Mingzhu looked up at him and spoke with a rock-solid tone: "Jiang Duo, you will not take the initiative to kill people. The lives you are carrying must not have been caused by murder or arson. I believe you."

The word of belief completely shattered the tension in Jiang Duo's heart. He raised his hand and gently stroked her cheek, and spoke in a difficult tone.

"Three years ago, I took a company of soldiers to the south to perform a mission. As a result... although the mission was successfully completed,... only 19 people, including me, came back alive."

When Jiang Duo said this number, Mingzhu could clearly feel that he was shaking uncontrollably while holding his tall body.

This sadness, even without words, has spread to Mingzhu.

She gently stroked Jiang Duo's back and looked up at him: "Did... any mistake happen?"

Jiang Duo shook his head: "At that time, I took four members of the death squad deep behind enemy lines. Before leaving, I ordered the remaining people to lie in wait and wait. If our mission failed, we would send a signal to inform them to change to plan two. If I succeeded, , then everyone will retreat to the camp together."

"But... when the five of us finally completed the mission and returned, we heard a huge explosion. When we rushed over, we discovered that the remaining people... acted without authorization and stepped into the mines that the enemy had already planted. lock up……"

Thinking of myself who was seriously injured at the time and the bloody scenes I saw at the explosion site.

The smiling faces that were once vivid in front of him were lying in pieces in a pool of blood.

Under the billowing smoke, the first thing that poured into his limbs and bones was the bloody smell in the sky——

Jiang Duo thought about the past, and all his strength seemed to be drained away. He weakly let go of the hand holding Mingzhu, and took a step back in embarrassment.

Jiang Duo lowered his head and closed his eyes, like a child who had done something wrong. His voice could not suppress the pain: "In that mission, including Ning Shuang's brother Ning Hao, I lost four... I have followed him since I was a child. A friend I grew up with in the same compound.”

Mingzhu was heartbroken. You can imagine how painful he was at that time. She had never experienced such a 'disaster', and she didn't know how to comfort him.

"Zhuzhu, I always thought that I was very strong, strong enough to survive all hardships, but later I discovered that I was nothing more than that. For a long time, I couldn't even sleep. As soon as I closed my eyes, I was so full. The faces in my head are all those of them..."

Mingzhu took the initiative to raise her hands to hold his face, "That's not your fault."

"But they are all gone, and only I am still alive," Jiang Duo looked at Mingzhu, a 1.9-meter strong man, with mist filling his eyes.

"Jiang Duo," Mingzhu's voice was solemn, but the look on his face was full of tenderness and comfort: "It's really not your fault. You said that you left first with the people from the death squad, that means, At that time, you were ready to sacrifice at any time. You even told them that they were not allowed to act without authorization. You had done everything you could. You just didn't expect that your mission was successful, but the friends you care about... But the comrades left forever because they didn't listen to you, right?"

Jiang Duo looked at the distressed look in Mingzhu's eyes. He didn't want his emotions to affect her too much, but... whenever he thought of the many things that happened at that time and later, Jiang Duo felt pain in his heart.

"Actually, I understand all the principles, but I just couldn't get over the hurdle in my heart. Later, even after going through repeated psychological construction, I still couldn't face it all."

"I don't have the courage to step into the camp where I used to work with them, I don't have the courage to walk into the office where I'm the only one left, I don't have the courage to look at the basketball court where we once sweated together, I don't even have the courage... to face their... family."

"Zhuzhu," Jiang Duo's heart was so depressed that he felt like he was standing on a cliff. As long as he took one more step forward, he would be in danger: "I have no choice but to carry so many lives and fly forward alone. That’s why…I escaped here, like a coward, not daring to tell anyone the secret in my heart.”

"You are not a coward," Mingzhu said with a serious face, holding his face with both hands and rubbing it gently, "Jiang Duo, you are a hero. You have completed the tasks assigned to you outstandingly. Yu Jiaguo, you have a clear conscience. , You have not betrayed your trust towards your friends. What you are sad, reluctant and afraid to face is just the death of your beloved friend and comrade-in-arms, but this just proves that you are a kind and righteous person."

She lowered her hands and hugged him. Her gentle voice was enough to soothe people's hearts: "What happened in the past has already happened and can't be changed. It's your best friends who are leaving. Even if I advise you to let go, you may not be able to change it for the rest of your life." You can't do it. In this case, don't let it go. They are also part of your past. It's not a bad thing to keep them in your heart and miss them all the time. I will remember them with you forever."

Jiang Duo was stunned for a moment.

After the incident, some people praised his contribution; some held him and cried heartbreakingly and asked why their child did not come back alive; some also grabbed his collar and asked why he was the only one who did not die.

In order to silence the various voices, family members are unable to stand beside themselves and speak up for themselves.

He could only face the unprecedented war and chaos alone. During that time, he felt that his life had been turned upside down.

Later, the review was completed, and all survivors proved that his original command was not wrong.

Everything is getting better, and everyone around him is urging him to let go of the past and start over, only Zhuzhu.

She actually said... They are also a part of her life and there is no need to let them go.

Jiang Duo hugged her into his arms again, and gently rubbed his chin on the top of her head, as if... a strong big cat was rubbing against its owner, seeking a sense of security.

Mingzhu felt that his state was obviously much more relaxed. She smiled and put her forehead against his heart, and began to slowly divert his attention: "Speaking of which, I have to be grateful to Ning Shuang. If it wasn't because she was so angry that she deliberately Come and provoke me, I still can't know the secret you hide in your heart, do you feel better now if you tell me?"

Jiang Duo nodded, everything he had was laid out, and Mingzhu didn't mind his blood-stained past. He was indeed...heaving a sigh of relief.

How lucky he was to be able to meet such a...salvation in this life.

His little girl has already brightened up his life.

Mingzhu looked up at her: "So now, is there really no secret between us anymore?"

Jiang Duo nodded, but then he thought of something and his body suddenly tightened.

No, he... also concealed something.

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