Life is more than just living

Lin Zhiyuan stretched his temples and said, "Li Na came to the company to see me today." Just as he said this, Zhang Yong's angry voice suddenly came from the phone, "Why does she have the face to look for you?" Lin Zhiyuan said: " Chen Xu also has the same attitude as you. I always want to know what happened back then." Zhang Yong was silent for a few seconds before saying: "Brother Yuan, why bother to delve into the past? You know that Li Na is not particular about it. If something happens to you, she will abort the child immediately and draw a clear line with you. People like this can no longer talk to her, and there is no need to worry about anything else."

Lin Zhiyuan was shocked, "What did you say? You said she aborted the child on her own initiative?" Zhang Yong said angrily: "Yes, at that time, the two of them went to Teacher Lin together and forced Teacher Lin to abort you. Fish it out. They said that if they really go to jail, their jobs will be gone. If their jobs are gone, they will abort the children. So Teacher Lin went around asking for money and gave money to the director to settle. Unexpectedly, after sending the money, the director They were not allowed to let him go. Li Na and her family asked someone to inquire about the director's attitude. As a result, the director threatened to punish you and make you go to jail and lose your job. After Li Na knew the news, she called Teacher Lin and said that she I don’t want to marry you anymore and want to have an abortion. I asked Teacher Lin to pay for the abortion. Teacher Lin dragged her and said that she should wait for two days, which meant that it might be fine when you come out. I don’t know what happened next. I was also He was arrested. I didn’t ask about this in detail after I was released from prison, but I heard from Chen Xu that Li Na took the initiative to abort the child.”

Lin Zhiyuan suddenly said: "What did Chen Xu ask you to hide from me?" Zhang Yong was silent again, Lin Zhiyuan coughed, and then said: "Zhang Yong, this is the last chance. Tell me the truth, we are still brothers." Zhang Yong said with some tangle: "Brother Yuan, let it go and don't mention it again." Lin Zhiyuan smiled, "It seems you don't want to be brothers with me anymore, right? I thought you cared!" Zhang Yong quickly said over there: "I think! I think so, Brother Yuan! But aren't you making things difficult for me? Chen Xu is also good to me. She told me not to tell you, but I want to tell you. Now, what kind of person have I become? Am I still a man if my words don’t count?”

Lin Zhiyuan hit the nail on the head, "It's related to my mother's death, right? I've been kept in the dark like a fool for 12 years. Do you think this is for me?"

Zhang Yong was silent for a while, thought about it again and again before he said bravely: Yes! Lin Zhiyuan closed his eyes hard, "Zhang Yong, 12 years, 12 years, I'm still kept in the dark about some things, do you think it's appropriate? Chen Xu is my sister, there are some things she thinks about me, she doesn't want to I'm sad, and I don't want to blame myself. But I was protected by a woman like a fool. Do you think I am still a man? In fact, over the years, I have vaguely known that my mother's death was related to my imprisonment. , but I didn’t dare to dig into it, for fear that I wouldn’t be able to bear it, but today I mustered up the courage to know the truth. Zhang Yong, are you a brother? If you are a brother, just tell me the truth!”

Zhang Yong's crying voice suddenly came from the phone, "Brother Yuan, I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for Teacher Lin. That's what happened: Li Na and her mother were so tight at that time that Teacher Lin had no choice but to get help from the director. After getting started, she went to her door several times but was rejected. Later, Teacher Lin asked one of her younger brothers to talk to her. The director lion said that he wanted nutrition and mental damage compensation, a total of 1 yuan. This case Let's forget about it. At that time, Teacher Lin bought and renovated the house for you. Although the house was not big, it took all Teacher Lin's savings and she really couldn't come up with the money. I couldn't bear to see Teacher Lin in trouble, so I came up with the idea. Some effort. Li Jinzhu lent me a sum of money before when he got married, so I went to him to ask for the money and wanted to get the money back and give it to Teacher Lin. But Li Jinzhu said he had no cash, so he charged me for the stolen cables. I was in a hurry to get money, so I took the cable to a buying station and sold it. Although the people at the buying station were also scared, they accepted it for the money. Chen Xu’s grandma saw me selling the cable, and the quantity was so huge. , I couldn’t hide it. I gave the money to Teacher Lin without saying where it came from. Teacher Lin collected enough and gave it to your uncle. But the strange thing is that after the money was sent, you She didn't release her either. That's why Li Na said she wanted to have an abortion. I don't know if she really wanted to have an abortion or was forcing Teacher Lin. Later, in order to vent her anger on Wang Yu and please Chen Xu's aunt, Chen Xu's grandma went to the police station to arrest me. I was sued. I was arrested and the police asked me where my money had gone. I said I spent it on gambling, but I didn’t dare to say it was at Teacher Lin’s place. I was afraid that the police would go find Teacher Lin. At that time, I didn’t know what happened next. What. After I was released from prison, Chen Xu said to me: Teacher Lin got angry because I was taken away. I’m sorry for Teacher Lin, and I’m sorry for you. Chen Xu didn’t want me to tell you this. , she said: Those things are in the past, and she is afraid that you will blame yourself if you know the truth; she also said that no one wants to see you happy more than Teacher Lin, and everyone who loves and respects Teacher Lin should not destroy you. Happiness."

At this moment, Lin Zhiyuan burst into tears. He said: "Zhang Yong, thank you for everything you have done for me." After saying that, he hung up the phone before Zhang Yong could speak. He collapsed on the ground and cried silently. stand up. Lin Zhiyuan is not afraid of death, but he has never dared to face the reason for his mother's death. For so many years, he has been forcing himself to believe the reasons given when he was growing up. According to growth theory, many middle-aged people will suffer from myocardial infarction, with the highest incidence around the age of 50.