Why fear in the end of the world? Watch me roam the world

"Dingling...Dingling——"

"Ok?"

Feeling something was wrong, Qian Linwan opened his eyes and was stunned.

Um? Why am I still conscious? Am I not a zombie? Have I become a thoughtful zombie? She glanced around, why did this place look so familiar?

ah? ! Qian Linwan remembered that this was her colleague who had just returned to China and applied for a job in the company with her colleagues. The place she was in was the staff dormitory.

She is reborn! !

She was reborn after being transformed into a zombie! !

Rounding it all off, she’s not dead! ! !

"Am I dreaming?" Qian Linwan got out of bed with a pale face and glanced at himself in the dressing table mirror.

Young and beautiful, but with a weathered look on her face and scary eyes.

dong dong dong-

"Wanwan, are you up yet? Get ready to go to work." Zhou Yanran knocked on Qian Linwan's door. The two of them had been working together for the past two years, so they always woke each other up.

Qian Linwan didn't respond. She touched her face and said, "It's amazing."

"Hurry up and wash up. I have a document to pick up this morning and I have to leave early."

Qian Linwan saw the door being opened, and for a moment he wanted to pick up a stool and throw it at it.

Zhou Yanran looked at Qian Linwan who was frozen in place and felt that she was a little strange today. Was she asleep?

I don't know if it was an illusion, but I always felt that the person in front of me was a bit strange. "Don't be dazed. What time is it? I steamed the buns and eggs and heated them in the pot. You can take them yourself." She raised her hand and looked at what she had just collected. The message on his cell phone came, "I won't wait for you anymore. You can go to work today." He turned around and left in a hurry.

钱林晚沉默地看着出门的周嫣然，拿着床头的手机打开了屏幕，x007年3月2号07：30分。

She returned to the end of the world 5 years ago! The end of the world came on the night of December 012, 12, which was the same time as M Ya Wenming said, so she was particularly impressed. At that time, the eruption of the H-stone volcano led to strong geological movements, which led to the eruption of active volcanoes around the world to varying degrees. The end of the world.

She is now in G City. She was assigned to go on a business trip to the West City before the end of the world, and she narrowly escaped.

Fortunately, she had been doing farm work since she was a child and was in good physical condition. In the early days of the apocalypse, because this topic was so popular, she bought some defense supplies. With that little food, she passed by an abandoned air-raid shelter in the countryside and survived for a while.

Until the water source was contaminated, the survivors ran outside to look for supplies. It was discovered that a group of robbers had entered her cave, and she fought her way out despite being stabbed.

There was no tetanus shot, and she only had some anti-inflammatory drugs and iodine. She survived by relying on luck. Later, she shaved her head and pretended to be a man and lived for a long time.

At that time, her mental state was very poor, she suffered from mania, and had serious aggressive behavior. She would kill others when they robbed her, and she would also kill others when they found trouble. Because there was not much food, clean water, and no safe rest area, Qian Linwan suffered from severe insomnia during that period. Even if someone looked bad at her, she would rush over and kill her. She went crazy and always felt that someone wanted to harm her. Bian heard people discussing her and insulting her day and night, and felt that someone was always secretly monitoring and assassinating her. She was afraid every day and night, seeing who was the bad guy.

So she became a famous lunatic in the neighborhood.

At that time, she was mentally ill and would only wander around and attack others. She was covered in dirt, her skin was sore on her hands and feet, and her whole body smelled bad, as if she had an infectious disease. The survivors who passed by were all afraid of her, and they killed a madman in the back and took the medicine on him. , I ate for half a month just to sleep, and then I slowly realized my problem.

This state was not relieved until her first death. The so-called superpower problem is just an excuse she made for herself.

She is afraid of everyone and she wants to attack everyone.

When his thoughts returned, Qian Linwan calmed down for a while without eating anything. He hurriedly changed his clothes, took a bag and returned to the office according to his past memories.

She was very excited after being resurrected from the dead, and her whole body was very excited. The great joy of rebirth left her without any appetite. Now she just wanted to be on the rooftop and be Tarzan.

But at the same time, in the back of her mind, she was desperate and sad. It was hard to see that life would be bright and she would have to start over again, without love.

Ice and Fire.

When Zhou Yanran saw Qian Linwan sitting diagonally across from her, her expressions varied from happy and excited to sad and desperate.

sick?

Zhou Yanran walked to Qian Linwan with the documents and the work, "What's wrong with you? Sometimes I want to laugh and sometimes I want to cry." He touched her forehead and said, "Are you sick?"

The warm touch interrupted Qian Linwan's thoughts. She was so scared that she leaned back. When she saw everyone looking over, she immediately calmed down and said in a low voice, pretending to be pitiful, "I had a nightmare." , the nightmare was so real that I thought I was really dead. I was so sad at the time, but now I am so happy to be alive..."

"..."

Zhou Yanran ruffled her curly hair, picked up the document and said in her ear, "It's okay. Mr. Liu is not here today. You can take a rest."

"Yeah, yeah, yeah." Qian Linwan nodded heavily, but was interrupted by Zhou Yanran, and her state began to recover.

I started to think about whether I really had a dream or whether I was really reborn.

It wasn't until she leaned back and stretched that she discovered a necklace inside her collar.

!!!

She quickly lifted the collar of her dress and took a look, wc! ?

Isn't this the necklace Lin Xinxin often wears? I was just busy changing clothes for work and didn't pay attention at all. Why is her necklace here with me?

Then didn’t I really eat Lin Xinxin? Did you even eat the necklace and be reborn? !

vomit!

Thinking of this, Qian Linwan felt extremely nauseous, with goosebumps all over his body, his mouth began to be sour, and his stomach was throbbing.

She quickly ran to the bathroom, but she wanted to vomit in the toilet but couldn't. She felt uncomfortable all over. Her face was very pale, and the joy of surviving the disaster slowly dissipated.

Rebirth did not heal all her suffering and pain.

She broke down emotionally, closed the toilet seat, sat on it and began to cry silently.

She thinks eating people is disgusting, so why not let her be reborn in another world. Does it help that she knows all the disasters better than others? She still has to feel the malice of this world.

She still needs to be afraid, she is still helpless.

She has no sense of belonging in this world, and her loved ones have long since passed away. All that is left to her is the constant killing and fear, as well as her self-righteousness after gaining superpowers.

She deserved to be capsized in the sewer. Isn't it normal to die because her skills were inferior to others? Why is she alive?

Qian Linwan pulled off Lin Xinxin's necklace with force and held it tightly with both hands. She became angry as she held it. She tried to smash the pendant with her hands. She was hysterical inside and used all her strength to vent her tears while clenching her hands and shaking all over.

ah! Lin Xinxin, die! go to hell! go to hell!

Rebirth does not mean that the injuries in the past disappear, it will only continue to prove that you were inferior to others in your previous life.

Fortunately, in my previous life, I finally killed Lin Xinxin, even though it was in the most disgusting way.

Qian Linwan watched sadly as the nails of her hands were dug into the flesh, and the sharp corners of the pendant were dug into the flesh, and her hands were bleeding.

She feels sorry for her past self, and feels sorry for herself who failed to fulfill the promise she made to herself to live a good life.

She tried to gain peace by hurting herself, trying to vent her frustration through incompetent rage.

Trying to express his anger and unbearability by crushing this broken necklace like crushing Lin Xinxin.

She really wanted to kill Lin Xinxin!