"You!..." Chu Yiyi suddenly became angry, her cheeks red with embarrassment.

"Don't worry, if my friends are in need, I will ask them to find you." Xiao Ran said calmly before Chu Yiyi finished speaking.

Anger, embarrassment, shock, pain, disbelief, Chu Yiyi couldn't describe her mood at the moment, her eyes were sore and swollen, Xiao Ran's words were like a switch, and her tears welled up before she even finished speaking. .

Seeing Xiao Ran's astonished expression, Chu Yiyi immediately turned around as if she was startled, knowing that all her previous pretense was in vain as she shed tears, so she stopped making excuses and ran straight down the mountain without saying anything.

Xiao Ran looked at Chu Yiyi's panicked figure and was silent for a moment, then lay down and closed his eyes.

But she said that Chu Yiyi had no intention of going back to the classroom when she came down from the back mountain. She walked forward aimlessly, and her tears couldn't stop pouring out, piling up and then falling.

There was water in front of her eyes, and Chu Yiyi didn't wipe it away. It didn't matter whether she could see the road clearly at this time. She only felt a kind of pain in the bottom of her heart. With her heartbeat, it overflowed along her meridians, and she couldn't even breathe. pain.

She didn't know what was wrong with her. Was it because of Xiaoran's deception?But she didn't tell the truth and also lied to him. Isn't this even?

But it was still very uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that only tears could take away some of the pain, but the pain in my heart did not ease at all.

She wanted to cry loudly, but only small sobs escaped her lips.

Not willing to give in?Don't be resigned to it, I have been preparing to conquer it for so long, but in the end it was all in vain.

Angry?Embarrassing?Worried?

It's like being fucked by a scumbag...

Chu Yiyi stopped suddenly, as if he had thought clearly, is Xiao Ran considered a scumbag?No, he just stood by and let her sink deeper and deeper. In the end, the problem wasn't because of him?

Chu Yiyi laughed at herself, and the more she laughed, the more tears fell to the ground.

It turns out that this pain was brought on by oneself!

Xiao Ran acted to deceive her, and she was angry; Xiao Ran turned against her, and she was angry; Xiao Ran didn't care about her, and she was unwilling to do so; Xiao Ran was indifferent to her, and she felt wronged...

All the bad emotions pointed to one source - she fell in love with Xiao Ran, she cared about him so much that she felt dependent and possessive about him.

But the reality gave her a hard slap. Xiao Ran didn't like her, didn't care about her, and even the kindness he showed her in those two months was fake. It was pretended and had a purpose. He could even It can be said that he hates her.

But she blindfolded herself, thinking that he would be impressed, thinking that his weakness was pampering, his teasing was intimacy, and his indulgence was because of love.

Now I am told, ah, it’s all fake, the pampering is fake, the intimacy is fake, the smile is fake, the words are fake, everything is fake!

She thought everything she did was fake, but now she discovered that they were all fake, and the show she thought she was doing was real.

So in the end it was she who was sad, she was the one who cared and cried, and she was the one who regretted it.

What Chu Yiyi cried was not only her love that had withered before it bloomed, but also the rejection of herself for not living up to expectations.

I vowed to make a plan at the beginning, thinking that I could win Xiao Ran.Why did you encourage yourself and deceive yourself again and again before?Why do you always ignore Xiaoran's other emotions?Why wasn't it discovered earlier?

Whenever Chu Yiyi thinks of her pretentious behavior of seeking intimacy in front of Xiao Ran in the past, she can't help but bury her forehead and want to slap herself a few times.You know that the other person doesn't like you but you still go to them and kneel down and lick them to "woo" them. Chu Yiyi, you are so useless!

In fact, she had one last question to ask Xiao Ran in the back mountain just now, but now she thinks she should know the answer.

She wanted to ask: Do you... know that I like you?

Now it seems that she didn't ask but it restored some dignity for her.If he had replied to her: I knew it earlier.Then she will cry even more.

He knew clearly that she liked him, but he acted as if nothing had happened and still watched her performance quietly. What would you have thought in your heart at that time?Do you think she is really easy to deceive or is this woman really stupid?

Thinking of this, Chu Yiyi smiled bitterly again, what are you hoping for?Don’t we only talk about money and not about feelings?Why did you lose yourself?

I haven't cried like this for a long time, and half an hour had passed by the time Chu Yiyi stopped crying.

