The rebirth of the medical concubine: The regent is too cold to flirt with!

Chapter 3 Pei Qingyan’s Confession

"I didn't say this on a whim or in the heat of the moment."

Pei Qingyan has never been so serious.

He grabbed Liu Yunzhou's hand with one hand and stretched out three fingers with the other hand.

Pointing to the sky, the earth, and his own heart.

"I swear to heaven and earth, and to my heart, I have thought these words carefully. I want to marry you, and I will only marry you for the rest of my life."

"I have thought before that people like me may die at any time. If I marry you, I will be delaying you and harming you."

"But when I thought about you doing this or that with someone else, I felt an unprecedented emotion well up in my heart. I was very scared and afraid of losing you, so I started to become selfish."

"I tried every means to appear in front of you. In addition to part of the reason being that the Gu bugs would become quiet when I was around you, I also wanted to... monopolize you."

"Rongrong, I have never felt like this before. I don't know how to describe it."

Pei Qingyan, who had always been coherent, was almost incoherent.

Before meeting Liu Yunzhou, he had been living in a dark and cold abyss.

It was she who led him through the pain of darkness, through the pain and despair of the other world, and finally saw the light of day again.

She is his light.

He didn't want to lose this light.

"I only know that if I say nothing or do nothing, I will definitely regret it." Pei Qingyan's voice was still cold.

There was still a bit of hoarseness in the coldness.

"I want to protect you, keep you by my side, and protect you as the regent princess."

Liu Yunzhou listened quietly to Pei Qingyan's words.

I don't know if it's an illusion.

When Pei Qingyan said these words, she could clearly feel his mood swings and his sincerity.

She knew that Pei Qingyan was sincere.

but……

She didn't know how to respond to this sincerity.

The pull between them, from the past life to this life.

Even though, she and Pei Qingyan were both victims.

However, she didn't know how to ignore the unforgettable pain and the blood-stained despair.

Pei Qingyan listened to Liu Yunzhou's inner voice.

He sighed indifferently.

He knew that Liu Yunzhou still could not easily untie the knot in his heart.

He must untie the knot with his own hands before there is hope.

"Rongrong, actually, I had a dream."

"I dreamed of pouring rain, howling winds, and pouring rain. I led a group of people to a mountain and met a group of extremely vicious bandits."

Pei Qingyan spoke in a faint tone.

Liu Yunzhou's pupils were dilated, his body was shaking slightly, and his mind was confused.

"Those bandits kidnapped a girl and wanted to do evil to her. After I killed the bandits, I rescued the girl. But, for some reason, I felt like I was possessed by a demon. I was in the cave with that girl. …I took advantage of others’ danger.”

Pei Qingyan held Liu Yunzhou's trembling hand tightly.

"I also dreamed that she was in great pain after the incident and hated me very much. Later, she was pregnant with my child, and that child was also killed. In the dream, I did nothing and could not do anything."

He grabbed Liu Yunzhou's hand and put it on his forehead, "I have never been so scared since I woke up."

"Rongrong, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Pei Qingyan apologized repeatedly, "The girl in my dream was you. I failed to protect you, and I even tarnished you, causing you endless harm."

"After I woke up from the dream, I was terrified. I didn't want this kind of tragedy to happen again, and I wanted to do my best to protect you. So, can you give me a chance to make up for it?"

Liu Yunzhou listened to Pei Qingyan's story.

It felt like something had been opened deep in my heart.

"So, the reason why you went to suppress bandits without warning a while ago was because of that dream?" she heard herself ask.

Pei Qingyan nodded.

Liu Yunzhou didn't know how to react.

She just sat there blankly.

Pei Qingyan dreamed about his past life...

Is this possible?

Xiaolong jumped out and told lies seriously, "What's impossible? Have you ever broken into Pei Qingyan's dream before?"

"Besides, don't forget that Long Yu has always been in Pei Qingyan's hands. Your rebirth is also because of Long Yu. How much will Long Yu affect him and have some dreams related to his previous life? Is this very reasonable?"

Liu Yunzhou felt that Xiaolong was right.

"But, what should I do? I'm a mess, a mess."

"Let me ask you something." Xiaolong said, "Are you living in the past life or are you living in the present?"

"Live in the present, of course."

"That's alright. The previous life was a dream for Pei Qingyan, so why not for you? It's just that your dream is more real and profound. The world is a big dream, why do you have to be locked in a nightmare? "

Liu Yunzhou's heart moved.

Yes.

For her, is the memory of her past life just a dream?

A true, cruel dream.

She and Pei Qingyan have the same position.

"I also had a dream, a dream similar to yours." Liu Yunzhou organized his words and said to Pei Qingyan.

"On the same rainy night, I was caught by bandits. The bandits wanted to do violence to me. For fun, they fed me many love potions. When I was unconscious, someone appeared and rescued me from the bandits."

"I was drugged too much and couldn't control myself, so I suppressed my rescuer and used him as my antidote."

Liu Yunzhou tried to keep his tone calm.

"But I don't remember any of this. I only regarded him as a bandit. I hated the bandits deeply. When I found out I was pregnant, I was extremely sad. I lived in overwhelming hatred, and my thoughts and eyes were blinded by hatred. I aborted that child under the instigation of evil people, and when I aborted it, it took shape."

Liu Yunzhou's whole body was shaking.

Tears also kept flowing down.

She choked with sobs, so choked up that she couldn't speak anymore.

Pei Qingyan held Liu Yunzhou in his arms.

He leaned close to Liu Yunzhou's ear and said, "Then, is the man in your dream me?"

"Ah."

"That's good." Pei Qingyan said, "That's just a dream. Everything that happens in the dream will never happen in reality, I promise."

"Yeah." Liu Yunzhou responded in a loud voice.

She smelled the faint medicinal fragrance on Pei Qingyan's body, and her mood calmed down miraculously.

"I won't let the tragedy in my dream happen again." She tightened her cuffs.

She will crack through the layers of conspiracy set up by Pei Yunhe and Qu Chaoyan one by one and return them to them one by one, until death!

"Also, Pei Qingyan, you won't die."

Liu Yunzhou held Pei Qingyan's face and said, "There are some things that only you can do. I need your power and your status, so I will do everything in my power to save your life."

"Yeah." Pei Qingyan responded in a low voice.

"Also, regarding my marriage to you, I'm sorry, I can't agree to it," Liu Yunzhou said.

Pei Qingyan's mood immediately dropped.

There was a deep sadness in his autumn-like eyes, "Do you still hate me?"