Rebirth and redemption, I have pampered my paranoid madness to heaven

Yu Tang was reborn.

Lying on the big bed in her villa, she remembered what happened before her death.

She was 25 years old when she died. She had been pursuing No. 9 Lieutenant Colonel Cao Li Shiyan since high school.

She thought that the flower of the high mountain would bow its head for mortals, but she didn't know until her death that she was just the substitute for Bai Yueguang in Li Shiyan's heart, the dodder flower.

At that time, she was kidnapped by Li Shiyan's enemy. Her kidnapper personally called Li Shiyan.

Li Shiyan learned about Bai Yueguang's return to China and was on his way to see Bai Yueguang when he hung up the kidnapper's call.

At that moment, Yu Tang was heartbroken and felt that he was ridiculous.

Her life and death, in Li Shiyan's view, were like wild cats and dogs on the roadside.

[Congratulations to the host for binding the rebirth counterattack system, I am your system 999. 】

A cheerful child's voice appeared in Yu Tang's mind, but she only felt noisy and bored, and just wanted to be alone and quiet.

The childish voice seemed to guess that she was not interested in rebirth, and hurriedly said: [Host, in fact, besides Li Shiyan, there is a Mr. Shadow behind you who always loves you. 】

Before Yu Tang could refute, a video was played in front of her without permission.

After her death, she was cut into pieces by her kidnappers, her body was mutilated with blood. When the powerful and powerful bosses of City A arrived, they carefully put her remains in a big box and carried her back to the villa.

That young man Yu Tang recognized him at a glance as her high school classmate Gu Qi.

This silent and disabled boy not only suffers from albinism, but also has his lower legs amputated. He has been in a wheelchair since he was a student.

He has always been a marginalized figure bullied by students. In his memory, everyone calls him a weirdo. No one has ever been willing to contact him, and he doesn't have any friends.

Yu Tang racked his brains. She seemed to have had nothing in common with this transparent man Gu Qi in high school. Why would he collect the body for her?

The picture kept changing. The young man with white hair, sickly pale skin, and an extremely delicate and beautiful face was holding the corpse box tightly and shaking all over.

His frosty face was twisted in pain, his broad back seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and he bit his lower lip tightly, as if suppressing the pain of annihilation.

Suddenly, Gu Qi kissed the corpse box, and his suppressed tears could no longer be held back, rolling down like pearls.

"It's all my fault for not protecting you, Tangtang..."

When the scene changed, the kidnappers who killed Yu Tang were all imprisoned in the basement by Gu Qi's men.

She saw with her own eyes the blood stained on Gu Qi's white sweater. She raised the blade and pierced the kidnappers' bodies.

The corpses that had been tortured beyond recognition were all dumped in the barren mountains.

Gu Qi was covered in blood when he returned to the villa. He held the corpse box and talked to her for days and nights, never seeming to tire of it.

Yu Tang never thought that Gu Qi, who was silent in high school, would say so many words to her in the picture.

He carefully stitched Yu Tang's body together, sewing it crookedly like a terrifying puppet.

After doing all this, Gu Qicai was satisfied and hugged her to sleep.

Yu Tang tried hard to think back, but couldn't figure out what she had done to make Gu Qi love her so crazily that it was engraved in his bones and blood.

In the picture, Gu Qi cried for several days and nights, only repeating Yu Tang's name faintly.

On a bright morning, the young man wrote a letter, then took out a dagger and cut off his wrists. He arranged Yu Tang's twisted body neatly and hugged the broken body with one hand.

It seems that in this way, you can hug the person who is buried deep in your heart and has never dared to covet.

The mattress was stained with bright red, and Gu Qi looked happy, as if he was looking forward to destruction.

He committed suicide.

Finally, I can share the same fate with her.

The blood bloomed into beautiful flowers on the bed, like the only color in his gloomy life, warm and sincere, a short-lived bloom in full bloom.

Gu Qi's blood was stained on Yu Tang's body, as if they were entangled like this, and the two would never be separated for the rest of their lives.

Yu Tang looked at the horrific scene and was afraid for only a moment.