After crying, Chu Yiyi finally felt better. It was only ten minutes before the bell rang for the afternoon class. Chu Yiyi looked around and determined her position.

Only then did he realize that he seemed to have walked into the back garden of a school director's villa.

Although Mingde Middle School is not an aristocratic school in the traditional sense, it has a long history and is famous far and wide, and has received many resources and gifts.

The villas in this area are given to high-quality professor-level teachers and school leaders. The villas received are somewhat different according to the level, and there are only five villas with back gardens in the whole school.

The back garden where Chu Yiyi is now is very large, and the trees and flowers are beautifully maintained. She thinks this villa may belong to the principal.

Chu Yiyi didn't dare to stay, so she stood up and wanted to find a way back.

But when he turned around and looked up, he saw a white figure not far away.

Chu Yiyi subconsciously dodged and lowered her head, "Sorry, I accidentally barged in. I'll leave right away."

With that said, Chu Yiyi stepped back.

"Wait a minute." It was a gentle male voice.

"Huh?" Chu Yiyi subconsciously looked up in confusion, but met a pair of dark brown eyes.

It's Cheng Jin'an from Class [-].

Why is he here?

My eyes moved to the easel beside him, oh, it turned out that he was sketching.

If you don’t take a nap at noon, do you still have the energy to sketch?What's wrong with this?Wait, how long has he been here?Won't everyone be seen?

This thought just flashed through his mind, and Chu Yiyi asked cautiously: "Any more...any questions?"

After finishing speaking, I suddenly found that my voice was hoarse and had a thick nasal sound.

"No, I just suggest that you find a place to wash your face before going back." He was still polite, but Chu Yiyi saw a suppressed smile in his eyes.

"...Thank you...Thank you." Chu Yiyi probably guessed that the makeup on her face might have been stained by tears. She blushed and said thank you and left in a hurry.

Chu Yiyi ran to the bathroom and almost didn't recognize the grimace in the mirror. Her eye shadow, blush, and lipstick were all smeared, and even the thin layer of foundation was a little mottled. It looked like she had stolen candy. The thief who was punched twice was indeed funny. No wonder others wanted to laugh when they saw it.

Chu Yiyi spent a lot of effort to wash her face clean. She mainly didn't have makeup remover. Fortunately, there was a facial cleanser that someone left on the bathroom counter, otherwise it would be difficult to clean her face.

After stepping on the bell and returning to the classroom, Chu Yiyi unexpectedly received a lot of stares. Chu Yiyi walked straight to her seat without squinting.

Walking to the table, Chu Yiyi knew at a glance that her things had been tampered with.

Both seats in the back seat were empty, so Xiao Ran would not come back to class this afternoon.

Chu Yiyi checked the desks and chairs and found that there was no problem. She secretly breathed a sigh of relief. She glanced at the teacher who entered the classroom and then sat down.

Chu Yiyi carefully looked through the contents of the drawer and found no small animals or anything like that, but the books were slightly messy and dirty.

But when Chu Yiyi opened the book, she found that the pages were full of curse words. Some were written with large pens and some were written with watercolor pens. They were all dazzling. Page after page, Chu Yiyi wondered if they were I didn't sleep all day long and was writing in her book.

In addition to the math book used in this class, other textbooks are not immune, the only difference is that there are more and fewer underlines.

Chu Yiyi looked at her messy books. She wanted not to be angry or sad, but she couldn't ignore the overwhelming feeling in her chest.

Chu Yiyi also knew that there were people around her secretly observing her reaction. Anyone who saw that his book was fine in the morning but changed after noon would be upset.

But now that no one is protecting her, she doesn't dare to act rashly. What's more, even if she reports to the teacher, will she be able to avoid intrusion as she wishes in the future?No, on the contrary, it will be even worse, and at first glance, it is the work of everyone, and the law does not blame everyone. In the end, it will be you who suffers, so you should suffer first.

Chu Yiyi sighed, ignoring those who were probing or waiting for a good show, and took out a blank draft book that had not been damaged. If he couldn't read the book, he looked at the blackboard. Anyway, the math class basically consisted of a lot of writing on the blackboard.

Throughout the afternoon, except for enduring the occasional bumps on her arms during class, as well as the overt and covert abuse and discussions in her ears, Chu Yiyi sat in her seat without moving, and ignored their provocations. She just wanted to go home as soon as possible after school and stay away. Right and wrong.

