After my loli mother became sickly, Qingmei became anxious

"Ah, I heard you right, brother Lu Bei, you are confessing to me."

"Wait, are you serious? I'm sorry. Although I know you have done a lot to me, I don't like Brother Lu Bei. I just regard you as my brother."

"...So, I refuse to confess my feelings or anything like that."

"Ah, do you have to have a reason? I don't like you, that's enough."

"But I still hope that our relationship can be the same as before. I won't say anymore. Can you lend me some money? I have my eye on the latest bag."

Listening to Xu Qingshuang's confession and reply.

A bitter smile appeared on Lu Bei's lips.

More than ten years of chasing and waiting finally yielded this result.

The girl in front of him was a familiar yet unfamiliar existence to Lu Bei.

The bright pupils are like gems falling in the dark night, and the slender body looks exquisite under the thin clothes.

The tied up single ponytail gave her a more capable and refreshing temperament.

They are neighbors and childhood sweethearts who grew up together.

All the elders think they should be together.

Everyone thinks that these two children will be happy when they grow up.

When Xu Qingshuang's mother died, she held Lu Bei's hand and asked him to take good care of Xu Qingshuang for the rest of her life.

Under such a promise, coupled with the goodwill hidden in my heart.

Lu Bei finally chose to pursue this school beauty who was his childhood sweetheart and had a somewhat bad personality.

Perhaps, this relationship decision was indeed a bit hasty.

But Lu Bei often fantasizes about the sweetness of the days after the other party agrees.

From time to time, I wonder if they will have many more memories worth talking about when they are old.

However...facts are not as full of beauty as fantasy.

Xu Qingshuang's attitude towards Lu Bei can only be described as a goddess treating a licking dog.

She would often publicly declare in front of everyone that she didn't like Lu Bei, and that all her efforts were just wishful thinking on his part.

But he turned around and didn't care about getting together with Lu Bei and making various demands on him.

For example, Lu Bei was asked to spend many years of savings to buy high-priced tickets from scalpers to support her wedding dress pursuit.

This look... seems like he has never forgotten what Lu Bei did and the feelings behind it.

She may not know it, or she may know it but forget it.

The reason why Lu Bei gave up studying at a key university in other places and chose to continue studying for an ordinary undergraduate degree locally.

Just because after the college entrance examination.

She said she hoped Lu Bei would not be separated from her or go to a different city.

For the same reason.

After Lu Bei graduated, he gave up the opportunity to work in a big company and get ahead.

Instead, he agreed to this childhood sweetheart's request to find a job together in a small city and settle down.

He thought that this kind of performance could be called affectionate, and it was a sincerity that would not change despite all the hardships.

Until I read a lot on online social platforms.

Only then did I realize that my behavior could only be described with the word "dog licking".

Facts have proved that those things that I think are very touching and worthy of praise are nothing more than my own wishful thinking.

Old feelings may not be mellow wine.

Maybe only when you actually open the bottle cap, you will find that it tastes rancid.

But the root of the mistake does not lie in the process, nor in the result, but only in the beginning of deciding to pursue this relationship.

One step wrong, step by step wrong.

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Old and empty wine bottles filled the room.

A stale smell emanated from the side of the bottle.

The trash can was kicked over and all kinds of garbage filled the room.

It seems that the owner of the room has tormented it because of emotional problems.

"So, I went back in time?"

Lu Bei held his head.

This body that I once had had just experienced a hangover and was still a little dizzy.

He raised his head and looked at the surrounding arrangements.

A familiar feeling came to my mind.

When he was in college, he moved out to live alone in order to work part-time.

He turned on the phone and glanced at it.

2012, April 3.

The current time was exactly the second semester of his freshman year...the time when he had just experienced something bad.

In front of all the teachers and students in the school, Xu Qinghan threw the rose he gave her and tore up the love letter.

And ask yourself... to keep a distance from her.

Lu Bei's lack of boundaries made her feel sick.

As for my past self, I once again became drunk because I doubted what I did not do well enough.

"Ten years ago, after experiencing this kind of thing, I still didn't recognize the reality."

Lu Bei showed a wry smile and turned on the mirror function on his phone.

A hint of sarcasm appeared at the face in front of him that was pretty and handsome, but whose owner didn't know how to cherish him at all.

The conditions were obviously not bad, so why did he have to hang himself from a tree with a crooked neck?

Lu Bei was a little confused about this topic.

Fortunately, everything is in time.

That year, I had not graduated from college.

That year, I was still the ridiculous licking dog in the eyes of others, the pitiful boiling sheep played by the beautiful sheep.

So...now that he is reborn, he should give up those meaningless actions in his original future.

For example, buy some Bitcoin first so that you won’t have to work hard for the rest of your life.

Or put more time and energy on yourself or the pursuit of a real treasure girl.

A girl who doesn't need to please herself in every possible way, and whose love won't be degraded in the dust.

However, do such good girls really exist?

While Lu Bei was thinking.

The ringtone set as a special concern suddenly rang.

"Brother Lu Bei, I accidentally became a member of the Moonlight Clan again, so...if you go to the cafeteria at noon today, remember to bring a meal. If you want money, treat it as if you borrowed it from me first."

"By the way, I also want to eat the popular puffs near the school. You must remember to queue up and buy them for me."

Xu Qingshuang's information appeared on Penguin.

Her attitude was still as arrogant as ever, with a bit of sarcasm.

Lu Bei looked at this information.

A wry smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.

Even if he went back ten years ago, his childhood sweetheart's attitude towards him was still as bad as ever.

She said she was borrowing it, but she never seemed to make any move to return it.

I have always given unilaterally and never received anything in return.

It's just that... something like this will not happen again in the future.

Lu Bei will never look back.

Under the influence of ten years, even if you are not sober, you will completely recognize a person.