"You, what do you know?" Mingjuan's face flashed with panic. She looked at Zhang Mingdong uneasily, her heart trembling.

Is it what she thought?

no it's not...

She didn't want her past to be known to Zhang Mingdong at all.

Zhang Mingdong was her sweetheart when she was young, the cleanest and purest beauty in her heart.

They grew up together, knew each other and depended on each other. They have always relied on each other.

When they were young, they didn’t have so many worries and worries, nor so many disputes and worries. What they left behind were all the good things.

She just wanted to keep those beautiful and peaceful memories of the past for the rest of her life, and did not want Zhang Mingdong to know about her subsequent painful experiences.

It was the darkest, most painful, and dirtiest experience in her life.

She didn't want those things to stain Zhang Mingdong's eyes or affect her image in his mind.

The pain of the past was over. Anyway, she didn't have many days left to live. Mingjuan was satisfied that she could see Zhang Mingdong again and talk to him face to face before she died.

Therefore, she was panicked when she learned that Zhang Mingdong knew about her past.

She was afraid that after Zhang Mingdong found out, the good things between them would be overwritten.

If that was the case, she might as well never see him in this life and die early.

Why has she worked so hard and lived so tenaciously until now? Was he seeing the darkness of the past?

No, no, she hoped that those past would never be known to anyone in her lifetime.

Seeing the panic and anxiety in Mingjuan's eyes, Zhang Mingdong's heart throbbed hard.

The girl who was so quiet and beautiful back then has experienced so many inhuman experiences over the years, but because of his ridiculous self-esteem, he repeatedly ignored her existence and did not have the courage to look for her.

He was thinking, if he had been braver and found her earlier, wouldn't everything be like this?

The regret in Zhang Mingdong's heart continued to increase and spread. Finally, he hugged Mingjuan tightly and said distressedly, "Juanjuan, don't be afraid. No matter what I know, my feelings for you will only become deeper. I just I will feel sorry for you even more, and I can’t wait to use everything I have to exchange for your happiness and beauty.”

"Do you know how much I hate myself for not finding you sooner? I, I actually believed your lies so easily. I still feel that you betrayed me, and I hate you so much that I hold a grudge in my heart."

"I never thought that you lied to me, and I have always held a grudge against you. Even though I have let go a lot after many years, I still don't have the courage to look for you..."

"I should have thought of it earlier. We have always been good. How could you, with such a pure and kind character, run away with someone else so easily? You have always regarded money as dirt, so how could you abandon me for money?"

"Maybe it's my meager self-esteem that's causing trouble. I feel like I'm not worthy of you, I'm afraid that I can't give you the happiness you want, and I hate that I'm worthless and can't give you the best like that man. That's why I'm rejected. A few words from you have stimulated me..."

Zhang Mingdong actually had no ambitions before. Like Mingjuan, he went to study as a technician after junior high school and learned some skills. Because his family did not have the conditions for them to go to college, they could only work after graduation.

At that time, one or two thousand yuan a month was already a very high income. They came from a small place and were easily satisfied and content with the status quo. They felt that as long as they worked hard together, they would be able to live a successful life in the future. Getting better and better.

But Zhang Mingdong also often sees the young girls in the factory carrying different bags, wearing different brand names, and wearing beautiful jewelry to show off every day after dating rich second-generation boyfriends.

On the surface he sneered, thinking the girl was superficial, but secretly he felt inferior because he saw envy and desire in Mingjuan's eyes.

Although it is only fleeting and not very obvious, what girl doesn't like those beautiful bags, skirts and jewelry?

It was because he couldn't afford it, and she was too sensible to ask for it. It wasn't that she didn't want to.

What girl doesn’t want to be held in the palm of the hand by the man she likes and receive their favorite gift every day?

Mingjuan was too sensible and never spoke up. Even every time he tried to save money to give her a gift, she would blame him for wasting money.

But Ming Juanyue was sensible, and Zhang Mingdong felt inferior and useless.

It's not like he hasn't thought about doing something big and having a good time.

But he has no academic qualifications, no special abilities, and no capital. How can he compete with others?

He had many ideas but zero actions. Zhang Mingdong himself didn't like this kind of himself. He was so decadent and couldn't give Mingjuan anything.

Therefore, when Mingjuan held another man's hand and told him that she didn't like him, but that what she loved was money, Zhang Mingdong's heart was directly exploded.

Listening to these words, Mingjuan also had mixed feelings in her heart. With tears in her eyes, she couldn't help but shake her head, "No, it's not your fault. I never blamed you, A Dong... I brought it all on myself... "

"It's because I don't have this blessing and don't deserve your love. That's why God let me endure all this... It's because I'm not good enough..."

"I know you too well. I know where your weaknesses are better than anyone else. I am determined to make you hurt and let you go. How can you avoid it?"

Mingjuan is right. When a person knows someone well enough, he basically holds the other person's lifeline in his hands.

It has become easy to influence the opponent's emotions or even give the opponent a fatal blow.

"Perhaps, those are all tests given to us by God." Zhang Mingdong loosened his hold on Mingjuan and held her tear-stained face. His voice was trembling, "Now God has allowed me to find her again." You, allowing you and me to meet again at this time means that we have passed the test, doesn't it?"

"It doesn't matter what happened in the past. As long as we can be together well and lean on each other in the future, that's enough."

"Juanjuan, stop hiding from me, and stop running away from me. We have missed you for 20 years. Do we really have to miss it for a lifetime?"

"Promise me that we will start over from now on and stay together for the rest of our lives, okay?"

"We are both over 40, and half of our lives have passed. Now that we can meet again, it is God's gift to us. I really don't want to miss it anymore. Juanjuan, don't leave me again, okay?"

Looking at Zhang Mingdong's wrinkled face, Mingjuan's eyes were a little dazed.

Yes, it has been more than 20 years...

She doesn't even know how she got here over the past 20 years.

If she hadn't still had Zhang Mingdong in her heart, always shining on her like the sun, she would probably... not be able to survive long ago, right?

But now that he was back, loving her as deeply as before, and begging her to stay by his side, she... hesitated.

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