Anyway, now she is known to everyone as a person who clings to Xiao Ran and does not hesitate to cheat, and she also sucks people's blood. Not only does she buy this and that, it is always expensive, which is even more disgusting than worshiping money.

Xiaoran's mouth proved that even if Chu Yiyi had a hundred mouths, he still couldn't explain it clearly, and most of them seemed to be... that's right, just a slight exaggeration.

She loved to eat, but she really didn't ask for anything expensive from Xiao Ran. She ate in the canteen for one and a half months in two months and didn't have many opportunities to go out for food. So... did she eat a lot of money?

However, don’t male and female friends enhance their relationship by eating, drinking, and having fun together?And in Chu Yiyi's view, it is a very happy thing to share delicious food, fun things, and good-looking and interesting things with the people you like, and want the other person to feel everything you feel all the time.

Taking advantage of her free time, Chu Yiyi remembered what Xiao Ran said to her during lunch break. The sting in her heart lessened, but the regret still couldn't be shaken away, so she opened WeChat on her phone.

The first discovery was that the original three avatars in the "Love Squad" now only have hers. When you click on the page, there is a message sent by Tang Xu: Brother Xiao, are you quitting?

消息时间显示是下午13:14发出的,而骁燃的退群提醒恰巧就在前1分钟,13:13。

Tsk, this is the time.

Then Tang Xu withdrew at 13:34, probably knowing about their affairs.

Chu Yiyi looked through the past message records, and then paused with her fingers, hesitating on the green delete button.

After a moment of silence, Chu Yiyi chose to hide the news first, out of sight and out of mind.

Then, Chu Yiyi saw the transfer of the pinned avatar and the numbers on it. She didn't know how she felt in her heart. She was happy, satisfied, and frustrated. Then she felt a little ridiculous.

Such pretentious games come one after another. Has she really made money?

Sure enough, since noon that day, Chu Yiyi had not seen Xiao Ran again. A group of people came to pack his and Tang Xu's things, and Chu Yiyi's life suddenly became quiet.

There was no one to take care of her three meals a day, and she didn't have to think about what to say or do to Xiao Ran every day. However, there was no one to act like a spoiled child for her. Suddenly, the time seemed to become longer and longer, which made her feel uncomfortable. She didn't know what to do.

There used to be Xiao Ran and Tang Xu who could talk to each other, but now there is no one to talk to, let alone friends.

Chu Yiyi began to live alone, occasionally dealing with the pranks of those people, but it was better than she imagined. Many times when she saw those girls, she thought she would be locked in the toilet or beaten. There was a pause, but they just looked at her with vicious and disgusted eyes and did not dare to do anything.

Her seat was moved to the last position in the corner by the back door. At the front table was a dull man with glasses. He was timid and timid, with a low sense of presence. There was no one sitting next to her.

Chu Yiyi's position seemed to have become a vacuum zone and she was isolated from the class. She had never felt so much before. It felt empty and free, but after a long time, she occasionally felt a little lonely.

A week has passed, and Xiao Ran seems to have disappeared. He has not been seen at school, and there is no trace of him in the physical education class with Class [-]. Even the discussions about him have decreased a lot during this period.

Chu Yiyi vaguely felt that the past two months might have been her imagination, as she had never been with Xiao Ran at all.

Without Xiao Ran by his side, Chu Yiyi's life in her senior year of high school seemed to be ordinary and normal. Every day was an endless cycle of going to class, eating, going to class, and sleeping.

Today is her turn to be on duty, and the classroom hygiene is expectedly messy.

By the time Chu Yiyi walked out of the school gate, the sky was already quite dark, and the autumn wind was somewhat desolate and cool.

By some strange coincidence, Chu Yiyi wanted to take the shortcut that Xiao Ran took with her last time.

then……

She met Xiao Ran...and Li Shiqing.

Only a few minutes after entering the path, we were about to reach the corner.

"Xiao Ran, are you done with your work?"

Chu Yiyi recognized Li Shiqing's voice and stopped, wanting to leave but not wanting to.

"Well, it's almost there."

"Then will you go back to school next week? You haven't come to class for a long time." Li Shiqing's voice sounded a little expectant.

"Well, next Monday."

"Great, competition training and exams are about to start. Let's get together then."

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