On the anniversary of the death of my wife and daughter, I am reborn

The next day, Zhao Xinghang took his younger brothers, sisters and daughter to the town.

Previously, it was because Ling Wan had not taken a vacation yet, so she had been putting off this matter until now.

Zhao Jingyu was particularly excited today.

Because today was what he was particularly looking forward to.

During the Chinese New Year in the past, other families would have the custom of buying new clothes for their children.

Even if the family is a little poorer and has no money to buy new clothes, they will buy cloth at home and go to a tailor to make them new clothes.

Maybe when I was very young, my family would buy him new clothes during the Chinese New Year.

But since he can remember, he has never gotten a new piece of clothing during the Chinese New Year.

Seeing that other peers have new clothes to wear, he is actually very envious in his heart.

But because of his family's situation, he became sensible very early, so he never asked his parents for these things.

Therefore, when his sister-in-law made new clothes for her during the summer vacation, he was really happy.

Now that the Chinese New Year is coming, his brother brought him and his sister to the city to buy new clothes. He felt really happy!

On the first day of the new year, he can also wear new clothes to play with other friends, so that they can see that he can wear new clothes.

It’s not because I’m vain, I think this new clothes is something to show off, it’s just a kind of sustenance in my heart.

Let others know that he is actually valued by his family, and as long as he has the support, he can wear new clothes during the New Year.

But he also understands very well that it's not that the family doesn't value him, it's that the situation at home is like this, but now it's better, and the family can be like other families!

"Brother, sister, I'm so happy!"

When he got off the bus, the boy couldn't help but express his happiness and excitement to his brothers and sisters.

Zhao Lingwan knew her brother's psychology, and then gently patted his back as if to comfort and encourage him.

When she remembered, her family could still buy her clothes, but her brother was really miserable.

When my younger brother was almost old enough to remember, the family was already extremely poor.

At that time, my parents' work unit also collapsed, and the family's only source of income was gone.

In addition, my brother squandered the family's money again and again.

Let alone buying new clothes for the children during the Chinese New Year, even eating has almost become a problem.

Zhao Xinghang heard the excitement in his younger brother's tone.

In fact, I feel more guilty and distressed.

It's all his fault.

My younger brother has really never had a better life since he was a child.

He really stole the beautiful childhood of his brother and sister.

So now, he wants to return all these to them, so that they can live a better and happier life.

So he touched his brother's head:

"Jing Yu, it was my brother's fault before. When you were born, you didn't live a good life with this family!"

"But you have to believe that your parents and sister care about you. It's just that the family didn't have money before, so they couldn't buy you new clothes during the Chinese New Year."

Zhao Jingyu was actually relieved in his heart. His brother had apologized to him before. Now he heard his apology again. He waved his hand quickly:

"Brother, it's okay! I understood this before!"

"Even if other people's families can buy new clothes during the Chinese New Year, in my mind, even though I may be a little envious, I still think our family is the best!"

"And brother, you don't have to apologize to us anymore. You have done a good job now. To me, you are now a particularly competent brother, and also my role model and pride. Thanks to you, my sister and I are now , and my parents are already doing very well!"

"It's just that I'm a little excited when I come to buy new clothes today."

After hearing these words from his brother, Zhao Xinghang felt that his nose was still a little sore.

Jing Yu is really too sensible. After a year, he is only 15 years old, but he really doesn't know how sensible he is compared to when he was 15 years old.

When he was 15 years old, he only knew how to hang around with those who didn't learn well.

But my younger brother is really reasonable and knows a lot about the world.

Just like before, I thought Sisi would look more sensible and mature than other children of the same age.

It seems that reality and family forced them to grow up.

From now on, he will also protect their beautiful childhood and life.

"Jing Yu, if you have any clothes or shoes you like, you can tell me and I will buy them for you!"

"And not only during the Chinese New Year, you can also tell me what you want in daily life! We are brothers born from the same parents, and this is what we should be doing!"

Zhao Jingyu listened to his brother's words and nodded happily.

So the four of them headed towards the place where clothes were sold.

Sisi held her aunt's hand and pointed at the gadgets she saw along the way and asked about this and that.

Zhao Lingwan patiently explained and introduced this cute little niece.

She is also in a good mood today.

Not just today, it’s been great for a while!

During this time, I did a lot of things, such as killing pigs and cleaning at home.

Although it feels like this year’s Chinese New Year is busier and more tiring than previous years.

But it is also happier and more fulfilling than during the Chinese New Year in previous years.

Because the whole family is neatly gathered together, doing things together and welcoming the New Year together.

No matter how busy or tired you are, you are still happy!

Today, her brother took them to buy clothes, and she didn't really want a new piece of clothing.

But even if they are happy, they can get together as a family, buy some New Year things together, and then go out to buy new clothes together.

It was also the first time in so many years that she truly felt a normal New Year atmosphere.

I believe my parents feel the same way recently, and maybe even happier than them.

What parent doesn't want to see their children return to their side to accompany them during the Chinese New Year.

Just like ordinary people, living an ordinary New Year is the happiest and most beautiful thing.

Zhao Xinghang also understands these principles very well now.

Now he cherishes getting along with his family and the relationship between him and his family.

Now whenever he has free time, he will drive back with his wife and children to visit his parents at home.

While building his own career, he also took care of his family's emotions and feelings.

But he felt that doing this was not enough, because the psychological shadow left on his family was too great, and he wanted to fill the vacancies in their hearts bit by bit.