When Xiao Jiaojiao got married, the crippled king stood up and pampered her.

Di Yi frowned.

After a while, he opened his thin lips and said:

"The orphan will prepare a dowry for you."

Yun Jinghuang heard it simply...

I'm afraid I can't find such a good ex-husband in the whole world...

She stared at him with some distress: "Di Yi, it's painful to restrain your instinctive emotions and force yourself to be an emotionless robot, right?"

Di Yi frowned slightly.

"What do you mean by this?"

Yun Jinghuang said: "You keep saying you don't love me, but you are also worried and care.

In fact, these are all the beginning of a relationship.

As long as you are willing to try, everything will be completely different. "

But unfortunately...

But he didn't want to try, and even killed all the budding feelings in the bud.

"Di Yi, when I came to Northern Qi this time, I suddenly understood something."

Yun Jinghuang stood up, walked to the back window, and opened the window.

The palace here is located in a high position. Looking out the back window, there are layers of palaces and harems over there.

"Di Yi, come here and take a look."

Di Yi's eyes darkened slightly. He never listened to anyone's orders, but he still walked over.

Half a meter away from her, he stood in front of the window with his hands behind his back.

Yun Jinghuang glanced at the palace eaves: "All the women living there are from the Northern Qi harem.

There are noble queens, arrogant concubines, and concubines who are not favored. "

"In the past, they fought back and forth, but today the Northern Qi Palace has changed, and the fate of Northern Qi is hanging by a thread, but they all did the same thing——

It was at the entrance of the harem, looking in the direction ahead. "

Women in the harem were not allowed to take even half a step out of the central axis.

"Some of them are worried about their own fate and whether there will be assassins from Xizhou coming to the harem.

But more than anything, they were worried about their sweetheart, the monarch of Northern Qi.

Or maybe they are worried about their princes and sons, fearing that they will lead troops to fight and never return. "

Even living in a small town during this time.

The simple folk women in the small town are also thinking about their relatives who are going to war day and night, and they all look forward to it.

Yun Jinghuang's voice was calm and slightly sentimental.

Di Yi's eyes fell on the layers of palaces, and his eyes, which had always been emotionless, finally started to fluctuate.

It's just that those emotions were suppressed by him extremely well.

That noble and noble face always looks like a ruthless god, overlooking the bitter and sweet human world.

Yun Jinghuang raised her eyes and looked at him: "Di Yi, right now, are you thinking about your childhood mother and concubines?"

Di Yi was born in an era that was even more chaotic than today.

At that time, the nine states of the Eastern Qin Dynasty had not yet been unified, and the seven major countries and countless small countries were at war with each other year after year.

Emperor Yi's father, even at an advanced age, was often away from the palace. He went out to fight in person every day to boost military morale.

Almost all the uncles and even the older princes in the Eastern Qin Palace were away from home all year round.

Previously, Yun Jinghuang thought that Di Yi refused to accept her because he was worried that he would not be able to protect her in a war-torn era.

But as powerful as he is, how could he not be able to protect a woman?

That's why he dared to make such a vicious oath before when he was leaving in the capital.

But this time with Nan Yan and his party, Yun Jinghuang finally understood:

What Di Yi was worried about was not that he couldn't protect her, but that he had grown up in such an environment.

He looked at his mother every day, often looking at her from a distance at the gate of the palace, and shed tears because of lovesickness.

Looking at the countless women in the harem, waiting for their husbands to go to war.

In addition, the education given to him by the Eastern Qin royal family did not allow him to have a romantic relationship with his son.

His emotions are duller than anyone else's, and he can be described as indifferent in matters of emotion.

Because of that environment, he instinctively rejected getting married and letting his woman become someone like his mother and concubine, like so many women he had seen, who were waiting hard.

What he wants is to conquer the world and return home only a handful of times.

Yun Jinghuang even somewhat understood...

Why did Di Yi care for her and love her so much?

Because in her previous life, she didn't love Di Yi and lived heartlessly every day.

If he was not at home, she would be happy, eat, drink and have fun, and run out to do whatever she wanted.

She would never wait for him to come home, and she would never be as sad and pitiful as those women in the harem.

Thinking about it carefully, she ignored Emperor Yi in that year of her previous life before he recovered.

Di Yi had glanced at her from afar.

At that time, he must have been thinking that it was possible to have a woman and live so freely in this world.

It turns out that there can be women who are not entirely devoted to men.

Without the pressure from her, he was naturally able to let go of his emotions and gradually fell in love with her, who was heartless.

Because what he wants is a heartless woman.

Later, every time he came back from an outing, no matter how noisy or troublesome she was, or even if she stabbed him, he wouldn't care.

Because he was thinking of the women in the harem who were waiting so hard and knew how miserable she was.

Di Yi's mother also died in depression. Her father was still fighting on the battlefield until she died, and she did not see her sweetheart for the last time.

So as a man, he would give her everything and was willing to coax her.

Think about it carefully...

Maybe the reason why Emperor Yi doted on her and loved her in the previous life was not necessarily because of true love.

It's more of a favor and a compensation for the women waiting at home.

Yun Jinghuang took two steps closer to Di Yi, stretched out her hand and held his broad palm.

She looked up at him, "Di Yi, I am different from those women in the harem.

I won't wait and look forward to you at home every day. I can fight on the battlefield with you and help you make suggestions.

I can accompany you wherever you want to go in the world.

I am not afraid of hardship, war, or anything else. "

The only thing I'm afraid of...

It's just that he's not around.

Di Yi finally lowered his eyes and landed on the woman's face.

Perhaps her skin was rough from running around.

There were wounds on her little hands at some point.

Especially on the arm, where it was burned by the white phosphorus bomb, there is still a burn scar.

"Silly."

Di Yi tidied her hair, like an adult taking care of a child, and his tone was doting on an elder:

“How can a woman go to war?

Why do I, a woman from the Eastern Qin Dynasty, need to go to the battlefield? "

It is enough to have him and the soldiers and men of the Eastern Qin Dynasty.

"It's too late. You should go to bed early."

Di Yi finally put aside her hand and strode away.

He didn't look back at her.

His steps were also faster than before, as if he couldn't stay with her for a moment longer.

Wearing an ink robe, he flew across the palace palaces.

In a short time, we were dozens of kilometers away from the palace.

Under the moonlight.

Di Yi's tall figure stood on the top of a cliff, with the evening wind blowing.

The girl's words continued to echo in his ears.

"I can fight with you on the battlefield, and I can help you with advice."

"I can accompany you wherever you want to go in the world."

His heart, which had always been calm and unruffled, seemed to be moving.

It was just that at the top of the mountain, the night was very cold and the night breeze was very cold, which made him a little clearer.

Another old voice echoed in his ears:

"Yi'er, you were born different. You are the lord of these nine states and the common lord of the world!"

"If you want to end this war-torn world, you want the bright moon of Eastern Qin to illuminate every inch of territory!"

"What you carry on your shoulders is the national destiny of the entire Eastern Qin, and the hope of all the soldiers of Eastern Qin!"

"Go and fight, don't stop for anything! Don't change your mind for anything else!"

"Your eyes want to see the world of Jiuzhou, and your heart wants to cover the territory of the world!"

"Everything the sun and moon shine upon must be the flag of Eastern Qin flying!"

The domineering old voice echoed one after another, so majestic and majestic that it swallowed up countless small loves that should not have been there like a rising tide...