The smell of blood spread in his mouth, and this bite was solid. Yes, it contains some resentment from so many days.

While the neighbor was holding his hands and wailing, Jinghe rolled away and crawled away.

Jinghe decided to go home.

He was too tired and hungry. He slept outside yesterday. He found some rags and spread them on the ground. Bugs were running under him. A passing rat bit Jinghe very arrogantly. Jinghe was afraid of contracting the plague. , got up all night and went to the river to clean the wound.

When I came back, I met a few drunk men. They were walking staggeringly on the road with bottles of wine. They were about taller than Jing and Lidou. Drunk men are the most primitive of them, and they have no reason to restrain them. Most are like reclusive animals, it only takes a little bad mood to drive them crazy.

Jing He had seen a drunk man take advantage of the drunkenness to rape a little girl standing nearby. At that time, he just watched it for fun, but now he is just a little girl.

Maybe the drunk in front of him was a little bit more humane, but Jing He couldn't possibly gamble with his own life. He might die if a punch as big as a sandbag came down.So he held his breath and huddled in the shadow in the corner, waiting tremblingly for these drunkards to leave before he dared to step out of the shadow.

He didn't even dare to breathe.

It was ironic to think about it, Jing He himself found it ridiculous. Before, he said there was nothing scary about drunks. Wouldn't they resist when they were violated?It's just cowardice deep down.But now, with his identity changed, he is really cowardly at heart.

This fear still makes Jinghe tremble.

He had to go home.

However, after leaving for two days, the family would definitely be furious about it. If they go back now, they will definitely get a severe beating. Jinghe walked to the door of the house and saw the flickering candlelight inside. He was mentally prepared and opened the door. For a moment, he was stunned by the table full of dishes.

"Qixi, we have been waiting for you for a long time." Mother's eyes were red: "We thought you didn't want us anymore. During the time you left, I have been reflecting on myself. Your father also regrets being too rude to you before, okay. Okay, let’s not talk anymore, come, let’s eat.”

Jinghe was very surprised. He was brought to the dinner table by his mother. He couldn't believe it:

"Can I eat these...?"

There are meat dishes.

Jinghe's every meal is a steamed bun with some pickles. He had a meat dish a few times before, and it was also for his younger brother and father.

"Of course." The father seemed to be in a good mood, and his heart that had been mentioned after seeing Qixi settled down. His face was rosy, and he even gave Qixi a chicken wing for the first time, with a kind look in his eyes: "Eat more. , my good daughter."

It was so unusual that Jing He was worried that it might be poisoned. He didn't use his chopsticks and carefully waited for his family to eat before he ate. After taking the first bite, he picked up the rice, eager to eat these rough country foods that he had never cared about before. He shoved it all into his stomach, he compromised, he lowered his head, he admitted his mistake.

The family is happy and happy.

"Where have you been these two days? Your mother and I couldn't sleep at night because we cared so much about you."

His father poured some wine and said that today was a good day and he wanted to have a few drinks. Jinghe smelled the aroma of the wine. Although it was not as good as what he had drunk, it was still wine. Seeing that his father was in a good mood, he also asked for a drink. Taste: "I just walked around, nothing else."

"It's not two days." The mother seemed to really care about Jinghe and counted on her fingers: "I left at noon the day before yesterday and came back tonight, so it's two days and one night."

Jinghe drank the wine in one gulp.

He just said, family, those who have broken bones and connected tendons. Although he usually beats and scolds him, but when he ran away from home, his parents were scared, and their attitude changed 180 degrees. The change must have occurred after they were gone and they realized their existence.

After eating, Jinghe subconsciously picked up the bowls and chopsticks and took them to wash, but his father stopped him. His mother realized it and said to leave them there for now. She would wash them later, and let Jinghe rest first. , and then he and his father entered the house and kicked out his younger brother who had been in the house.

Seeing that his sister was so valued by his parents, the younger brother looked at him provocatively, then raised his hand, threw the bowl and chopsticks to the ground, and then shouted loudly:

"Dad, Mom, Qixi broke the bowls and chopsticks."

My parents didn’t even come out of the house, and my mother shouted:

"I'll go clean it up later, so you can leave it alone."