It felt like there was a huge stone pressing down on my heart, which was even more shocking and heartbreaking.

She had never thought that Gu Qi was so crazy, nor had she thought that this young man who was a stranger in her memory would destroy the rest of her life because of her death.

[Host, do you want to read the letter Mr. Shadow wrote to you?The suicide note he wrote before his death. 】

Yu Tang opened his mouth, but found that he was speechless due to the extreme shock. He could only lie on the bed and nod his head laboriously.

In an instant, a letter appeared in the void and fell steadily into her hands.

There is a girl drawn on the letter paper, with her cheek turned sideways, as if she is meditating on a question.

That girl is Yu Tang.

The content of the letter: Yu Tang, please forgive me for secretly liking you for 8 years.

I know that with such a low self-esteem and disability, I will be miserable all my life. My albinism and physical disability have always made me afraid to get close to you.

You may never remember that on the afternoon of May 5th, the second year of high school, your unconscious smile to me was the only color in my life full of gloom.

No one wants to be friends with me. Many people say that people with albinism have a skin disease that is contagious.

But you are the only gentle person. Thank you for being willing to be my deskmate for three years with such an unbearable person.

I know that my Miss Sun has always liked Li Shiyan.

Li Shiyan is good at studying, but because of my albino pupil tremor, I need a magnifying glass even to read. Sometimes I even scare others when I get sick.

Li Shiyan played basketball very well, but my legs were crippled, like a crawling rat.

I always want to work up the courage to talk to you, but I'm not worthy of being so broken.

If you are chasing after Li Shiyan, then I will chase after you. At least I can get a glimpse of your back.

My Miss Sun has left, and Mr. Shadow has no meaning of existence.

The only reason Gu Qi exists in this world is because of Yu Tang.

——Mr. Shadow

Yu Tang clutched the letter tightly, never having thought that a taciturn person like Gu Qi could be so gentle and humble.

Warm tears flowed down her eyes, and she realized that she had always loved the wrong boy.

[Host, the world you exist in is a novel.

And you are just the female supporting character in the book, Gu Qi is the male supporting character, and Li Shiyan and his Bai Yueguang are the male and female protagonists. 】

[Since you have bound me to rebirth, you can change the ending of this book, whether it is your ending or Gu Qi's ending. 】

Yu Tang nodded fiercely, of course she agreed to change everything.

Not only for herself, but also for Gu Qi, who has been silently protecting her.

Just as she was immersed in great regret and pain, there was a slight knock on the door.

"Miss, are you feeling better about your cold? Do you still need to ask for leave from school today?"

The middle-aged man's voice was that of her butler, a familiar man who had taken care of her since childhood.

Yu Tang stood up without saying a word, quickly washed up and opened the door, "Uncle Wang, I'm much better today. Take me to school."

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The car drove all the way, setting foot on this familiar road for the first time after being reborn.

Yu Tang was thinking about Gu Qi. Before the car drove for a long time, she saw a group of young men blocking the alley near No. 9 Middle School.

999: [Host, Gu Qi probably didn’t come to school during this time in the last life, right? 】

Yu Tang: [I don’t remember clearly. It seems that the teacher said that Gu Qi was injured and he didn’t come to school for a month. 】

999: [That’s right, these gangsters originally planned to seek revenge on Li Shiyan.

Gu Qi happened to be passing by at that time, and by chance he saw Li Shiyan being beaten. The gangsters threatened Gu Qi, and he almost died. 】

Yu Tang understood it and hurriedly asked the butler to park the car. He found a stick from the trunk, told the butler a few words and rushed into the alley.

The residential alley next to No. 9 Middle School was narrow and smelly, the trash cans were tilted here and there, and a group of gangsters were heading towards the young man.

She almost saw Gu Qi in a miserable state sitting on the ground in a wheelchair.

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The male protagonist of this article is Gu Qi, who has dual personalities, a soft and innocent little puppy with low self-esteem, and a crazy, lonely, yandere and mad dog. If you like this article, please give me more updates, comment, and support the author.