I said a lot of things from my heart. Sometimes men are quite fragile. Not everyone is as strong as they look on the outside. There are some things that you cannot say to your significant other.

Needing someone to talk to: "Actually, I'm quite scared to death. It's like a knife hanging above my head. I don't know when it will suddenly fall. I have no chance to defend myself.

During those years abroad, I was never afraid. When I came back, my comfortable life had been too long. I was afraid of this, afraid of that, afraid of losing everything, and afraid that my lover would be sad. Only then did I realize that I am not indestructible. "

Cao Ankang said: "Live your life well. There must be a road for cars to reach the mountain, and for boats to reach the bridge. I believe you can overcome this hurdle, and we will accompany you over it."

Cao Heng said: "Actually, I shouldn't have any regrets. I have earned enough to survive until now. I have enough and have enjoyed enough, so I shouldn't be dissatisfied.

In this life, I have experienced a life that others have never experienced, and I have lived a life that many people dare not think about. I have a few shortcomings, but not too many. Overall, it is satisfactory enough. I have lived a wonderful enough life, and I have reached the peak of my life. "

There were snores one after another in the room, and the brothers and sisters fell asleep in various shapes.

There were only Cao Heng and Cao Ankang, sitting and chatting in low voices. From five o'clock in the afternoon until ten o'clock in the evening, the drunk man woke up, Cao Heng paid the bill and called a driver to go home.

It was lively when everyone was together, but suddenly he felt extremely lonely when he was alone. Cao Heng lowered his head and walked quickly to the elevator, wanting to see his wife immediately.

Jiang Meng left a light on for her husband in the bedroom. She wanted to call him several times to ask him to come back to sleep, but finally gave up the idea. They hadn't seen each other for ten years, and they must have endless things to say. He was her husband and someone else's brother.

I can't be a selfish person, I can't let him go out, don't let him see people: "Huh... let you go out, I won't know how to go home if I don't call you, stinky man, he won't be home all day long. "

As soon as he finished speaking, the bedroom door was pushed open, and he smelled the pungent smell of alcohol in the distance. He opened his eyelids and took a glance, then closed his eyes and continued to pretend to sleep.

Cao Heng took his pajamas from the closet and went directly to the bathroom to wash up. The warm water poured on his body was indescribably comfortable. It was much more comfortable than cold water. In the past, cold water bathing was used all year round, regardless of spring, summer, autumn and winter.

After a simple and quick rinse, I dried my hair, turned off the lights and got into bed, hugging my wife from behind. She was indeed a lot thicker.

She doesn't dislike her, not at all. She won't dislike her after giving birth to a child, no matter whether she can recover or not. She doesn't want to become ugly. She is the one who committed the crime. Why should she dislike her? If she doesn't really love herself, why would she think about it? What a hardship it is to have a child!

Jiang Meng slowly turned over and leaned into his arms: "Hubby, are you back?"

Cao Heng rubbed her hair and said, "Stop pretending. If you go to bed so early if I don't go home, you probably will call me a scumbag at home."

Jiang Meng did not defend herself, but admitted: "It's good to know. Be more conscious in the future. Don't be so ignorant. You have to be called before you go home when you go out to play. I am an adult. I talk too much and I feel like an old mother." .”

Cao Heng kissed her forehead and said, "Mom, I'm not as young and beautiful as you. Go to bed early. I drank a lot today and I'm sleepy."

She slept surprisingly well after becoming pregnant. She would often be talking one second and fall asleep the next. Cao Heng stretched out his hand to cover her with the corner of the quilt.

Time, go slower, I haven't enjoyed life enough. Cao Heng is really afraid that one day in the future, he will be out of his control and completely leave this world.

Leaving his lover and children, he is no longer the hot-headed and desperate young man he once was. He has too many things and carries too many burdens.

I can't bear to let go, I still have attachment to the human world.

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The next day, Cao Heng woke up, exercised at home for an hour, had breakfast and sent his wife to the company. He called Ji Li out specifically and said, "I have been back home for such a long time and I stay with a group of girls every day. Have you ever met suitable."

Ji Li answered simply: "No."

Cao Heng said: "Where is the girl you helped last year? I heard that you pursued her."

Ji Li felt a little weird, why did Brother Heng suddenly care about personal life issues: "Don't listen to Lu Pingchuan's nonsense. He got back together with his ex-boyfriend, and we only met twice. There was no contact after that, and it never started. "

Cao Heng said the purpose: "I have a sister who is quite beautiful and a teacher. You two can meet in the evening. If you get along, you can continue. If you don't get along, just make friends."

I heard that rich people raise women outside their homes. In order not to let their wives know about it, they will arrange fake marriages. Damn it, Brother Heng wouldn’t play such a trick. My sister-in-law is very good to her brother. Is she going to help her or not?

Cao Henghu slapped the back of his head and said angrily: "Are you thinking that I am playing with women outside and asking you to have a fake marriage with her to trick your sister-in-law? I am serious. She grew up in the same orphanage as me. My sister is two years older than you."

Ji Li smiled shyly and said, "Hey...Brother, let me just say, you are not that kind of person. You are definitely a [-]% good man."

Cao Heng sighed and said: "You are all people I know and know each other well. You are together. I can rest assured that you are more stable and don't spread seeds everywhere like Xiaochuan."

Ji Li scratched his head in embarrassment and said: "He has stopped being playful recently. He doesn't go out to play after get off work. He is with Mr. Ji upstairs every day. They avoid suspicion in the company and sneak around after get off work. I have bumped into him several times. .”

Cao Heng said: "You are a good man, and you will be a good husband in the future. My sister sometimes does not have a good temper. Woman, occasionally it looks cute. You can really be together. If you're disabled, just get injured."

It’s not a principled fault. Who would lay a finger on her? It’s really inappropriate and at most she’ll get divorced. Your sister, who dares to touch her? Ji Li can’t refuse Brother Heng’s kindness: “Okay, when do you want to meet me? See you later, brother, please see what kind of clothes I wear."

Cao Heng looked at him intently. A few months after returning home, his wildness had faded away, and his skin had returned to its previous state. He was much whiter, with sharp eyebrows and starry eyes, red lips and white teeth. He was a handsome guy, wearing casual clothes, without losing his youth.

She patted him on the shoulder and said, "You're pretty good at this. I'll go to the company first and we'll go there together after get off work."

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