urban security

I was originally planning to meet my girlfriend, but if I told my colleagues the truth, they probably wouldn't mind it too much, at most they would just joke around or ask for candy. But when I said I hadn't even started dating them, they seemed a little unhappy.

It seems that it is better for people to keep some privacy between each other! As for that person and her... I didn't return to these familiar times until later after leaving the factory gate. However, there is a figure that always lingers in my mind and I can't forget it. I always want to come back here to meet him, and imagine all the beautiful scenes that we can be together.

This strong yearning became more and more intense, making it difficult for me to fall asleep every night. So I started trying various methods to help myself fall asleep, such as counting sheep, listening to soft music, taking deep breaths, etc., but none of them seemed to work. I tried every trick, but I still tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.

If I wasn't extremely tired, how could I fall asleep so easily? I'm afraid I'll have to stay awake until dawn and sleep all night. You know, there are busy work waiting for me to complete during the day, or heavy academic tasks that I need to deal with. If I fall asleep on the job or at work, and others notice it, the consequences are really unimaginable.

By then, we will be in an extremely awkward and embarrassing situation. Not only will we have to endure accusations and complaints from all sides, but even our hearts will be filled with unspeakable shame and self-blame. Such a situation makes people feel extremely embarrassed, and they don’t even know how to explain to others or defend themselves.

Life continues as usual, and every day is the same, which seems a bit boring. For this security job, I have long been accustomed to the routine: closing the door, opening the door, registering information, and occasionally conducting security checks and patrols to prevent theft of property, etc. Although these tasks seem simple, they require constant vigilance and cannot be relaxed at all. Repeating these tasks day after day can indeed make people feel bored and exhausted.

However, this is part of real life, no matter how ordinary, we must take it seriously and do our best to complete each task. However, at this moment, I still miss the beautiful woman standing outside the station, and the good time we spent together last night, especially the exciting date scene. At that time, I really wished I could spend more time with her, so I was thinking about when to ask her out again.

When I finally found a suitable opportunity to invite her, I didn't expect that she would use various personal reasons to shirk. Faced with this situation, I felt very confused and puzzled, because I couldn't figure out the reason at all, but I was embarrassed to ask too much. This inexplicable rejection made me feel more and more uneasy.

After many inquiries, she finally told me the truth: her ex-boyfriend had failed in a blind date before, and now he has returned to her, and they have reconciled, so they can no longer meet me. Hearing this news, although I felt a little disappointed and my heart was already turbulent, I still tried to force a smile and said to her calmly:

"That's great!" After all, love is something that cannot be forced. Since she has already decided on her own destiny, I have no other choice but to respect and bless her. I hope you can walk through the long years together and grow old together... Halfway through my words, I suddenly choked up, as if there was a stone stuck in my throat, and I couldn't make a sound.

At this time, the other party said "thank you". These two words were like a sharp sword, piercing my heart, and my mood instantly plummeted to the bottom. It was as if something important had slipped away from me and could never be found again. Although the elevator girl still existed, she seemed to have never contacted me actively. And when I tried to contact her, there was always no news. In an instant, a feeling of abandonment surged in my heart, making me feel extremely panicked.

However, when I calmed down, I realized that I couldn't sink into despair. Life must go on, and the road ahead is still long. They are all passers-by in my life, but I wishfully regard them as my support. Now think about it, what really makes me feel at ease is the stable job, right? As for the elevator girl, maybe everything is just a passing cloud. Maybe it's because it's really not convenient for me to go there, and that position seems to have some shortcomings.

After all, this kind of position where I have to face my wife and entertain guests is really inconvenient. However, what can I do even if I go? If the other party does not reply to the message, there must be something wrong. After thinking about it, I still can't get the truth. Asking clearly is useless. After all, I can't win back his heart. In this way, everything loses its meaning. As a person like me who has experienced countless boring things, I can only accept the reality silently and continue to live a dull and impetuous life.

The station near the gate was empty, and I went up and down alone, coming and going, feeling extremely melancholy. I had met handsome men, gentle and considerate girls, and even some very creative women, but since that cousin and I parted ways, I no longer had any interest in these things.

Until one day, I suddenly received a message on QQ from a fellow villager I knew before. We had chatted before, and she told me that she was in Dongguan and her husband was doing big business there. But later she boasted too much, so I didn't contact her again. This time she took the initiative to chat with me and said that she could introduce me to Zhejiang, not only to help me introduce friends, but also to provide job opportunities.

Hearing this, I couldn't help but be moved... There is such a good thing? I really can't wait to take what he said as the truth! I thought about it day and night, looking forward to working for him and meeting his girlfriend. From then on, I was absent-minded and couldn't concentrate on work. My mind was full of longing for a better life in the future.

So I mustered up the courage to walk up to the security captain and solemnly asked him to resign. He turned his head slightly, looked at me meaningfully, and whispered, "Why don't you say hello to Mr. L first and explain the situation? After all, this is more appropriate."

The captain seemed to see through my hesitation and added: "Of course, if you feel it is difficult to speak up, it might be a good idea to talk to Mr. L in person." Faced with these two suggestions, I thought for a moment and decided that it would be more appropriate to ask the captain to convey the message, so I answered sincerely: "Then please help convey it. Thank you very much!"

Time passed quietly, and after a while, my female fellow villager suddenly called me, her tone full of excitement: "Hey, I have good news to tell you, you succeeded!" I was so excited that I almost jumped up, and quickly replied: "Yes! That's great!" Then he continued: "Then you just keep working for another month, and then you can officially resign and leave this place." Hearing this news, my heart was instantly filled with joy and excitement.

At this time, a boy came over and said that he wanted to quit his job and find a girlfriend. He said excitedly: "After we played cards together that day, we slept together naturally... Hehehe!" When he said this, a happy smile appeared on his face, and then he sighed: "Now I really want to quit this job!"

I don't know why, but when I heard him describe this experience vividly, I couldn't help but feel a ripple in my heart, and even an inexplicable itch. This feeling was like being pulled by an invisible force, causing my originally firm heart to begin to waver. Gradually, I even had the idea of ​​resigning.

Not only that, the female netizen had mentioned that she would introduce me to some other netizens and invited me to a party. In addition, Kong Ge had already discussed the details with me. All these things were intertwined like a thread, making me more and more determined that resigning was undoubtedly the best choice at this moment. Therefore, I resolutely made up my mind and prepared to embark on a new journey of life.

From then on, I began to look forward to working at the place where my girlfriend worked. After all, the salary there was better. In fact, my heart had already flown to that place, as if I was already in that new job. Not only that, my friend even gave me the girl's contact information, but for some reason, even though I had the number in my hand, I never had the courage to call it. Maybe it was because I felt pity and love for her and didn't dare to disturb her easily.