Mr. Zhan, please stop being abusive, Miss Zhuang has been reborn.

"No breathing."

Zhang Qing was relatively calm among the others and stepped forward to check Xu Sinian's situation.

He didn't know how much willpower Xu Sinian, a man who was paralyzed and could only move one finger, used to suffocate himself to death.

It can be said that in this way, I gave myself the last bit of dignity.

Hearing this, Pei Xinlan couldn't help covering her lips and crying.

"Send to the operating room for emergency treatment!"

Xu Zekai ordered sharply.

Hearing this, Zhang Qing's eyebrows furrowed: "Dr. Xu, the one who dies is the most important. He's already like this, so don't torture him any more."

Xu Zekai's hand hanging by his side was clenched tightly, and veins popped out on the back of his hand.

"I said send first aid! Get people ready immediately, start immediately!"

He said that without his permission, no one could take Xu Sinian's life from him!

Xu Sinian can’t do it himself!

After saying that, Xu Zekai turned around and strode away.

Looking at his left hand that was still in plaster, and then at Pei Xinlan who was crying uncontrollably, Zhang Qing shook his head and sighed.

Crazy, everyone is crazy.

"Doctor Zhang..." The nurse hesitated to ask for his opinion.

Zhang Qing waved his hand: "Do as he says."

If they don't try to rescue them, these two people will definitely not feel at ease.

"Miss Pei, my condolences."

When leaving the ward, Zhang Qing patted Pei Xinlan on the arm to comfort him.

The emergency room lights stayed on for a full hour.

Pei Xinlan just waited in the corridor, shivering all over.

The moment the door opened, she immediately stood up and went forward, expecting to hear the news that the operation went well like the previous times.

Zhang Qing looked at her and sighed, looking embarrassed.

"Miss Pei, go in and persuade Dr. Xu. Only you can persuade him."

Pei Xinlan's heart tightened, and for a moment, it felt as if her breath had been taken away, and she was about to suffocate in despair.

Seeing her look, Zhang Qing also couldn't bear it, but the person inside had to be invited out.

"Mr. Xu's current situation is a relief. Your obsession is too deep."

"Have you ever thought about how desperate Mr. Xu was before he chose to commit suicide? He should have expressed such a wish to you before, but you rejected it, right?"

When he told the truth, Pei Xinlan bit her lip, filled with regret.

"No healthy person can withstand the pressure of hemiplegia. The more people around you give, the more pain they will feel. Mr. Xu has seen your thoughts. He chose relief because he probably just doesn't want to see you doing anything for him anymore." Sacrificed."

Zhang Qing persuaded her earnestly.

"If you really love him, you should live a good life as he wants."

"Also, give him the last bit of dignity."

Pei Xinlan's tears couldn't stop flowing down her face. She felt completely hopeless and couldn't listen to anything.

Si Nian can't wake up, what should she do?

Without Xu Sinian in the world, what would be the meaning of her life.

Might as well...

"Wake up! Wake up! Xu Sinian! I won't allow you to die, how dare you! Wake up!"

Zhang Qing didn't close the door when he came out. Xu Zekai's roar came from the door, accompanied by a clanging sound of banging things.

"Ms. Pei, Dr. Xu's arm was injured, and his hands were shaking when he was rescuing him just now."

Zhang Qing frowned, anxious.

Mentioning the injury on Xu Zekai's arm, Pei Xinlan had some reaction.

"Doctor Xu!" came the nurse's exclamation from inside.

Zhang Qing took a deep look at Pei Xinlan, then turned around and walked in first.

"What's going on! Xu Zekai, are you crazy? I don't want my hand anymore!"

Pei Xinlan stood in the corridor and heard the chaos inside. From time to time, Xu Zekai's suppressed and angry roars could be heard, which later turned into desperate choked sobs.

She knew that Xu Sinian was completely hopeless.

The light in Pei Xinlan's eyes dimmed little by little, and she walked into the rescue room mechanically.

"Sinian..."

There was nothing else in her eyes but the lifeless Xu Sinian.

Is the person lying there really Si Nian? How could Si Nian be like this...

He obviously...

Pei Xinlan's vision became increasingly blurry. She stood there, her tears falling down like broken threads, and she raised her hand to wipe them randomly.

She couldn't cry. Si Nian didn't like her crying and couldn't let him see her.

Hearing the choking sounds echoing in the room, Pei Xinlan looked over numbly.

Xu Zekai was being held up by Zhang Qing and a male nurse, and he seemed to be going crazy.

Meeting her gaze, Xu Zekai's fierce struggle suddenly stopped, his eyes full of despair.

Xu Sinian's funeral was very simple.

Pei Xinlan took his two children and buried him quietly on a rainy day.

"Si Nian, wait for me, I will come to you soon."

As we were leaving the cemetery, the wind suddenly started blowing.

The white rose she placed in front of the tomb was carried by the wind, and the petals gently brushed across her face.

Pei Xinlan paused, and tears flowed down silently.

"Mom, are you crying?"

Yiyi looked up at her.

Pei Xinlan shook her head: "No, it's just... there's sand in my eyes."

Yiyi stared at her for a while.

Mom was obviously crying, why didn't she admit it?

"Yiyi, Nannan, do you like Uncle Xu?"

Pei Xinlan suppressed the guilt in her heart and asked their opinions.

The two children nodded vigorously: "I like it. Besides mom, I like Uncle Xu the most."

Pei Xinlan smiled: "That's good."

She didn't go back to the villa, but took a taxi directly to the hospital, hoping to talk to Xu Zekai.

"Doctor Xu has gone abroad."

Zhang Qing seemed to have known she was coming and was waiting in Xu Zekai's office.

Pei Xinlan was startled: "Going abroad?"

She frowned and looked around.

"I'm not in the mood to play hide-and-seek with you right now. You must know where Xu Zekai is."

Zhang Qing's face did not change.

"As I said, Dr. Xu went abroad. You saw the situation in the emergency room at that time. Dr. Xu's arm had a severe bone fracture. In order to save him, he held on for an hour. Afterwards, he became emotional and caused the injury. It’s getting worse. If I don’t go abroad for treatment, I won’t be able to use that hand again.”

Pei Xinlan did not dare to recall the scene of that day. Whenever she thought of it, her heart would twitch in pain.

Zhang Qingdao: "Dr. Xu has tried his best to treat Mr. Xu. There is nothing he can do for you anymore. If possible, you should let him go."

"I..." Pei Xinlan wanted to say something, but when her words came to her lips, she said, "Help me say I'm sorry to him."

Zhang Qing only felt sad for Xu Zekai: "I won't tell you anything. If you still have a chance, tell him yourself."

Pei Xinlan was silent.

"Wait a minute, before destroying this thing, I think you should take a look at it."

Seeing that she was about to leave, Zhang Qing stopped her, took out a document from Xu Zekai's drawer and handed it over.

Pei Xinlan took it in confusion. After seeing the name of the document and Xu Zekai's signature at the back, she was so shocked that she could not speak for a long time.