Marriage in crisis

After all, we didn't have much contact before Song Li came in, but it was definitely harmonious and we were still considered "friends".

The most important point is that she hasn't had the chance to 'harm' or 'use' me.

Although I knew from the beginning that she approached me with a purpose, I was suppressed before she could achieve her goal.

Plans really don’t change as fast as they should!

So, on the surface we have no conflict.

Song Li in front of him, her appearance has not changed much, it is true that she is not as glamorous as she was outside. But Song Li in front of him, without makeup, has added a bit of intellectuality and a hint of indifference.

I didn't realize at all that she was the female gangster who could cooperate with overseas and make all the decisions.

But, I have to say, this is the most terrifying thing.

The more indifferent she appears, the more it shows how cunning she is.

"I didn't expect that you would come to see me! This shows that, Danny, you have a lot of background. It turns out that I was right!" After rubbing his wrist, Song Li looked at me, put his hands on the table, and patted the table alternately, looking very leisurely and contented.

It seemed that she was not imprisoned, but was too comfortable and could see people she did not dislike in her free time.

"Yeah! Actually, I had the urge to look at you some time ago, but I couldn't because I couldn't break the rules." I also tried my best to relax myself and look less nervous, in sync with her.

"I think this time, it's not you who wanted to come and see me?" Song Li said bluntly.

I looked at her and said, "The subjective date arrangement is not something I can decide, but I am willing to come to see you."

There was a hint of admiration in Song Li's eyes because I did not deny it.

"I didn't expect to see that you were in such good shape!" I said truthfully.

"What else? Be gloomy and depressed, or just give up? What's the point? It can't change the fact. You can live your life anywhere. It's good here. I can be quiet and don't have to think about everything. I don't have to rack my brains to think about who to entertain or what to do next... I can read books quietly, eat on time and sleep on time. It's good!"

She seemed calm and composed.

I looked at her with a smile, "But this is not a vacation after all. It's not a leisurely and relaxing vacation where you can do whatever you want! The most unacceptable thing here is that you can't do whatever you want.

Don't you feel regretful if you spend the rest of your life here? After all... this is not the free world outside. You can see all the changes that happen in the world first, the rapid development of the times, and even the change of seasons!

And everything you love is out of control, even if it is within your reach, you have lost control of it!"

What I said was actually quite hurtful, and every word was heartbreaking.

This is the biggest public enemy of these people who have lost their freedom.

Sure enough, Song Li glanced at me, and I clearly saw a hint of coldness in her eyes.

But then it disappeared completely, replaced by a smile.

He looked at me calmly and nonchalantly and said, "So what should we do? This is the risk and cost of choosing to do something."

"Do you regret it?" I looked at her and asked, "You have to pay the price with your freedom for the rest of your life. Do you regret it?"

I may seem to speak softly, but every word I say is sharp.

Because I know I have to take the initiative.

In fact, when I occasionally recalled this idea later, I found that my judgment was wrong.

Because Song Li was really calm and composed the moment he saw me.

Maybe she was not calm at all, but the time she was locked up was too quiet, monotonous, lonely, and full of endless pressure, making her like a trapped beast with nowhere to vent.

My sudden appearance gave her a brief excitement, a desire to talk, and a reasonable opportunity to look back on the past. She was nostalgic for the time when she and her "friends" would sit in a coffee shop until sunset.

Song Li looked at me, as if he was thinking seriously, then smiled at me very friendly, and then shook his head, "I won't regret it!"

"Why?" I asked.

"The winner becomes a king and the loser becomes a bandit! What I can admit is that I am not as skilled as others, so I failed! This cannot be explained by the word 'regret'!" Her tone was firm, without any regret at all.

That kind of indifference inexplicably made me feel a little bit of favor towards him.