The true and false lady's heart is waiting for the lady

Mo Qiyuan lowered his head and looked at the meat in the bowl, feeling a little disappointed and stunned for a moment.

Pick up the piece of meat and taste it slowly.

During this meal, no one spoke.

It's very quiet, everyone's expression is different.

Wei Shengci looked around the two people, feeling anxious.

After finishing the meal, Wei Shengci accompanied Mr. Bai to eat in the garden, and Uncle Yu Mo also went out.

Bai Ruofeng returns to the courtyard to accompany Yu Xiaoxiao.

The entire front room was reserved for the two of them.

Yu Yaoyao sat aside with cold eyes.

Mo Qiyuan walked up to Yu Yaoyao, lowered his head and admitted his mistake, "Yao Yao, it's my fault, I'm sorry."

Mo Qiyuan apologized. Although Yu Yaoyao didn't look at him, she couldn't help but feel sad in her heart, and her eyes were starting to get sour.

Mo Qiyuan said again: "These days, I know that my actions have hurt you. I didn't mean it, please give me another chance, okay?"

This time, Yu Yaoyao was not soft-hearted.

Trying not to feel uncomfortable, Yaoyao looked up at Mo Qiyuan and said, "You are not wrong. We are not suitable. Being together is just torturing each other. It is better for us to separate."

"Yao Yao, it's not like this." Mo Qiyuan suddenly panicked, squatted down and held Yu Yaoyao's hands tightly, looked at her with sincere eyes, and said: "Yao Yao. I...I these days, I didn’t avoid you on purpose. I swear I will be with you from now on. It’s because I have too many friends around me and I don’t take your feelings into account when I do things. I am ashamed of you to bear so many cynicisms by myself."

Yu Yaoyao looked at Mo Qiyuan.

He was such a proud person, but he bowed to himself twice.

Although Yu Yaoyao realizes that it is not all Mo Qiyuan's fault, most of the fault may be caused by herself.

"Mo Qiyuan, maybe it's not your fault, but my heart. This shows that we are not suitable at all, and being together will only hurt each other."

Things that have been decided will not change.

Mo Qiyuan looked up and saw the indifference in Yu Yaoyao's eyes, and his heart skipped a beat.

He had a hunch in his heart that Yaoyao was serious. For some reason, at this moment, he suddenly became nervous and scared.

"Yao Yao!" Mo Qiyuan called her softly. "Mo Qiyuan, after this period of time passes, I will join the Qingfeng sect. I don't plan to take the imperial examination and join the army. My father is right. Except for my sister, the people of the Yu family are no longer suitable to serve in the court. Officer. I don't blame you. It was my fault this time, but it was also the awkwardness between us this time that made me think clearly that we are not suitable at all. I'm sorry." When she said these words, Yu Yaoyao's heart ached. , but we need to make it clear in the end.

Mo Qiyuan couldn't believe it and asked, "Why? Is it just because of this that you plan to give up our marriage?"

He couldn't believe that Yu Yaoyao was really planning to give up.

He grabbed Yu Yaoyao in fear and asked again: "Is there anything else I did wrong? Tell me, I, Mo Qiyuan, will definitely change, okay?"

Yu Yaoyao was very calm. When she wanted to break away from him, she asked, "Is it because of the child?" She was stunned and did not dare to look at Mo Qiyuan.

Mo Qiyuan also saw that she had begun to have a grudge in her heart because of that time when he proposed not having children.

Looking back.

They had never slept together since their last quarrel and reconciliation.

But Yu Yaoyao didn't know why Mo Qiyuan didn't live with her.

Mo Qiyuan didn't take her emotions into consideration, he just felt that he didn't want to hurt her.

"It's not like that, Yaoyao! It's not that I don't want children, it's because it's so painful to see senior sister giving birth! I don't want you to take that risk for me." Mo Qiyuan explained hurriedly, "It's because you don't like me. You don’t want me to give birth to a child for you. Now you don’t want to divorce because you are forced by the situation. You dislike me for being dull and uninteresting. I understand all this and I will not embarrass you. "

Mo Qiyuan was interrupted and looked at what Yu Yaoyao said. He shook his head and looked at her with a confused look.

"I don't dislike you, that's because...because...!"

"Because of what?"

Mo Qiyuan couldn't speak. When he looked at Yu Yaoyao, his mouth suddenly couldn't open.

