One big and one small are practicing love

After the car stopped, Zuo Kunmin turned to look at the back seat, ready to call Liu Xiaochen, but saw that she had already sat up. I thought to myself, was she really asleep just now, or was she pretending to be asleep?

The two got out of the car together. Liu Xiaochen approached Zuo Kunmin, holding his windbreaker in both arms, and said respectfully: "Teacher Zuo, your clothes."

Zuo Kunmin took it, shook it open, and then put it on Liu Xiaochen.

Liu Xiaochen dodged and moved forward quickly.

Zuo Kunmin froze for a moment, then put his windbreaker on his elbows and followed him.

While riding in the elevator, Zuo Kunmin looked down at Liu Xiaochen, as if waiting for her to speak. Liu Xiaochen looked down at the ground, and the two of them were speechless all the way home.

After entering the door, Liu Xiaochen quickly changed his shoes and walked quickly inside. Zuo Kunmin strode in and saw Liu Xiaochen going straight to the bedroom. Zuo Kunmin shouted from behind: "Xiaoxiao, let's talk."

Liu Xiaochen stopped and said without looking back, "I have to take care of Yanyan after I wash up."

"Yanyan is at Muzi's house." Zuo Kunmin said as he walked towards Liu Xiaochen.

"It's too late, let's wait another day!" Liu Xiaochen still didn't look back, nor did he continue walking forward.

When he was still three to five steps away from Liu Xiaochen, Zuo Kunmin stopped, casually threw the windbreaker on his elbow on the sofa, and said, "Xiaoxiao, are you hiding from me?"

The two of them just stood there, neither of them saying a word, neither of them moving forward or taking a step back.

After a while, Liu Xiaochen suddenly raised his feet and walked forward.

"Xiao Xiao!" Zuo Kunmin's voice was choked with sobs, and there was a hint of pleading in his tone.

Liu Xiaochen held his hand on the door handle and heard the words 'Xiao Xiao! ’ He slowly retracted his hand, turned his head, and said in a trembling voice: “You are hiding from me!” As he spoke, tears rolled down like broken beads.

Zuo Kunmin walked over, bent down, stretched out his hand, wiped the tears on Liu Xiaochen's face, and said, "I'm sorry! Xiaoxiao."

Liu Xiaochen gently pushed Zuo Kunmin's hand away, turned his face away, and wiped the tears on his face with his sleeve. Then he took two deep breaths to calm down his emotions. After a long time, he said in a calm tone: "Teacher Zuo, what do you want to talk about?"

Seeing that Liu Xiaochen was respectful and polite again, without any emotions or questions, he used the word 'you' to clearly draw the line between them.

Zuo Kunmin was furious and said angrily: "With so many things happening tonight, can't you feel all the things I have done to you?" His voice was choked as he spoke, and he said word by word: "Xiaoxiao, I like you. Tonight. , I want to hear your true words. If you really don’t like me, I promise not to pester you anymore, let alone do anything excessive again.”

"That night, I didn't sleep all night. I had doubts and fears, and I had many questions to ask you. But you didn't show up for five days in a row, and you didn't contact me. Tonight, you showed up out of nowhere, did those actions, and said such things. When I arrived, We are all confused now." As he spoke, Liu Xiaochen stopped and sobbed twice.

Then, forcefully said: "Teacher Zuo, when I wanted the answer, you disappeared and ignored me. Now that you want the answer, I have to think it through and explain it clearly right away, right?"

"I'm sorry, Xiaoxiao. I was too impulsive and offended you when I acted like that to you that night, but I was really moved by you." Zuo Kunmin straightened up, lowered his head and said: " To tell you the truth, there are many women who take the initiative to pounce on me. If it is just for sexual desire, I will never vent on you. You are worried about Xiaoxia and the children, so why shouldn't I be afraid of these. "

"What are you running from?"

Zuo Kunmin raised his head, looked at Liu Xiaochen steadily, and said, "I also have fears and doubts. I need time to sort myself out before I face you."

"What fear, what doubt?"

"Afraid of not being able to love, afraid of being unable to control love, afraid of being disappointed, afraid of letting down, afraid of being destroyed, afraid of... I can't love, afraid that I don't... deserve to have love anymore." As he spoke, Zuo Kunmin's eyes turned red, and his voice Choked.

"I'm afraid you're just playing with me. I'm afraid Teacher Wang will blame me when he finds out. I'm afraid Yanyan and Xiaoxu will hate me. I'm afraid I'm not good enough for you. I..." As Liu Xiaochen was talking, Zuo Kunmin suddenly grabbed Lifting up Liu Xiaochen's left wrist, she then involuntarily lifted up Liu Xiaochen's sleeve, revealing her watch.

