Life is more than just living

Liu Jingsheng had been silently listening to Chen Xu talk about the past. He looked at Chen Xu calmly, "It's not that your life has gotten better, it's that your person has gotten better."

Chen Xu looked at him puzzled. Liu Jingsheng suppressed the turmoil in his heart and handed Chen Xu a cup of tea, "You were an ignorant child before, but now you have become better through so many years of hard work, so you can come into contact with better people. It's you who has become stronger. Chen Xu, I know this is a sad story, but it is the past after all. Let's let it go! They have been left in the old time, getting farther and farther away from you. I I don’t know if you girls have read Zeng Guofan. His sixteen-character motto is widely circulated: Accommodate things as they come, don’t welcome the future, don’t mess with the present, don’t love after the past. We should live in the present and not worry about the future. I am not confused in the present, and I am not obsessed with the past. Chen Xu, the more I contact you, the more I appreciate you. I am very happy to have a friend like you. In a living environment like yours, it is difficult for someone to be like you and still care about you. Life is full of confidence, you don’t follow the crowd, you don’t complain and hate society, but you live a healthy and positive life. I don’t think you should praise suffering, even if it makes you tough and strong now. But I am really happy that you have experienced so much Misery is still a mentally healthy person. Let me make it clear first that I just treat you as a friend, so you don’t have to be burdened. I really like you! I like you as a friend. You see that you are better than many people. Being beautiful is not an embroidered pillow. I have seen a lot of beautiful women, but most of them have no thoughts and just have a good-looking skin. They are nothing more than a vase at best. But you are different. Not only do you have a beautiful appearance, you also have a noble personality. Soul. You work hard to live in the face of adversity, taking root downwards and growing upwards like a seed. With experiences like yours, how many girls have been ruined for the rest of their lives. They cannot get out of the shadow of childhood, and are humbled and rejected all their lives. You relied on your own persistence and your own efforts to become a college student in a prestigious university. You and the rest of us just have different backgrounds. We live under the wings of our grandparents and fathers, but you rely on yourself! I know you Teacher Lin is a person of noble character, but you are also a person worthy of help. You must be her most proud student and her most successful student. Chen Xu, don’t belittle yourself, you are the best, no one else Better than you.”

Chen Xu was a little embarrassed. She put down her tea cup and said, "Liu Jingsheng, I am not as good as you said. You praised me so much that I can't even find my words. I feel like the person you praised is not me at all." Liu Jingsheng said seriously. : "Chen Xu, you are worthy of any outstanding person. You are the best. You just have different life experiences and life trajectories from us. It is Han Yidao's responsibility to manage the company. It is your responsibility to find a stable and dull job." I support you in your life ideal. Not everyone wants to be all-powerful. A plain or even ordinary life is also beautiful and worthy of respect. Just like water: some are rapid, some are surging, some are deep, and some flow slowly. , and so on. The reason why you are you is because you are unique. I think Han Yidao fell in love with you not only because you are good-looking, he is not such a shallow person, but because you are good enough and worthy of his love . I know that if you and Han Yidao are together, there will be a lot of resistance, but you have to believe in Han Yidao's feelings for you and your own choices. Just let go of the past and enjoy the current state of life. There is no need to worry too much about the future. What you get may not be the best, but it is the most real.

Chen Xu slowly digested Liu Jingsheng's words. The two people leaned casually on both ends of the sofa and looked at each other lazily. At this moment, Chen Xu was in a daze. Liu Jingsheng's handsome face looked so unreal. This boy was so beautiful, and more importantly, he was so kind.

The two of them sat lazily like this all afternoon. Although they no longer spoke, the atmosphere was particularly harmonious. The warm afternoon sun shone warmly on Chen Xu. She felt a little sleepy, so she closed her eyes and prepared to take a nap. But it was dusk when she woke up. She sat up and realized that she was sleeping on the sofa in the living room, covered with a thin quilt. It took a moment to remember that this was Liu Jingsheng's home. She picked up the quilt, folded it and put it aside, put on her slippers and prepared to go see what Liu Jingsheng was doing. When she walked to the open kitchen, she saw Liu Jingsheng clumsily peeling an apple. Chen Xu stood aside and watched quietly. Because he had a knife in his hand, she did not dare to say anything rashly for fear that he would hurt his hand.

When Liu Jingsheng finished it, he found Chen Xu standing aside. He smiled and said, "You're awake!" Chen Xu saw that it was getting late and said, "Can I heat up the leftovers for lunch?" Liu Jingsheng was a little embarrassed, "It's the first month of the year, how can I invite you as a guest?" Let you eat the leftovers!" Chen Xu went to heat the food in a familiar manner, "Why are you being polite to me? I already asked for dinner, and I didn't treat myself as an outsider. So, don't be polite to me." Liu Jingsheng no longer objected. , quickly put the fruit platter that I made on the table.

After dinner, Liu Jingsheng drove Chen Xu back. On the way, Chen Xu received a call from Han Yidao, asking her when she would go back and if she wanted him to pick her up. Chen Xu told him that he was on his way back and would be home soon.

Liu Jingsheng drove seriously. When he was waiting at a red light at an intersection, Liu Jingsheng suddenly said, "Chen Xu, I think we should become brothers and sisters of the opposite sex. Otherwise, Han Yidao is not at ease and will be jealous intermittently." Chen Xu He laughed out loud, "Then will Han Yidao also ask to be sworn sworn brothers with you?" Liu Jingsheng also laughed, "It's hard to say."

When the car drove to the downstairs of Wu Sixian's house, Chen Xu teased Liu Jingsheng, "Brother, goodbye, it's great to have you." Liu Jingsheng responded, "Sister, I feel the same." After that, the two of them laughed.

As soon as Chen Xu got out of the car, he saw Han Yidao coming over and grabbing Chen Xu's hand. He dragged Chen Xu upstairs without even saying hello to Liu Jingsheng. Liu Jingsheng laughed from behind, "I can't help but create a sense of crisis for you from time to time, you brat."

Back upstairs, Han Yidao said angrily: "How come you are such a down-to-earth guest, why did you stay at his house for a whole day!" Chen Xu forced himself to laugh and teased him, "Liu Jingsheng said that you are also his good friend, you didn't Go and let me have a meal for you." Han Yidao couldn't laugh or cry, "How can this be so? This guy must have bad intentions, you'd better ignore him in the future."

Chen Xu suddenly said: "What do you think about Liu Jingsheng and I becoming brothers and sisters of the opposite sex?" Han Yidao did not expect that she would say that, and was stunned, "Why?" "To avoid jealousy for someone!" Han Yidao said awkwardly. "It's not impossible," he said awkwardly. Compared with Han Yidao's commanding attitude in the mall, Chen Xu preferred his current appearance.