After my loli mother became sickly, Qingmei became anxious

In a high school classroom.

Xiao Wanting looked at the messages on her phone.

A look of doubt appeared on her delicate little face.

She knew what Senior Lu Bei's past was like.

But...what a person is thinking cannot be found through investigation or other means.

If you don’t know what Lu Bei thinks of his former childhood sweetheart.

Then, her love affair may have some twists and turns.

Xiaoxiao: "Senior, tell me."

Lu Bei: "...I am not from this city. To be precise, Xu Qingshuang and I are both from a small village near this city."

Lu Bei: "It wasn't until high school that I transferred to the school here with her."

Lu Bei: "Perhaps people will always change due to the environment. We have all adapted to life in the city, but her personality and way of doing things have changed greatly."

Lu Bei: "Every move she made made me feel that the good and lovely childhood sweetheart in my memory was dead...completely killed by her."

Lu Bei slowly expressed the knot in his heart.

In the past, in junior high school and elementary school.

He and Xu Qingshuang are best friends.

It's just that at that ignorant age, they didn't know what liking was and what love was.

Just know that they enjoy being together.

At that time, the smile left by Xu Qingshuang, who was still a little lolita, was still fresh in Lu Bei's memory.

Like summer, like sunshine.

Capturing that smile seems to capture the whole summer.

But...after I went to high school in the city, the memories became less beautiful.

Xu Qingshuang, a childhood sweetheart, began to change.

She began to make various requests to Lu Bei willfully.

For example, let’s first talk about what kind of clothes her friends wear, what styles of shoes they wear, and what kind of celebrities they follow.

Let Lu Bei use money to support her behavior to make herself better.

under such a cycle.

More and more fashionable friends from the city appeared next to Xu Qingshuang.

Her attitude towards Lu Bei also became more and more strange.

He even deliberately made a request to Lu Bei first, and after receiving the gift, he refused Lu Bei's intention unceremoniously.

She also belittled him and told the so-called sisters that it was Lu Bei who took the initiative to give her gifts. It was so troublesome that she didn't want them at all.

Slowly, Lu Bei could clearly feel when the other party was facing him.

I don’t know why I have a hidden inferiority complex.

Only by humiliating herself in this way can she gain confidence.

The reason why Xu Qingshuang became like this is unknown to Lu Bei.

Maybe he was led astray by someone.

Maybe...it's just her nature.

All in all, this is all the past of Lu Bei and Xu Qingshuang.

It is also because of this, even in the previous life and when I was a licking dog.

What he most wanted to see was not Xu Qingshuang's favor and affirmation.

But seeing the familiar warm smile from Xu Qingshuang's face when she was a child, which will never appear again.

It's just that he worked hard for ten years in his previous life.

I have never captured the shadow of that summer.

Some are just specious, perfunctory words from a familiar stranger.

As he talked, Lu Bei couldn't help but feel a little sad.

Maybe it's because my mental age is already middle-aged.

When I recall my childhood, it always feels quite far away, and a sour feeling inevitably wells up in my heart.

Lu Bei: "Classmate Xiaoxiao, do you think I'm an idiot for being like this?"

After saying these words, Lu Bei laughed as if he was laughing at himself.

He lowered his head with a thoughtful expression.

As the Greek philosopher said, one cannot step into the same river twice.

Trying to catch the shadow of an old friend now is a stupid act.

"Who abandons me, shall not keep the day of yesterday."

"Those who mess with my mind will be so troubled today."

Lu Bei sighed.

It wasn't just the future related to her that he let go of.

But that's enough.

If he continues, he will only make himself hate the current Xu Qingshuang even more.

Even getting angry...to the point of hating the childhood sweetheart in my past memories.

Just after Lu Bei strengthened his determination again.

Suddenly, he felt a pain in his head.

When he raised his head, a crumpled piece of paper was thrown right in front of him.

This was in elementary school and junior high school.

Xu Qingshuang and Lu Bei often use the method of dialogue in class.

Lu Bei looked in the direction where the note was thrown.

Xu Qingshuang... was looking at him seriously at this time.

It seems that between the eyebrows, there is a little shadow of the past.

But looking carefully at the past, everything in his eyes was of the present, making Lu Bei feel strange, a girl he had never understood before.

Xu Qingshuang, do you know?

No one will stay in the past forever,

You will never look back, you will always see a familiar figure.

The person who was waiting for you was not expecting you like this.

In front of the other party's expectant eyes, Lu Bei put the note aside, and he didn't even choose to read it.

Xiaoxiao: "What's wrong, senior? Why didn't you reply to me all of a sudden?"

Lu Bei looked at the contents of his phone.

When he's distracted.

The little loli on the other side of the phone seemed to be very anxious.

She said a lot of clumsy words of comfort.

When this loli is not yandere, she is still the same as her mother.

She won't understand what you are thinking.

The comfort given also seemed a bit stupid and primitive, without the romantic style that young people should have.

Sometimes when I look at these warm words, I can't help but feel bored.

But in the most desperate and helpless times, these words are exactly what can best support a person.

At this time, another note was thrown on the table.

Xu Qingshuang had completely given up her reserve. She even waited for Lu Bei's reply with pleading eyes.

A few tears could be seen faintly in the corners of his eyes.

This appearance is far more humble than Lu Bei.

He had never seen this look before, either in his previous life or in his previous life.

"Really."

Lu Bei glanced at his childhood sweetheart and his cell phone.

Between passing notes and sending messages.

He ultimately chose to prioritize messaging.

Lu Bei: "Nothing, just study hard."

Lu Bei: "If you encounter something you don't understand during class, you can write it down with a pen and take a photo of it for me after class."

Xiaoxiao-san: “(?′?‵?)”

Xiaoxiao: "Then senior, please have a good rest. Next time I will personally cook a big meal for senior to comfort him."

Lu Bei: "Okay."