Pregnant wife ran away with ball, CEO chased her to the crematorium

"But I'm a scumbag. Every time I see you and Chu Xijue together, I feel that you shouldn't be like this. Since you are just friends, why are you so close? I ignore what I have done. I What’s more, I ignored the painful situation I brought you and how much hope Chu Xijue brought you at that time.”

"So, ordinary friends and friends in need are different. If the two have to be compared together, and then use the standards of ordinary friends to criticize that all friends of the opposite sex should not be like this, it would be superficial and too complex to understand. Such people are destined not to have true friends, and even if they do, they will be lost."

"I shouldn't judge you by the standards of ordinary friends. I stood in my own perspective and thought about your relationship narrowly, so I started to become extreme and speak out. I hurt you again and again. , questioning you, belittling you.”

"Stupid and superficial people, they view everything in black and white, but not everything in this world is black and white. Chu Xijue can fight for you and me, so when he encounters difficulties, you There is no turning back.”

"If a person is willing to fight for you and stand by you without hesitation every time, protect you, take care of you, and care about you, then when he encounters difficulties, you just walk away. "The principle of "minding one's own business", then no one like you should be nice to you in your life, because you don't deserve it."

"But... you are worthy, Xiaojin, you are worthy of anyone being nice to you. When I am nice to you, you treat me with all your heart and soul, because I have given everything. Now it is Chu Xijue's turn. It is me for once." Questioned and hurt again and again, I personally pushed you to Chu Xijue's side, allowing you to develop from casual acquaintances to ordinary friends, to close friends, friends in need, and finally to husband and wife. If I believed in you unswervingly from the beginning. If I had been willing to stay by your side even once, you and Chu Xijue would not have reached this stage today."

Shen Tingxiu smiled as he talked, but he smiled and cried. He held the steering wheel with both hands and rested his forehead on it. His whole body was shaking, and the veins on the back of his hands were bulging.

"It's all my fault. I obviously did everything wrong, but I still accuse you shamelessly. I obviously pushed you to another man with my own hands, but I still think you betrayed me first. I selfishly packaged myself as a victim. But you are obviously the one who is scarred."

"I will never forget that night. I was going to the hospital to see Chun Ya. You cried and refused to let me go. You begged me to stay, but I still left. I even said hurtful words before leaving. Later I I kept having nightmares and repeating that scene, and I was thinking, if I had left everything behind that night, would things have been different?"

"Why don't I cherish you? Why?"

"I lost you because I was stupid, shallow, selfish, and narrow-minded, so I lost you."

He is the meanest person. He doesn't cherish it when he has it. He starts to regret it when he loses it. She is obviously so good. Even after he filed for divorce for such a long time, he had a chance to win her back, but he had nothing. He did, but he had to wait until the least possible time to say he loved her.

Sometimes people are so stupid. They know clearly that it is wrong, but they still do it anyway. Somehow, they can't help it. At that time, they firmly believed that it was right. Only when the timeline is stretched out do they realize how stupid their choice was at that time. How could he be so stupid? If given another chance, he would never do anything so stupid.