Jiangnan returned to the villa.

I took a shower first to wash away all my fatigue.

After changing into comfortable and soft pajamas, she poured a glass of warm water and walked into the study.

The black and gold diary is placed in the study.

The edges of the diary are a little worn, and it looks like it has been used for many years.

She opened the first page of her diary.

June 11th, cloudy.

Xingyu once told me not to be too smart, as it would be easy to get into trouble if I tried to attract attention.

Sure enough, Xingyu was right.

After school that day, I was cornered by a group of hooligans. The reason was that someone in my class was jealous of my good grades and deliberately said in front of the hooligans that my family was rich and that I was weak and easy to bully. So I was surrounded by a group of people in the alley and beaten.

The fist landed on my body and it hurt a little, but it was okay.

One day I will take revenge.

But a girl saved me.

She is very beautiful, like an angel.

But before I could catch up with her to thank her, she left.

March 11th, light rain.

Xingyu told me that he didn't want to be an illegitimate child anymore.

Obviously, they are all my mistress's children, so why did my father choose to bring me into the Xiao family?

I guess it was because I was the smaller of the twins and was too thin when I was born, and I almost died.

If the Xiao family hadn't done their best to support me, I might not have survived.

It is also possible that this sickly-looking boy is more like the biological son in Mrs. Xiao’s confused memories.

I promised Xingyu.

We look exactly the same, only Dad can tell the difference.

Mrs. Xiao was indeed very nice to me, but she was still crazy most of the time.

Also, I don’t want to hide behind Big Brother.

I want to be strong.

Strong enough not to be bullied, strong enough to pursue what you want.

It was sunny on March 12.

I had a negotiation with my dad.

He asked me, are you really ready to give up all this? If I were Xiao Xing'an, I would be an illegitimate child who could not see the light of day for the rest of my life.

Are you willing to give up everything that belongs to Xiao Xingyu?

I said, "I've thought it through. No matter if it's Xiao Xingyu or Xiao Xingan, I just want to be myself, to be completely strong without relying on others."

My father wants to send me abroad.

He said his family had some business there that was not open to the public.

But you need someone reliable.

My only regret is that I have to leave here...

I can't see her anymore.

Oh yeah, I finally found out her name.

Jiangnan.

……

There are more than ten blank pages in the middle of the diary.

I don’t know whether Xiao Xingan didn’t write or he used an ink that would fade over time.

Several years passed in the diary.

It was sunny on March 6.

The weather is nice, and I heard she was admitted to a good university.

At the same time, Xingyu also brought bad news.

She is getting engaged.

The target is Gu Beicheng.

The Jiang and Gu families are old friends and have a very good relationship.

I don’t know what to do. I haven’t fully taken over the business my father entrusted to me, so I can’t go back yet.

I asked Xingyu.

What kind of person is Gu Beicheng?

Xingyu said: "He is neither a good person nor a bad person."

I understand.

He is probably just an ordinary person. How can an ordinary person be worthy of her?

I need to speed up.

next year.

July 12, cloudy.

It seems like fate likes to play jokes on me.

When I thought I had complete control over my future, a physical examination report told me that I had cancer.

ridiculous!

I am Xiao Xingan.

In just a few years, the company's overseas business was taken over and expanded to several times its previous size. Even his father who lived far away in China called to congratulate him.

How could I get cancer?

June 3 Sunny

There is no end in sight for the days of chemotherapy.

I thought I would get better with treatment, but I didn't expect my body to become weaker day by day.

If I continue like this, will I ever be able to see her again?

I guess, no matter what.

Before I die, I should see her and call her.

June 12th Cloudy

Why! Why am I trying so hard to get back to my country?

The first time I saw her was in the hospital.

She was still so beautiful, lying quietly on the hospital bed with an oxygen tube in her nose, looking like a fragile porcelain doll.

The doctor said she had been in a car accident.

There was even an explosion.

It was a miracle that she was rescued, and now she can only survive with the help of an oxygen tube.

That is, a vegetative state.

June 12 Sunny

It was a sunny day outside, but I felt very cold.

Xingyu said that I was in a daze when I came back from the hospital that day, and then I fainted.

They sent me to the hospital.

The doctor said that the cancer had already worsened and could not be delayed.

Is that so?

My illness will eventually come to an end.

But I haven't said hello to her yet.

Pity.

June 1th Cloudy

Another new year.

I didn't expect I could make it through.

Maybe I was seriously ill, I started to have auditory hallucinations and a voice in my ear told me.

It says it is a dream-fulfilling system.

As long as you sign a contract with it, enter various worlds and help various supporting characters fulfill their wishes, you can gain wish points.

When the wish value reaches full value, I can make a wish to recover from cancer.

It really sounds like Pandora's box.

However, I pretended not to hear it.

January 2 Cloudy

That guy in the dream fulfillment system is so annoying.

He keeps nagging in my ears every day. If it didn't hurt when I pinched my hands, I would really think I was mentally ill.

He asked me, don’t you want to live?

I was silent.

Even if I survive...

What is the meaning of life?

I came to the hospital again and looked at the girl sleeping quietly on the bed.

I wonder what this world would be like without her.

It’s not so important whether I live or not.

The dream-fulfilling system popped up again.

As long as you can complete the task, you can make a wish to make the girl wake up.

really?

Is there really such a pie in the sky?

January 3 Cloudy

My first mission went pretty smoothly.

The protagonist is a loving second male lead who silently contributes.

I asked the system, is the task to chase the heroine? If so, I'm sorry, I don't want to do it.

The system said that it was an old cliché plot.

Now the second male lead doesn’t want the female lead anymore, he just wants his career.

Okay, it’s good to work hard, and I finally achieved the highest achievement in the mission world, while the hero and the heroine are still entangled in that little love, breaking up and getting back together.

How boring! I sneered.

June 5th Cloudy

To be honest, I don’t believe it myself.

Every time you complete a wish in the mission world, your body in the real world will become healthier and the number of cancer attacks will decrease.

The doctors were all amazed.

The dream-fulfilling system said, host, you see, as long as you reach the final value, you will be able to recover your health.

I shook my head.

It says, you still want to save the girl.

I nodded.

But it began to hesitate.

I knew it wasn't that simple.

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