On her wedding night, she went into exile with her pharmacy arsenal

In the dark night, the Lord of Yongchang County was trapped in hot and sticky blood and almost exhausted all his strength.

She knew that it was risky to live with the emperor, but which successful event in the world did not have risks behind it?

Therefore, when she bribed Si Tianjian's people, she pretended that she wanted to kill the child for the emperor's sake, but Si Tianjian's people said that the child in her belly was born with nobility.

At that time, the emperor had few heirs, and several of them died in infancy. What he liked to hear most was that his children were born noble and could live a long life.

I thought I could succeed, but unexpectedly, I was only half successful.

The emperor did not take the risk to keep her. In the final analysis, her mother's family was not powerful enough, she had no family background, and she could not compete with other concubines with only one child in her belly.

Not enough for the emperor to go out of his way for her.

But the emperor gave her a proper place to go.

Let her marry into the Huo family.

On the one hand, he restrained and monitored General Huo, and on the other hand, he secretly gave birth to the child and raised it, and we will talk about it later.

But who would have thought that although General Huo was forced to agree by the emperor's power, he would leave the capital early the next morning, leaving her alone in the Huo Mansion.

She thought, this would be good, as it would save them from having to face each other day and night, and having to make up lies and act out dramas for each other.

The key is that General Huo is not in Beijing, and she is alone in Huo Mansion. The emperor can come quietly if he is free, or she can sneak into the palace.

Although I can't serve him, I can't help but fall in love with him when we meet him. She is pregnant with a child, so we have to meet him from time to time.

Good idea, but...

The image behind the Buddha statue changed, and someone said urgently: "The fetuses in the belly are twins!"

"What?!" She was shocked.

Twins are considered unlucky in this dynasty. As for why, it is said that the founding emperor also had twins, but he was ruthlessly abandoned by his biological mother and almost died. Since then, he has hated twins extremely. Over time, this dynasty has regarded twins as unlucky.

If there are twins, they usually don't make it public and let the pregnant woman wait quietly for delivery. After giving birth, one of them is chosen and sent away. They don't tell outsiders and claim to the outside world that they only gave birth to one.

The Lord of Yongchang County was diagnosed by the doctor as having twins when he was pregnant.

Twins are especially taboo among the royal family.

She thought about it and asked Si Tianjian to give her advice and ask the emperor to send her to the fiefdom.

I would rather not see her for a while and keep the child than live in the capital, under the eyes of the emperor. If she gives birth one day, the emperor will definitely send someone to keep an eye on her. There is no way to hide the twins.

Only when she is far away, where she calls the shots, can she take control of the situation.

The twins were born as expected, two baby boys.

One has eyes open and can only laugh naturally, while the other has eyes closed and can only cry.

Her son will have a great career in the future, how can he cry so easily? From the beginning, she didn't like crybabies very much.

When ordinary people choose twins, they keep the one they like and send away the one they don’t like. On the contrary, she keeps the one she doesn’t like with her and uses various dogmas, rules, and filial piety to restrain him layer by layer and make him Unable to go out and make a living, she takes priority in everything.

And the other one will fight, rob, and train, and sooner or later he will be useful.

She fell into memories, and the images were still acting and singing.

"Mom, I want to drink chicken soup."

"Okay, mother will boil it for you and drink it slowly."

"Mom, I don't like chicken soup."

"How can a man give in to this appetite? Whether you like it or not, it's just food. Don't let others figure out your preferences. Drink it quickly!"

"Yes, mother."

"At least one bowl a day!"

Yes, her sweetie likes to drink it, but she can't always make it with her own hands, and the other one doesn't like it. She is at home every day, and she still doesn't like it when she is asked to drink it. It's really unsatisfactory!

Behind the black curtain, Yan Ruyu and Huo Changhe stood quietly, looking solemnly at the Lord of Yongchang County who was kneeling in front of the Buddha.

Her expression changed, sometimes sad, sometimes frightened, sometimes fierce. With the performance on stage, she relived the joys and sorrows of more than 20 years.

Yan Ruyu was silent. She had always known that people's hearts were vicious and unpredictable, but when she saw it with her own eyes, she still couldn't help but sigh.

"Is he here?"

Huo Changhe nodded: "It's on the other side, you can see clearly."

"So, very good."

In the shadows on the other side of the hall, there is a screen. The upper part is hollow and hidden in the dark. If you don't look closely, you might think it is a wall.

On the other side of the screen was the shaman in a wheelchair and Huo Changxian pushing him.

The scenes, words and singing were all like thunder, exploding crazily in his ears.

He looked through the hollow space at his mother, who was kneeling in the circle of light.

He has been a filial mother since birth.

Twins, he never knew that he had a brother, let alone that the chicken soup he was forced to drink when he didn't like it was not because his mother loved him more, but because his brother who he had never met loved to drink it.

He only lives for his brother, like a shadow, a chess piece, born to live for others.

He does bad things and takes responsibility for bad people. He is trapped in his wings day by day and has no ability to spread his wings at all.

Just because he can't be too good, he has to be a mediocre person, a useless person. When his brother soars into the sky, he, the useless person, should exit the stage, be erased, and be forgotten, as if he had never been there. .

It turned out to be the case.

It turns out that the impatience and disgust he sometimes sees in his mother's eyes are either fake or hallucinations, they are real.

Ah.

How ridiculous.

If the shaman had not found him again later and asked him to follow quietly, he would not have seen this scene and would not have known the inside story.

Born to be noble, with two children in total, who can tell who is the noble one and not him?

This time, he must fight.

when!

With a crisp sound, all the sounds receded, like a surging tide, and then quickly receded like a current, the light and shadow disappeared, and it fell into darkness and silence.

A Buddha statue is still a Buddha statue.

An abbot is still an abbot.

It was as if what had happened just now had never happened.

The Lord of Yongchang County was furious, his eyes filled with fear: "Master, you..."

The abbot clasped his hands together and said: "Amitabha, it has nothing to do with the poor monk. Everything has cause and effect. It is all in the heart of the donor and the things he has done in the past."

"Benefactor, please go back!"

The Lord of Yongchang County looked at him with vigilance: "Who are you? What was that just now!"

She stood up and ran over there. Behind the black curtain, there was no one there.

"I don't believe there are ghosts and gods in the world!"

"Believe it or not, yes or no, the cause and effect of the past will not change," the abbot said, "Besides, what is so scary about ghosts and gods? Ghosts and gods have never harmed people. It is you who harm others, your human heart. Donors, please take care of yourself. "

The Lord of Yongchang County threatened: "Everything I saw just now is fake and vain. If you dare to say a word..."

The abbot chuckled lightly and turned to leave the hall. The black starling stood on his shoulder and looked over with his dark eyes.

The Lord of Yongchang County felt chilly, his legs were a little unsteady, and he stumbled out of the temple.