Introduction to Rebirth

In the middle of the mourning hall.

Ding Haoyu was lying there covered with a white cloth, looking like he didn't want to talk to anyone else.

Luo Ji slowly walked to the coffin and gently placed a white chrysanthemum down.

Not long ago we were laughing and joking on the phone, but in the blink of an eye, the life of a bad friend came to an abrupt end halfway through.

Luo Ji was silent for a while, then suddenly raised his head: "Oh, beauty."

He was still lying down and ignored Luo Ji.

Luo Ji lowered his head again: "Who dropped the 100 yuan?"

He said nothing.

"There are so many people here today. Didn't anyone teach you to get up when guests come?"

"Good guy, it's time to hone your acting skills, right?" Luo Ji suddenly smiled, and then said naggingly: "Brother, today's scene is really big. If you don't get up, you will be pushed to the ground soon. If the cremation furnace is used and the ashes are dumped in the sea, it won’t be fun.”

After a pause, he didn't wait for an answer.

Luo Ji's eyes turned red and he patted the coffin: "Okay, your temper is as eager as ever. You like the speed version of everything. Now your life is also the speed version."

Finally looking at the black and white photo of the deceased in front of him, Luo Ji finally recognized the reality: "I haven't seen you for a while, and I have been thinking about finding some reason to care about you, but you have never been sick. As a result, this time I got sick. .....When did you get depression, I didn’t even know.”

"Come on, don't worry here, I'll help you with anything later. Just live your life over there, this life won't be long, we can talk about it later."

Luo Ji suddenly raised his head: "Hey, there really is a beauty here. It's really too late if we don't get up."

No movement.

It seemed that Ding Haoyu was determined not to get up.

Luo Ji sighed, said his last goodbyes, left the mourning hall, and sat in an open space outside, alone in a daze.

It feels as if everyone around me is moving forward, but I still seem to be stuck in the past, with emotions and sorrows still on my face. Time has made me older, but it has not made me a qualified adult.

Ding Haoyu said in his suicide note that he had suffered from depression for many years, and it had gotten worse in recent years.In the end, I couldn't stand the torture anymore and chose a happy ending.

Luo Ji began to recall the past. He and Ding Haoyu met when they were studying in the United States.The two first went to Boston University for undergraduate studies together, and later went to Massachusetts to study for a master's degree and a Ph.D....

Probably after studying for a Ph.D., Ding Haoyu's character seemed to have become much quieter.At that time, I thought I was mature, but it seems that maybe I was depressed at that time.

I didn't notice it at all!

After the funeral, everyone had dinner together.

Luo Ji sat alone in the corner, drinking wine desperately, hoping that he could temporarily forget everything when he was drunk.

As a result, he drank too much, and this was the first time in Luo Ji's life that he drank too much.

The memory of drinking is blurry, the sky is dark and the earth is dark, like a dream, as if traveling quickly through a dark tunnel, and my body feels inexplicably cold.

A noisy bell rings.

Luo Ji wakes up.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a century-old building that was familiar yet a little strange. The red brick building in Tudor Revival style stood quietly at the foot of the mountain.

Wait, here it is...

It’s so familiar. This is the place where Luo Ji studied abroad, the capital of Massachusetts, USA: Boston.

Luo Ji felt like he was dreaming and wanted to pick up his phone to check the time, but he touched a small brick.I looked down and saw that it was an Apple 3GS. The touch of this damn phone was really uncomfortable.

What is displayed on the mobile phone screen is: [JAN/1/2010-EST]

EST, January 2010…

"At this time, I haven't studied for a doctorate yet. I should have graduated with a master's degree...I am reborn?" Luo Ji looked absurd.