Zuo Kunmin looked at the watch on her wrist steadily and said: "Xiaoxia wants to entrust you to me. This watch is an engagement gift given to Xiaoxia by my mother. Xiaoxia told her in her will I want to write to you personally and find a way to pick you up when I am in college. Xiaoxia also asked my mother to take care of you and accept you. Xiaoxia knows how good you are and she has recognized you a long time ago. "

The low roar of the refrigerator vibrated slightly in the air, just like Liu Xiaochen's brain was buzzing at the moment.

By the time Liu Xiaochen reacted, Zuo Kunmin had already pulled him into his arms. Liu Xiaochen didn't resist and rested her head gently on his chest.

They hugged each other for a long time, he would not let go, and she would not leave.

It has been a long time since Zuo Kunmin hugged a woman like this, tightly, forcefully, and for a long time. Over the years, I have been lost in desire, doubting love, denying love, avoiding love, and not knowing how to love. It turns out that true love is a hug full of energy.

Liu Xiaochen hugged a man for the first time. With his strong body, warm body temperature, and thumping heartbeat, he truly felt the safety, strength, and love.

The doorbell rang suddenly, and they hurriedly let go as if they had done something wrong.

Liu Xiaochen lowered his head and ran to the restaurant to get some water with a blush on his face. Seeing Liu Xiaochen's shy look, Zuo Kunmin smiled sweetly. I got up to open the door and looked at my watch. It was already 12:13.

It was Li Zhiming. He walked in as soon as he opened the door and said, "I guess you haven't slept yet. Yanyan is coughing badly now. Yanyan said she would feel better if she took some medicine. I'll get the medicine."

"Bring Yanyan back!" When Liu Xiaochen heard this, he put down the water glass and hurriedly came out of the kitchen and said, "Yanyan is in a special stage now. You can't take care of her, so I'll do it."

When Li Zhiming saw that Liu Xiaochen was there, wearing thick cotton clothes and carrying a schoolbag, he said, "You just came back!"

"Yes!" Zuo Kunmin responded, "Xiaoxiao had a dinner with her classmates. I just picked her up."

Li Zhiming gave a bad smile and said: "I'd better get the medicine. Tell me what I need to pay attention to when taking care of Yanyan. The worst is that Xiaorou and I won't sleep tonight. There's nothing we can't take care of."

"How can I trouble you?" Liu Xiaochen approached Li Zhiming and said, "Mr. Li, you have to work tomorrow morning, and Sister Xiaorou also has to take care of Muzi. I'm on winter vacation. I have nothing to do tomorrow, so I'll take care of him. Bar!"

"Aren't you taking a flight to Shenyang early tomorrow morning?" After Li Zhiming finished speaking, he looked at Zuo Kunmin doubtfully.

Liu Xiaochen frowned, looked at Zuo Kunmin, and asked, "Going to Shenyang?"

Zuo Kunmin touched his nose awkwardly and said, "Well! I plan to take you and the children with me on a business trip to Shenyang. I haven't had time to tell you yet." As he said that, he pointed to the door and whispered: "I'll pick up Yanyan first, and I'll explain it to you later." After saying that, he pushed Li Zhiming and walked out.

As soon as he went out, Li Zhiming said with a smile: "When you order people to do things, you don't even bother to say a word. When the word 'explain' comes out of your mouth, it sounds so inconsistent to me."

After hearing Li Zhiming's words, Zuo Kunmin stopped and thought. Suddenly I realized this, yes, he always just does things and ignores people's feelings and words, so he rarely 'explains' anything to anyone.

"Zhiming, do you think I'm okay with this?"

Li Zhiming stopped and said, "I feel a little unconfident after hearing what you said?"

"Huh?" Zuo Kunmin hesitated for a moment and said, "Tonight I did something that I couldn't even imagine. I seem to be a little unable to control myself. This feeling of being out of control makes me a little uneasy."

"What did you do?" Li Zhiming asked curiously.

Zuo Kunmin avoided Li Zhiming's gaze, touched his neck and said, "I pretended to be brother and sister with a little girl, quarreled with a little boy, and even had a fight with a gangster."

"Hahahaha!" Li Zhiming laughed, and the empty and quiet corridor seemed particularly abrupt.

Zuo Kunmin gave Li Zhiming a sharp look and said, "I really shouldn't tell you this."

Li Zhiming slowly stopped laughing and said, "If you don't tell me, are you planning to go to Shenyang for a meeting and discussion?" After saying that, Li Zhiming put a hand on Zuo Kunmin's shoulder, relaxed and said: " Sure enough, when a middle-aged man falls in love with a young girl, it will stimulate a different kind of vitality."

Zuo Kunmin smiled, patted Li Zhiming on the shoulder and said, "Let's go, let's talk another day. I have to take Yanyan home early."

After that, the two of them walked forward side by side.