Life is more than just living

When Liu Jingsheng returned upstairs, Chen Xu was still taking a nap. He quietly packed up Lin Zihan's things, made sure nothing was missing, and carried the box out. Han Hui came out and saw it and asked what it was for. Liu Jingsheng said that Zihan was going back and I would help her pack her things. Han Hui nodded and stopped talking.

Liu Jingsheng came downstairs quickly. Lin Zihan had wiped away his tears, but his eyes were red and his eyelids were a little swollen. Liu Jingsheng put the suitcase between the two of them, "Do you want me to see you off?" Lin Zihan raised his head, "When I graduated from college last year, you bought me a lot of things and sent me to the airport. I thought you still remembered it. , I thought you still wanted to be friends with me. During the year I was in the UK, I thought about you every day. Although you only contacted me once, I was thinking that you are not a proactive person, which is very rare. During this year, I have been studying hard in a foreign land where I am unfamiliar with my thoughts about you, so I wanted to come back as soon as possible. As soon as I came back, I went to your uncle's house to find out about you. I learned that you would come to Beijing during the National Day. I was so happy that I didn't sleep all night. I pretended to be casual and asked your cousin to go shopping together. She said she wanted to pick her up at the station, so I shamelessly wanted to go with her. We arrived at the station early that day, and I asked her to We left earlier, fearing there would be traffic jams on the road, but we waited there for several hours before we received a call from your father, saying it was urgent and he couldn't come. Do you know how disappointed I am? I called you a few days ago , you said you were not at home. I was looking forward to your return with great difficulty, so I rushed over. Only after I arrived did I understand that it’s not that you don’t care about people, but that it varies from person to person. I came to you with enthusiasm, but you actually Is Chen Xuzhen really that good at treating me like this?"

Liu Jingsheng didn't want to say anything anymore. He opened the trunk and put Lin Zihan's suitcase in, and then said, "Get in the car. Where are you going? I'll see you off!" He said and got in the car first. Lin Zihan didn't say anything after getting in the car. Liu Jingsheng asked impatiently where he was going. Lin Zihan suddenly grabbed Liu Jingsheng's hand on the steering wheel and asked: "Brother Jingsheng, tell me, where is the way to your heart?"

Liu Jingsheng freed his hand without looking at her, "You'd better change the target! I'm not your lover. I might as well tell you that I don't like people who are born with a sense of superiority at all! When you were in my The impression in my heart is of a lonely little girl. At that time, I felt sorry for you, wanted to take care of you, and wanted to play with you, but now you have grown into a look that I hate. You are proud of your vision and family background. , you look down on Xiaoxu, you can’t see how well we treat her. Xiaoxu once told me that you treated her well when she was in college and gave her a lot of help. She always thought you were a very good person. Maybe that At that time, you were indeed. I don’t know whether it was you who had changed, or whether it was because Chen Xu’s situation had changed that the relationship between the two of you became like this. Why can’t you look down on Xiao Xu’s kindness? Could it be that you were kind to her back then? To show your superiority?"

Lin Zihan couldn't help crying again, "Why do you look at me like this? At that time, Chen Xu was a self-respecting girl. She was very self-reliant. She got into the ideal university through her own efforts. I admire her and admire her. , I also want to help her, isn't this wrong?" Liu Jingsheng looked at her and said, "Since you know enough about Xiaoxu, why do you have to desperately slander her now?" Lin Zihan cried and said, " I think she is very scheming now, and she is different from before. In order to get the love of your family, and to get those beautiful clothes, she acts like a coquettish girl at such an old age. I really can’t stand it, I look down on her! She is this year How old are you? Are you 27? You are three years older than me. How disgusting it is to act like that! I can’t stand it. Do you hate me just because of this?”

Liu Jingsheng stared at her, "Shouldn't I hate you? Do you know how ugly you look now? Do you think we are deceived? Do you think people like my parents who have seen the world are also deceived by her? Are you deceived? No! Chen Xu deserves us to be nice to her, that's all. She is so good, and I understand that you are jealous of her. But your efforts to throw dirty water on her and slander her are not within the scope of my tolerance. In the past It’s all over, we don’t have to see you again, just go!”

Lin Zihan cried and shouted: "Do you know that the more you act like this, the more I hate her and hate her!" Liu Jingsheng sneered, "When I didn't do this, I didn't see you hating Xiaoxu any less. Whoever is harmful to Xiaoxu, whoever has evil thoughts towards her, is my enemy." Lin Zihan wiped his tears with his sleeves, tried his best to control the trembling in his voice and asked: "Brother Jingsheng, have you ever thought about your future? Are you not married? Can your future wife allow you to be so kind to Chen Xu? Are there real and pure feelings between men and women? Who believes it?" Liu Jingsheng dismissed these questions, "Why should I let others Where is the letter? What others think has nothing to do with me! Maybe I will get married in the future, but the premise is that this woman can accept my living situation and Chen Xu’s status in our family, otherwise there is no need to discuss it! "

Lin Zihan wiped his tears with his hand again and said, "Okay, I understand, take me to the station now!"