After the flash marriage, my uncle pampered me every day

After hearing what Master Tai said, Gu Xinxin was really stunned.

In fact, she didn't know much about the old stories about Master Kongjing. She just heard that she wandered into this small mountain village alone and escaped into Buddhism after being prompted by the host of the nunnery.

But for some unknown reason, before her death, the abbot ordered her not to shave her hair but to practice spiritual practice with her hair.

"Xinxin, if you refuse to forgive them, it means you still care and haven't let go yet." There seemed to be slight ripples in Master Kongjing's still eyes, and she sighed softly.

Gu Xinxin is slightly aggressive in front of outsiders, but in front of Master Kongjing, she will put away her sharpness and is rarely soft and gentle.

"Master Tai, have you forgiven those who have hurt you now?"

There was a dark undertone in Master Kongjing's eyes, "I can't forgive you."

The strands of hair falling out from under the nun's hat are just like the grudges and grudges that cannot be let go of in the world of mortals, disturbing them one after another...

"Xinxin, actually I have a son, and I have always missed him."

Gu Xinxin was stunned. She was surprised. It was the first time she heard her master talk about having a son...

"Master Tai, how old is your son?"

Master Kongjing took a deep breath and sighed, "Calculating, he should be almost thirty years old this year. I wonder if he has a family. Is he living well now?"

Gu Xinxin frowned in confusion, "Master Tai, haven't you thought about going back to see your son?"

Master Kong Jing lowered his eyes quietly, "So what can I do? I don't want to see his father again!"

Gu Xinxin frowned and blinked, "Your former husband? Why don't you want to see that person who did something to hurt you? Domestic violence or..."

Probably because I haven't mentioned the past for a long time, "He never hit me, but he betrayed me countless times."

Having said this, Master Kongjing patted Gu Xinxin's shoulder meaningfully, "Xinxin, don't believe any man's sweet words. All men will pretend to be affectionate. Except..."

"What Master Tai said is a little too absolute. There are good men too, such as me."

Zhuo Zhiyan walked in from outside and interrupted Master Kongjing's words.

"Who is this?" Master Kongjing looked at Zhuo Zhiyan and asked.

"An acquaintance." Gu Xinxin glanced at Zhuo Zhiyan, with a hint of disgust in his eyes.

acquaintance? After knowing each other for so long, does this girl even hesitate to use the word "friend" to describe him?

Zhuo Zhiyan had a black line pulled down from his forehead. He smiled bitterly and introduced himself to Master Kongjing: "Hello, Master, I am a friend of Xinxin and I came to visit you with her. My surname is Zhuo. You can call me Xiaozhuo."

Master Kongjing looked at Zhuo Zhiyan, thoughtfully, then frowned and looked at Gu Xinxin, a little worried, "Xinxin, have you got a boyfriend?"

Gu Xinxin did not hide anything from the teacher, she nodded and said: "Well, I have a boyfriend, but it's not him. To be precise, Master, he is my boyfriend's friend, not mine."

Master Kongjing was silent for a while, his brows furrowed, and he spoke again, "Xinxin, your boyfriend didn't accompany you, but he asked his friend to accompany you here?"

Gu Xinxin shook her head, "No, Mr. Zhuo and I met here by chance. He wanted to come with us to worship the Bodhisattva in the nunnery."

Master Kongjing looked at Zhuo Zhiyan again with a critical eye, and said seriously: "This donor, could you please step aside for a moment? I still have something to say to Xinxin alone."

Zhuo Zhiyan shrugged and smiled, "Okay, then I'll go to the side hall to pay my respects. I won't disturb you guys talking, and I'll come back to see Xinxin later."

As he said that, he glanced at Gu Xinxin before turning around and going out.

Gu Xinxin felt angry when she saw Zhuo Zhiyan's unserious look, and told him that this nunnery was not a place for him to smile.

"Xinxin, what kind of person is your boyfriend?"

After Zhuo Zhiyan went out, Master Kongjing, who had always been calm, suddenly grabbed Gu Xixin's wrist, her eyes tightened, and there was deep worry in her eyes.

Gu Xinxin was stunned for a moment before replying: "He... is a little older than me, so he is a good person..."

"Is that man nice to you?"

"Well, it's pretty good."

Gu Xinxin answered vaguely. In recent days, she had re-examined her relationship and future with her uncle...

But she didn't want to say too much and make the teacher worry about herself.

Master Kongjing looked at Gu Xinxin's eyes for a long time, then raised her head and looked at the Buddha in the hall, "Back then, my husband was also very kind to me, which made me think that I was the happiest woman in the world. But now Not long after we got married, he started not coming home all night, and he didn't answer my calls. He became impatient with me, and we started quarreling constantly...

Later, I couldn't even see him a few times a year, and he spent the night outside with different women every day, many of whom gave birth to his children. "

Gu Xinxin frowned. Even a calm and intelligent person like Master Tai had ever encountered such a bad scumbag before?

"Master, you are suffering!"

Master Kongjing looked at Gu Xinxin with affection and said meaningfully: "Xinxin, when you get tired of someone, sometimes it only takes a second or just a word.

I used to be very troubled by what I had done wrong to make him so reluctant to see me.

Later I realized that there was no need for any reason, he was just tired of getting along with me, it was as common as getting tired of eating the same food.

There is no eternal love and affection in this world. "

Gu Xinxin thought of what happened to her biological father, Jiang Mingchong, and her mother.

At that time, Jiang Mingchong pursued and confessed to his mother vigorously. After he caught her, everything changed. Cheating, mistresses, and illegitimate children followed one after another...

Men may be like this. When they say they love, they are sincere, but when they don’t love, they also change as they say, right?

Is the master reminding her to be mentally prepared and not to be superstitious about love like she did back then and end up getting her heart broken?

Gu Xinxin was thinking about the meaning of the master's words, and Master Kongjing said meaningfully: "Xinxin, actually, I am not a qualified monk. I can't let go of many things in the world of mortals, so the former host Her old man asked me not to be ordained until I cut off my worries about the world of mortals.

And I have always been somewhat selfish towards you. "

Does the teacher have selfish motives for her? This was something Gu Xinxin had never thought about before. She was stunned, "Master, do you want me to do something for you?"

Master Kongjing was silent for a while before speaking again, "Actually, you already know that I once had a son, and he was my only concern in this world.

You have been different from other girls since you were a child. I like you very much, so I always hope that you can become a couple with my son when you grow up. "