Yu Yaoyao thought that he just disliked her.

"It's because your body is allergic to me! So I was afraid of hurting you. That's why I didn't dare to sleep with you after I came back from your husband's place."

Mo Qiyuan forced himself to explain. He spoke quickly and in a low voice.

But Yu Yaoyao could just hear it.

"What do you mean?" Yu Yaoyao asked doubtfully.

Mo Qiyuan looked embarrassed and explained again: "Do you still remember that you had a fever and cold after our wedding night?"

"Remember?" Yu Yaoyao couldn't help but blush when she thought of that night, "Isn't it because of catching a cold and the cold air entering the body?"

Mo Qiyuan raised his head and said, "But after you recovered, when I took you to your husband's place, it was the second time we had sex. But when you woke up the next day, you started to feel uncomfortable."

Looking back on it, Yu Yaoyao found that this was indeed the case.

The two times I felt unwell were both after I was with him and performed the conjugal ceremony.

"The doctor said that your body may be allergic to me. That's why I...I dare not share the same room with you and sleep separately because I am afraid that I will lose control and hurt you again."

Mo Qiyuan didn't want to tell Yu Yaoyao this fact.

But she insisted that he was unwilling to have a child with her and disliked her in her heart.

However, he has none of this.

How could two people not have any feelings for each other after being together for so long?

Even if he doesn't love Yu Yaoyao, they are husband and wife after all. After spending time together, he began to be attracted to such a cute girl like Yu Yaoyao.

Especially in front of those close to her, she is lively and cute.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know that I should cause you such trouble. But I really don't want you to feel that I can't give you the happiness you want after knowing it."

The reason why Mo Qiyuan didn't dare to say anything was because he was afraid that Yu Yaoyao would be under psychological pressure if she found out.

After Yu Yaoyao learned the truth.

My brain feels like it's shutting down.

Looking at Mo Qiyuan, he was so shocked that he couldn't speak.

"Ever...allergic?" Yu Yaoyao found it hard to accept, "I...!" Pointing to herself and looking at Mo Qiyuan.

He stood up all of a sudden.

"Yao Yao!"

It was so violent that Yu Yaoyao felt her eyes were a little dark and her body began to shake.

The next second, Mo Qiyuan was holding the unconscious Yu Yaoyao.

When I woke up again, it was evening.

Mo Qiyuan changed into regular clothes and sat beside the bed.

He wiped Yu Yaoyao's face and hands and took good care of her.

Yu Yaoyao looked at Mo Qiyuan and couldn't help but feel extremely guilty.

The tears in his eyes could not be suppressed.

"Are you awake?" Mo Qiyuan Yu Yaoyao woke up and greeted him overjoyed, "I know you don't want to come back. The situation is urgent. You suddenly fainted, so I ignored you and took you back to the house. I asked the imperial doctor to help you." Diagnose your pulse. It says you were frightened and fainted. Just take a rest."

He sat up from the bed and hugged Mo Qiyuan, "Why didn't you tell me earlier? I thought you disliked me and thought I...!"

She hugged Mo Qiyuan's neck, leaned into his arms, and cried loudly.

In the end, these days, she has always been willful.

Mo Qiyuan patted her back gently and comforted softly: "How could I dislike it? I just... I just can't believe it, I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it."

These things are all matters between husband and wife.

But he didn't say anything because he hoped that she would be free from psychological pressure.

Furthermore, the two people are in the running-in period. If she were suddenly told that they could not have sex as husband and wife, she would definitely not want to believe it.

Yu Yaoyao cried sadly.

I am actually allergic to men, allergic to my beloved. Thinking about what to do in the future, and thinking that I had wronged him, I felt guilty and aggrieved.

"I'm sorry!" Yu Yaoyao kept apologizing.

Mo Qiyuan held her patiently and comforted her, "Don't cry anymore, don't cry anymore. It's all over!"

Until Yu Yaoyao was tired of crying and her tears dried up.

Only then did Mo Qiyuan release Yu Yaoyao from his arms, holding the silk handkerchief and lowering his head to wipe the tears from her eyes.

"What I did was wrong. I shouldn't have hidden anything from you. I won't hide anything from you in the future, and I'll tell you everything, okay!"

When Yu Yaoyao looked at such a gentle man, she almost lost him.

Another tear shed uncontrollably.