The cannon fodder of the era is really a daughter, and she is reborn with the system

Bai Xinya looked at An An and Su Ruo. There was envy in her eyes, but not jealousy.

Su Ruo coaxed An An for a long time before An An agreed to go out with Li Zhaodi.

She walked over and said to Bai Xinya, "I didn't expect that you would take the initiative to send An An back."

Bai Xinya sighed softly: "If An An is willing, I really want to take her back to the imperial capital so that she can forget you and belong to me alone from now on, but she doesn't want to.

I know that if I want to, with the power of the Bai family and the Zhou family, I can indeed take An An away by force, but then An An will not be happy in the future, and she will hate me.

And I don’t want An An to hate me. I just hope that An An can be happy now, even though I know that the most important person in her heart is not me, not in the past, not now, and never in the future.

But what does it matter!As long as I can stay with her and watch her.

I have thought about it over and over these days. I am not as good as you. If someone wants to take away my child, I will fight her to the death. Even if I know that it is better for the child, I will not let go.

Someone once said to me that happiness is like sand in your hands. If you hold it too tightly, it will slip through your fingers.

I didn't understand it at that time, and I don't understand it until now. I was too paranoid in the past. In the future, I will try to be a good mother and grow up with you. I hope you can give me this chance.

I am not asking you, but I am begging you, because my life is only peaceful. "

Su Ruo frowned slightly: "You have to know that An An is not your daughter, and your life is not just An An. You also have County Magistrate Zhou. I can see that he loves you very much."

Bai Xinya did not answer Bai Xinya's first question, but said, "But the moment his mother deliberately lost Xiao Meng, I couldn't love him anymore."

Bai Xinya and Zhou Feng were from school uniforms to wedding dresses. She once loved this man very much, but there was already a rift between them. No matter how good Zhou Feng was to her, it could not be healed.

Su Ruo frowned slightly, but did not persuade. Only the person involved knew some of the pain, and she did not want to get involved in other people's cause and effect.

Su Ruo could ignore other people's family affairs, but Bai Xinya was too obsessed with An An, which was not a good thing.

So she had to say something: "But An An will grow up one day and leave you! We must learn to let go and separate.

In fact, from the moment the child is born, she is destined to be separated from us one day, and the only thing we can do is to give her strength, hope she can be happy, and then send her away silently. "

Bai Xinya said: "You have never lost a child, so you will never understand the pain."

Su Ruo's heart ached slightly, how could she not understand: "Even if something unfortunate happens one day and I lose An An, I will still live well.

In this life, no one dares to say that the fate of parents, husband and children will always be with them. The only one who can truly accompany you through this life is yourself.

I love An An, but I love myself more.

I can give everything and all my love to An An, but if one day she leaves me, I will live well.

Because my life, my life, is only my own! "

Bai Xinya looked at Su Ruo in surprise. She didn't expect Su Ruo to say such "cold-blooded" words.

"Aren't you afraid that An An will be sad when she hears these words?"

Su Ruo said firmly: "An An won't, because she knows that I love her, and I also know that she loves me.

If one day, unfortunately, she passes away, she will definitely not want me to torture myself in pain, but she will definitely want me to live well.

If I'm sad, she'll be sadder than me.

When she is here, I love her well. When she is gone, I love myself well, along with her share, so that I can live a better life. "

Bai Xinya was so shocked that she couldn't open her mouth from ear to ear for a long time. She seemed to hear a soft sound coming from her heart.

At this moment, her closed heart seemed to have a gaping hole, and a little sunlight shone in through the gap.

Bai Xinya realized for the first time, had she been wrong before?Her Xiao Meng is so well-behaved and sensible, and loves her so much. Wouldn't she be sad if she knew that she was torturing herself like this?

Because Zhou Feng was worried about his wife, he hurried over and happened to hear Su Ruo's words. His heart was shocked. He felt that he had lived for more than 30 years, but he could not live as clearly as a child.

Zhou Feng saw his wife's shoulders shaking, so he walked over and hugged Bai Xinya into his arms.

When Bai Xinya saw Zhou Feng, she could no longer control herself and burst into tears. Over the years, she had been torturing herself, herself, Zhou Feng and everyone around her because of her daughter's affairs.

She thought that her pain alone was the best memorial to her daughter and the biggest punishment for herself. Only in this way could she alleviate her longing and guilt for her daughter.

But now someone told her that someone who truly loves you will only wish you a good life and will not be sad because you are forgotten.

Her little dream is so good, how can she bear to see her in pain? Seeing her like this all these years must make her daughter sad too!

Su Ruo left silently without saying anything. She was used to being cold-hearted and cold-hearted. If today's matter was not about An An, she would never talk much to persuade her.

Bai Xinya cried for a long time. After crying, she seemed to suddenly feel relieved.

At noon that day, Bai Xinya and Zhou Feng stayed. Su Ruo wasn't very good at cooking, so Li Zhaodi and Bai Xinya were responsible for cooking.

Su Ruo took An An to read a book. Because of this separation, An An became more and more attached to her and was unwilling to separate from Su Ruo.

Zhou Feng looked at his wife's smiling face in the kitchen, walked to Su Ruo, and said in a sincere tone: "Thank you."

Since the loss of her daughter, the wife has never entered the kitchen again. She spends all her time torturing herself. If it weren't for Su Ruo, the wife might never get over the pain of losing her daughter for the rest of her life.

Zhou Feng is used to intrigues in the officialdom, but he is really grateful to Su Ruo, because Su Ruo not only saved his wife, but also saved their precarious family.

Su Ruo said with an indifferent expression: "You don't need to thank me, I did it for An'an."

Zhou Feng suddenly smiled. He found that he really liked this little girl more and more. She was smart, independent, indifferent, and kind. She always knew what she wanted, and she didn't disdain to compromise.

Zhou Feng was used to dealing with old people in the officialdom. When he got along with Su Ruo, he felt more relaxed than ever before.

In the past, Zhou Feng felt that An An could have a better life only by following him, but now he feels that An An's future achievements will be good if she has a mother like Su Ruo.

Zhou Feng said: "I have been asking people to investigate the person who kidnapped An An last time, but the other party was very well hidden and I haven't found many useful clues.

So far, I have only found out that the other party is from Kyoto, is very powerful, and has connections with many families. "

When Zhou Feng got down to business, his face immediately darkened. He had sent out so many people, but so far, he had not been able to find out the true identity of the other party. Someone who could not even be traced by the Zhou family and the Bai family. It is enough to show how powerful its power is.

Zhou Feng really couldn't figure out why such a powerful person would attack An An, an orphan girl.

Zhou Feng didn't know, but Su Ruo knew, and she also knew that the other party would never give up and would definitely find an opportunity to strike again.

Su Ruo's guess was correct. The man in black robe was hiding in the village at this time, spying on everything about Su Ruo. And because of his failure last time, he came up with more sinister ways to deal with Su Ruo.