Marriage in crisis

The moment he was getting closer to me, I suddenly pushed him away, turned around, opened the door, and escaped quickly.

I can seem to hear the sound of my heart beating like a drum!

this is too...

I felt that my legs were constantly moving at this time. This kind of escape, I don’t know why, actually made me a little annoyed. Why did I push him away just now?

Is it because of his unfamiliar face, or because he suddenly expressed his love too quickly, or because he has an indelible complaint against him, or because he is still worried about him leaving without saying goodbye...

I don’t know, anyway, I felt an inexplicable and powerless emotion at this time. I even wanted to run back again without looking back, throw myself into his arms, and vent my emotions that I had been holding back for a long time.

If he hadn't left without saying goodbye, without leaving a word, how could I have ended up in the situation I am in today?

Even if he gave me a word of hope at that time, I would not transfer my love! You know, my heart was filled with him at that time. He suddenly suspended school and then disappeared without a trace. I was so desperate at that time.

My heart and eyes were filled with one person, but suddenly it was emptied out. This person could not be found anywhere, and he disappeared out of thin air. Only I knew how painful I was.

If I hadn't been naive and wanted to take revenge on him, why would I have arrested Deng Jiazhe, who was the back-up?

At that time, I foolishly thought, wouldn’t you let me get close to Deng Jiazhe? Didn't you say that he is not my type? Didn't you say that this man is unreliable? I wanted to get close to him and show this man, and I felt that Deng Jiazhe's handsome appearance was a declaration of war against him. I thought that if I did this, he would definitely come back.

But it’s been 12 years since he left, and he just disappeared out of thin air.

I laughed and choked, but now I think about it carefully, can I blame him for this?

Even though he left without saying goodbye, his departure was strange. But he didn't mean to reject me at that time, nor did he clearly say that he didn't love me. It's not all my fault, I blame myself for being too willful, wanting to find comfort in Deng Jiazhe, and falling in love with someone else.

That kind of annoyance tortured me from the moment I saw him again, especially because of his unfamiliar face and the bracelet I gave him that he would never take off.

This makes me no longer qualified to blame him!

What's more, he has an extraordinary secret identity.

Is this really my life? It is said that a gentleman does not fight for his life, but am I a gentleman?

I am so blind that I would fall in love with Deng Jiazhe, a bad wolf in human skin. What’s the difference between me and her other slutty women?

It was nothing more than an extra piece of legitimate paper, but the price I paid for this piece of paper was too high.

Without my Rewa, the price would be more than high. I am afraid I would be no different from Wu Xiaotong.

But what's even scarier is that I have three smart and lovely children.

My whole body was in chaos, as if my soul had been sucked away, so much so that I almost bumped into Chi Xi, who came out to look for me. I didn't even see Chi Xi. She grabbed me and called out, "Miss, What’s wrong with you?"

I looked at her blankly, my eyes distracted.

She shook my arm, and I tried hard to concentrate my thoughts and separate myself from the complicated thoughts. My eyes stared together and looked at Chi Xi's anxious face.

She looked at me anxiously, "Miss, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"

Only then did I see her face clearly. I quickly shook my head and said quietly, "No,...I...I'm fine. Where were you just now?"

She leaned over and whispered a few words into my ear, and I widened my eyes, "Really?"

Chi Xi nodded firmly, "Yes, you must pay attention!"

"Okay!" I clenched my fists, gritted my teeth and walked inside, "Let's go in!"

I returned to the hall, collected all my emotions, and scanned the entire hall carefully, but I didn't find Deng Jiafeng.

I was wondering, did he not come back?

Inexplicably, I had a strong premonition in my heart that this rainy night would not be peaceful. My heart felt a little painful.