Reborn Fierce Wife: Young Marshal Slowly Coaxes Her

Yan Xin asked his wife: "Mom, do you regret marrying Abba?"

This was not something she asked out of the blue, but the lady talked about the past first.

Madam talked a lot to Yan Xin, all about the various pasts of the Jing family, and how the governor had no choice but to have two wives.

There was a bit of sadness in her words.

Yan Xin knew that she wanted to talk. Sometimes, I can’t say the words myself and have to be exposed by others.

Once you expose it and talk about it, you feel better.

So Yan Xin asked.

The lady was stunned for a while after hearing this question.

"Zhu Zhu'er, you are the second person to ask me this question." The lady smiled, "The first one was my mother-in-law."

On the night of Xifu's wedding, Madam suddenly vomited.

Her mother-in-law asked a doctor to check her pulse and found out she was pregnant.

At that time, the lady was lying quietly, and her mother-in-law was sitting by the bed, holding her hand and asking her in a low voice: "Ayun, do you regret it?"

The name of the governor's wife was Sheng Yun. She was born into a prominent family in Beicheng.

During the mutiny, someone rushed to her house and killed her.

Her mother had made arrangements in advance and asked two rude women and three trustworthy nurses to take her and her two-year-old brother away.

She and her brother had a lot of gold leaves sewn into their little coats. Escape to the south would be enough for their siblings to survive half their lives.

"Yuanshan is an old man, and my parents feel sorry for him. My father was killed, and my mother couldn't bear to be sad for a moment, so she let us escape first.

I have been raised in a boudoir since I was a child, and I will enter the palace and become a queen in the future. This is the arrangement of my family. I was also scared to escape suddenly.

There was no peace along the way. One of the two women died, and two of the nurses died. I pretended to be a young lady nursing a child, holding the distant mountains in my arms.

When we escaped to the ferry, the pursuers were right behind Shili Li. There were no usable ships at that time. The ferry was full of people, and some jumped into the Yellow River first. "said the lady.

Speaking of the past, the tone is heavy.

The wife told Yan Xin: "There is a big ship with dozens of young and strong men on it, loading cargo, and the leader is a young man.

At that time, someone nearby said: The ship is very big, it can easily hold [-] people, and they are all young men. Those with daughters should squeeze through quickly. "

Yan Xin listened quietly.

"Some people heard this and pushed forward, peeling off their daughters' tops and trying to get on the boat. The young officer asked his subordinates to use paddles and smash the heads of anyone who came close. Many people were beaten with bloody heads.

You know how critical it was. If I step back, I will be humiliated to death if I am caught by the rebels; if I step forward, I will see the turbulent and dangerous Yellow River.

At that time, your father, the young officer leading the charge, saw me in the crowd. He got off the boat and came over and asked me if I wanted to take the kids on the boat. "

Yan Xin was slightly surprised.

"...So, on the night of Xifu's wedding, I was pregnant and thought about it for a long time. Do I regret marrying him?

I do not regret. If it weren't for him, Yuan Shan and I would have died at the Yellow River ferry. When I was young, everyone told me I was beautiful.

Even if I die, I will not die happily because I am beautiful. "The lady said, sighing deeply.

Yan Xin was silent.

"Is this how you followed Abba to Yicheng?" Yan Xin asked.

Madame nodded.

"Fortunately, the old man of the Jing family is my father-in-law. He is my grandfather's disciple. Even if our Sheng family is in decline, the Jing family still recognizes my identity.

After living in the Jing family for a year, Jing Feng and I got married. My natal family members were all dead except for a distant uncle who bought me a few quilts as a dowry. "The lady said again.

After she got married, she had no children in the first year.

In addition to being his father's son, Governor Jing was also adopted to his uncle, who also needed to find a wife for him.

"I knew about his dual marriage before we got married." The wife added, "I thought this matter would be complicated. In fact, after decades, it is not as difficult as others imagined."

Yan Xin: “Because you are smart and capable.”

"No, Zhu Zhu'er, no." The lady smiled lightly.

Her voice was very soft, "On the night of my wedding in Xifu, I suddenly understood that life is more important.

I wasn’t smart and capable, but from that moment on, I knew what I wanted most. I want to live. Even if it means death, I also want a dignified death. "

Yan Xin understood.

She nodded, tears welling up suddenly: "I understand. You were a wife, mother, and daughter-in-law that night, but you are no longer a stupid woman who loves her husband."

Tears welled up in Madam's eyes: "I think you understand this song."

Not because she was married, but because of her temperament, as if she had suffered a lot, which made Madam resonate with her soul.

Madam has never said these words to anyone, including Sheng Rouzhen.

But she told Yan Xin.

But Yan Xin did understand and shed tears.

She could really feel the coldness of Madam's heart that night.

Governor Jing is still an upright and heroic man. His sons are all decent, and he must have been handsome in his youth.

What Shaoai wouldn't be moved by a handsome man who saves himself from trouble?

Governor Jing is now a bit humble in front of his wife, but he must have been more supportive of her when he was young.

Yan Xin thought about her situation. When she first met him, she must have been very happy and excited. She wished she could give him all her tenderness.

This is a gorgeous dream.

The dream woke up so suddenly.

She was pregnant and lying on the bed while her husband was serving as the bridegroom for the second time.

My mother-in-law felt very distressed.

She was also a woman, but her mother-in-law knew about her suffering and asked her if she regretted it.

The wife's answer then is the same as her answer now: she doesn't regret marrying him, but she regrets loving him.

From then on, I didn’t love it anymore.

There is no turning back from this road, and there is no room for regret, so I can only let my heart cool down.

If your heart is not cold or hard, you must endure hardships.

"I never hated the woman in Xifu. She spent her whole life looking for trouble and being angry because her expectations were too high.

She wants something she can't have. Isn’t it hard for her to give birth to children one after another? But she gave birth to six children, and she didn't see it through. She is really pathetic. "said the lady.

Yan Xin: "Women are pathetic."

Madam held her hand gently.

The two of them wiped their tears, and the lady's appetite improved and she ate something.

They both talked a lot.

The lady even asked her if she dared to divorce Jiang Siqiao because he was so unreliable.

"...As a mother, you should never say this to your daughter. But I can feel that you are suffering in your husband's family. Zhuzhu'er, if you are willing to jump out, my mother will support you." The lady said.

Yan Xin carefully considered her words: "I... haven't reached this point yet, Mom."

"It's a bit presumptuous for me to ask someone, but if you are willing to tell me the truth, I will be very happy." The lady said suddenly.

Yan Xin's heart skipped a beat.

Are you asking Jing Yuanzhao?