Quick wear: Oops! The paranoid god is a love brain

This was the first time that Qi Chenshu took the initiative to talk to Yan Feng about his previous life.

Being able to say these things is equivalent to telling Yan Feng that he has remembered a lot of things about the past.

Yan Feng was of course quite excited.

He just didn't quite understand what Qi Chen said.

At least……

It sounds like they are different from the Qi family parents he knows?

Just like what Yan Feng’s two brothers had told him before.

Qi Chenshu is indeed a rare genius in this world.

But the so-called "genius" does not just mean having talent.

Endless hard work and training are also very important.

So since he was very young, he has been going to various cram schools. The relationship with his parents cannot be described as indifferent. If I have to say...

He had hardly any time to see them.

In short, when they met occasionally, what his parents asked him was always about the material provisions and whether he was satisfied.

When he told them that he had no other needs, his father would nod with satisfaction and tell him that since he already had so many material things, he should naturally study hard and work harder to give back to his parents for the material life they provided him.

This kind of life lasted for more than twenty years.

During the more than 20 years of his studies, his parents were concerned about his academic performance, his grade ranking, and whether he had won any impressive awards in various competitions.

As for his own physical or mental health problems, neither his father nor his mother ever mentioned it to him.

"Because the family doctor we hired is also a pretty good one. The daily meals he prescribed for me, as well as my clothes and other things, can effectively prevent me from having unnecessary illnesses."

Qi Chenshu said slowly: "Of course, my own physical fitness is indeed quite good. I think this is because they also arranged a personal coach for me to guide me to exercise every day, so that my physical fitness has always been the best among my peers."

Therefore, he usually doesn't suffer from common diseases.

When a large-scale epidemic occurs, Qi Chenshu is rarely disturbed.

He thought it was due to his own training.

But in fact, the tenacity of the soul is also very important.

Yan Feng was not in a hurry to explain this to him.

Anyway, he will figure it out after everything is over.

So I kept quiet.

Yan Feng continued to listen to Qi Chenshu's story.

It was like this when he was in school, and after he started working, his parents' attitude towards him did not change at all with the passage of time.

It’s just that the object of their constant concern has changed from his academic performance at the beginning to his achievements in work.

Or to be more specific.

It was he who brought wealth and status to their family.

In short, his parents care about a lot of things, such as the family stocks, the collaborations that have been negotiated, and all the things that are worth bragging about, seem to be the things they pay attention to.

Except for Qi Chenshu's own existence.

"So when the accident first happened, I didn't feel any pain. I just felt that my life was busy and it was finally coming to an end. I didn't even have many regrets."

After all, his entire life was either devoted to study or work. The life his parents arranged for him never gave him any chance to breathe.

Things like finding a partner and falling in love?

In his life, it was a completely impossible fantasy.

So there are no worries, nor any feeling of reluctance.

Just face your own death calmly.

Looking back now, Qi Chenshu himself feels that it was not easy to remain calm at that time.

What he didn't expect was that after he thought he was dead, he actually met the most important person in his life.

It seems that there is some kind of attraction in the dark.

It was as if he had gone through all those things before just to meet Yan Feng.

Whenever he thought of this, Qi Chenshu would feel that the emotions in his heart seemed to become a little happier than before.

There was a brief pause to allow the emotions to return.

Qi Chenshu looked at Yan Feng again and laughed. He said, "I never thought about it this way before, but now I think about it. After such a long time, I still haven't woken up. Maybe it's because I subconsciously feel that there is no one in this world who expects me to wake up?"

Because I have never been seen by anyone.

Because what is expected of him are only his achievements.

I'm used to this kind of life.

Naturally, I won’t feel that there are any more ties between me and other people.

I completely understood what Qi Chenshu meant.

I also understood why he subconsciously didn't want to meet his parents.

Perhaps to his parents, he is indeed the irreplaceable son who makes them satisfied and proud.

But they had never expressed it to Qi Chenshu.

How can we expect children to understand so much?

Thinking about these things, Yan Feng just felt suffocated and uncomfortable.

Half an hour passed.

He reached out and held the hand of Qi Chenshu who was lying on the bed.

Feeling the warmth from the other person's fingertips.

Yan Feng said slowly: "Qi Chenshu, you need to change your thinking in the future. I don't know if there was anyone in this world who expected you to exist before, but I can tell you clearly that there will be someone in the future, and this person will always be by your side, accompany you well, and will never let you feel lonely again."

The "this person" he was referring to was of course himself.

Qi Chenshu heard it clearly.

I couldn't help but slowly curl up the corners of my mouth, revealing a relaxed smile.

He continued to ask Yan Feng, "Will I always be the most important person to you? Not just now, but even in seven years, or seventeen years, or a lifetime, will you never get tired of me?"

He was worried that Yan Feng would also experience the "seven-year itch".

But Yan Feng nodded firmly.

Facing Qi Chenshu's gaze.

He said: "As long as you come back to this world and stand by my side, I will never leave you. My love for you will never end until the end of my life."