[In those days, I lived in a state of confusion. I tried hard to mentally build myself up, treating myself as a pet without dignity and not letting my brain think too much.

But I will be sober, and I know that I am a human being.I want to be treated with the most basic respect and live with dignity.

So, from that moment on, I had the idea of ​​​​escape from him.

I told my mother about this, and she told me, "The Qin family is now in the spotlight, and they can help our Wei family get back on its feet. When our Wei family was in decline, Qin Mu was still willing to marry you. You should understand grateful."

I said, but I don't want to marry him at all.

My mother said again, "Silly boy, if you don't want to get married anymore, you should get married too. Now you are his wife who is being married by a matchmaker, and you are husband and wife. As the saying goes, if you marry a chicken, follow the chicken, if you marry a dog, follow the dog. If you marry Qin Mu, you will have to Follow Qin Mu, no matter how painful and difficult the days after marriage are, you can just endure it and it will be over."

My mother asked me to endure it and get over it.

I also tried to endure it.

But this endurance is not a matter of violence once or twice, but countless times.

I still remember a time when I wasn't very enthusiastic in bed because I wasn't feeling well.Qin Mu felt that I was distracted and must be thinking about other men.

So he took a knife and made several cuts on my legs, which tortured me for a whole day and night.

That time I almost lost my life at his hands.

I also want to be obedient and endure it, but how can I endure this kind of day that makes me physically and mentally exhausted?

After that incident, I started planning to escape from him.

I thought that through my efforts, I should be able to escape from him successfully.

To escape from Qin Mu, I must leave cleanly, so I always take birth control pills afterwards and never allow myself to be pregnant with his child.

But as time goes by, there will always be mistakes. Just once, just once, I didn't take birth control pills and I got pregnant.

The child I conceived after taking various medicines was definitely not healthy. I didn’t want the child to come into this world and suffer, so I looked for opportunities every day to abort my child.

I have looked for countless opportunities, but no one is willing to help me. Everyone thinks that we are a couple and they quarrel at the end of the bed.

Everyone advised me and Qin Mu to live a good life, but I really couldn't live with him anymore. Every minute and every second I spent with him was torture for me.

I don’t know who made the rule that we can only persuade people to make peace but not leave.

In desperation, I put my hope in you, whom I just met not long ago.

I asked you to go to the hot springs. I knew Qin Mu and the others would come, so I made such a big show while you were all there.

I think I'm in such a miserable state. Someone among you should be able to help me and take me away from Qin Mu so that I can breathe for a while.

opportunities for interest.

I guessed right, it was you who saved me.

You brought me to Xiangjiang to help me relax, but I ran away at this time. As a result, Qin Mu couldn't find me and blamed all the mistakes on you.

He didn't know that it was because of what he did that I wanted to escape from that suffocating place.He doesn't know that I actually used you to escape.

Si Lian, I'm sorry!

Unbeknownst to you, I took advantage of your compassion. 】

Seeing this, Si Lian was already distressed and burst into tears. It was as if she could personally feel how suffocating and desperate Qi Lan was.

"Qilan, don't say you're sorry! I helped you voluntarily. I only regret that I was influenced by the outside world and didn't help you to the end. Otherwise, you wouldn't..."

Zhan Nanye hurriedly hugged Si Lian and said, "Si Lian, please calm down first and we'll see later."

But Si Lian insisted on reading the letter Weilan wrote to her, "I have to read it now. Maybe Weilan wants me to help her with something else. I won't ignore her no matter what this time."

Si Lian insisted, and Zhan Nanye let her go. He just stayed with her silently, wiping her tears from time to time.

Azure's letter continued.

[Later, in Nice, France, when I found out that Qin Mu had found me so quickly, I felt desperate. I thought it would be better to die and be done with it.

But I shouldn't have died at that time. I was saved by Mr. Zhan who came to find you.

Your boss Zhan asked me why I wanted to die?

I said, who would seek death if they could live?

As long as I'm alive, there is infinite hope, but I can't see the future.

As long as I am captured by Qin Mu, I can only continue to live a life without dignity and darkness.

If I continue to live without dignity, I might as well die.

But I think life is very precious. You only have one life and it will never come back again.

My strong will to survive made me open my mouth to beg your boss.

I begged him to save me. I knew he had the ability to help me get rid of Qin Mu completely, so I begged him to help me escape from Qin Mu and to give me a chance to live.

Maybe because he saw your face, he agreed to help me.

I know that your Mr. Zhan and Qin Mu are good friends. I'm afraid that he will turn around and tell Qin Mu my whereabouts.

At that time, in order to escape, I did something unethical. I said that he would tell Qin Mu my whereabouts, and then you would die a good death.

I know your family always cares about you, so I took advantage of him.

Because Mr. Zhan of your family cares about you enough, and probably because he promised me, no matter what Qin Mu did to him later, he never revealed my whereabouts.

But I'm in Xiangjiang, and I know Qin Mu is looking for trouble for you again and again...

I knew that if I returned to Qin Mu, I would only die. After thinking about it again, I decided to come back.

Because you helped me, I can't selfishly hide behind and let you bear everything for me.

Si Lian, if there is an afterlife, I hope I will not meet Qin Mu again. I hope I can meet you again and be a good friend with you for life.

Finally, I want to say thank you!

Only you, because Qin Mu and I are husband and wife, don't think that the things between us are between husband and wife, and it's not easy for outsiders to interfere. There is no reason to refuse to help me.

It's you who gave me warmth, it's you who gave me the hope of life.

Even if the time is short, my trip to this world is not in vain. 】

Just after reading Wei Lan's electronic letter, Si Lian heard someone shouting, "Fire! Fire!"

"It seems that there is a fire where Qin Mu and Wei Lan are. Si Lian, please call the fire alarm immediately and I'll go check on the situation." After finishing his words, Zhan Nanye rushed into the courtyard.

"Hang Chuan, be careful!" Si Lian followed without impulse. He called the fire alarm first and then entered the hospital to help after confirming that it was safe.

When Si Lian rushed to the fire area, Zhan Nanye and his bodyguards were holding on to the frantic Qin Mu, who could hardly hold him back.

Qin Mu rushed into the hospital as if going crazy, "Let me go, Wei Lan is still inside, I'm going to save Wei Lan..."

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