Mr. Zhan, please stop being abusive, Miss Zhuang has been reborn.

It seemed that every time she was with him, Zhuang Mingyue could recall things countless times that she had obviously forgotten but could still remember.

At that time...how did she relieve the pain in her heart?

That is to let yourself get hurt, to use physical pain to offset the sadness in your heart.

Even if it is self-mutilation, there will be no feeling, only greater pleasure.

Zhuang Mingyue found scissors from the kitchen and made a cut on her forearm. For the first time, there was no bleeding, but her heart ached even more!

The second time I started bleeding...

The blood beads that emerged dripped into the pool, were smeared by the water, and flowed into the sewer.

The corners of Zhuang Mingyue's mouth also curved.

In the dark room, she smiled like a miserable female ghost.

the third time…

Because...the physical pain reduces the mental pain.

Watching the blood slowly dripping down, Zhuang Mingyue felt a sense of self-abuse satisfaction, and was also released with the blood flowing out.

Zhan Yan had seen her mutilate herself. When she was discovered, he didn't look at her with worry and sadness. Instead, he picked up the knife, grabbed her hand, and made another cut at the same position.

Deep visible bone.

Later, she fainted due to excessive blood loss.

When she woke up, she was locked up.

He said: She is crazy.

In fact, she is not crazy, she knows what she is doing.

She really wanted to tell him that she was just sick, and it might take a long, long time for her to slowly heal herself.

"what are you doing?"

Suddenly a cold voice sounded in the living room where the lights were not turned on. The next second, Zhan Yan turned on the lights.

The dazzling white light made her squint her eyes.

Zhan Yan strode over and snatched the scissors from her hand.

Zhuang Mingyue looked at him with a very indifferent look. This time he saw the worry and anger in Zhan Yan's eyes.

He grabbed her hand and stared at her with his dangerous eyes. The next second, he seemed to be angry at any time, "Do you really want to die?"

Zhuang Mingyue smiled and shed tears, "I just want to stop being in so much pain here." She pointed to her heart.

"I don't know what to do anymore! Zhanyan!"

"I always take good medicine and sleep well..."

"But I... feel really uncomfortable."

"I even wanted to tear my heart out, wondering if it would make me feel better."

"Do I look like a lunatic now? In fact, I am not. I know exactly what I am doing, but I can't control it."

"I'm not crazy about Zhan Yan, I'm just sick and don't know how to get better."

These words seemed to be spoken to him in the previous life.

Zhan Yan's heart trembled.

Zhuang Mingyue was suddenly hugged into a hug. The emotions in his heart had nowhere to vent. Zhuang Mingyue was still in the same position and bit him on the shoulder.

After a long while, Zhuang Mingyue felt that she suddenly became quiet.

There were still scissors dripping with blood in his hands.

Zhuang Mingyue was not the only one who was crazy.

Zhan Yan first performed simple wound treatment on Zhuang Mingyue. The wound was very shallow, and the scissors were sterilized every day, so there was no need for tetanus.

"Are you feeling better now?"

Zhuang Mingyue's skirt was stained with blood. Due to excessive blood loss, her face was visibly pale. She lowered her head and said nothing.

Zhan Yan pushed her hanging hair behind her ears and said, "I'll make breakfast for you. What do you want to eat?"

"You go."

"Then let's cook noodles." The only thing Zhan Yan is good at cooking is noodles.

They were also calm, as if nothing had happened.

Zhan Yan cooked a bowl of noodles with vegetables and shredded pork, and he served it to the table. He turned around and took another small bowl, which was for her.

Zhan Yan put some noodles into her bowl and poured some soup. Some of the soup flowed down the edge of the bowl and spread on the table, "Come and eat."

Zhuang Mingyue stopped and retracted his steps on the stairs. He was quickly pulled back to his position by the man. A pair of chopsticks were stuffed into his hand, but they were thrown down in front of him, and the bowl and chopsticks were also thrown away. After smashing it, all the soup noodles spilled on the ground, "Can't you see that I became like this because of you?"

"As long as you stay away from me, I won't think of the pain, let alone hurt myself."

"Let's go! I'm begging you!"

Zhan Yan was not angry, but patiently cleaned up the pieces. The hand that picked up the fragments also cut his finger. When he raised his head to look at her, Zhuang Mingyue stepped back in fear, as if Zhan Yan wanted to do something to her. .

"After eating, I'll leave."

Zhan Yan pushed his bowl in front of her. After sweeping away the trash, he left, went to the door, and smoked a cigarette.

six in the morning.

There is a smell of flowers and earth mixed in the air.

Xu Zekai leaned on the bed, looking sideways at the woman next to him as she picked up the clothes on the floor, and went to the bathroom in silence. At this time, an incoming call made him look away.

Xu Zekai picked it up and answered, "What? Something happened to Xiao Mingyue?"

He would only receive a call from this man when something happened to her.

Xu Zekai's beautiful and coquettish face had an evil curve at the corner of his mouth. He got out of bed, picked up his bathrobe and put it on. He stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and wanted to smoke a cigarette, then he remembered that he had been thrown away by that woman.

"Just tell me what's going on, I'm very busy."

"Find me the best psychologist."

Xu Zekai scratched his hair a few times, looked at the bright sunshine and said, "Even if you find a good psychotherapist, it will not help if the patient is unwilling to receive treatment."

"The treatment process is for the patient to talk about the pain in his heart, and then the psychotherapist will provide guidance and relief. This is a very long process. Whether it is good or bad all depends on Xiao Mingyue, but I want to show the banquet... you know ... She became like this, and everything happened because of you. If you want her to get better, why not help her and Jiang Yushu, maybe she can get better without medicine, and her heart disease will naturally be cured."

As soon as he finished speaking, the person on the other end of the line was hung up on.

Annoyed into anger?

Xu Zekai smiled happily. It seemed that this time, he was really in trouble.

interesting!

Pei Xinlan heard his call in the bathroom. After a long while of hesitation, she got dressed and walked out. Seeing that she was about to leave, Xu Zekai stepped forward and pulled her back.

He hugged her from behind and smelled the smell on her body. There was a smell she liked. He picked up a strand of her hair and put it between her nose and smelled it. "Sister-in-law...if you need it in the future, you can come to me at any time."

"Don't go too far. It won't happen again."

"You were the eldest brother who personally delivered it to my bed. My sister-in-law forgot?"

"Shut up! He won't do that."

"What's so good about me, brother? The lower half of your body is disabled, so how can I satisfy you in bed?"

"Haha, it seems that what outsiders say is right. You are just a bedbug. If you touch it, it will make people feel sick."

Pei Xinlan pushed him away, picked up her bag, and walked out of the hotel.