The live fortune telling is so accurate that the whole network is waiting to watch.

My name is Hao Ren.

I don't know why my parents gave me this name, maybe it was just a random name. Or maybe they wanted me to be a good person.

Hao Ren? Good guy!

Haha, but why should I be a good person?

Isn't it good to do whatever you want?

From childhood to adulthood, I have lived according to my inner desires.

I like to eat meat, so when I eat, I will pick up all the meat on the plate and stuff it all into my mouth.

My mother scolded me: "You only care about eating for yourself, don't you know to leave some for others?"

My father also scolded me: "You are such an idiot!"

But is it my fault? I just like eating meat. Who told them not to spend money and not buy more?

I was also a bully in school.

Whenever someone has new stationery in their pencil case, I will grab it.

Those damned little bastards even had the guts to complain to the teacher.

I am still young and cannot beat the teacher, so I can only hold my anger in.

But they can't have an easy time. They can't rob openly, so I just take it quietly. Who told them that their things are better than mine? Who told my parents not to buy me such good stationery?

Are you asking me about what happened 33 years ago?

33 years ago... let me think...

Oh, by the way, 33 years ago I was 11 years old and in the fifth grade.

At that time, every day when I came home from school, I would see a group of little girls skipping rubber ropes downstairs, singing cheerful nursery rhymes:

"Little ball, kick it with your feet, the amaranth will bloom twenty-one..."

In my opinion, it was obviously a childish game, but the little girls had a lot of fun playing it, jumping around downstairs almost every day.

I really hate their singing and dancing: How come you have so many friends to play with, but no one wants to play with me?

If I'm not happy, you won't be happy either.

So, I secretly went to cause trouble.

I kicked the stone over on purpose, and a girl tripped over it. When she fell forward, she hit another person's back, and they both fell in a chain reaction.

Haha, this is really interesting. The two of them actually started blaming each other, and each thought that it was the other who caused them to fall!

"It was him. He kicked the stone over here on purpose, causing you to fall!" A little girl suddenly pointed at me and asked angrily, "Why did you cause trouble?"

I saw that the girl was very cute, with two pigtails, a round face, and big watery eyes. The way she stared at me was really annoying!

I know her, her name is Niuniu, she is in the first grade, and she lives on the second floor. My mother often chats with her mother, always envying her daughter for being well-behaved and saying that I am naughty.

But the way she glared at me... huh, is this what you call being well behaved?

She asked me to apologize?

Haha, this is ridiculous! I'm already in the fifth grade, and I have to apologize to a group of first grade girls?

cut!

I made a face at them and walked away with a swagger.

I met them again the next day.

They were still skipping rubber rope downstairs and still singing that cheerful nursery rhyme.

He fell so badly yesterday, but he is still jumping today? It seems that he didn't fall hard enough!

During their half-time break, I quietly went over, picked up the rubber bands they had thrown on the ground, and used a stone to grind them until only a few parts were left connected.

There will be a good show to watch soon - I’m really looking forward to it.

Sure enough, those stupid little girls didn’t notice that I had tampered with the rubber band.

They continued to stretch the rubber bands and jumped happily.

When Niu Niu hooked one foot on the rubber band and jumped to the other side, the tension of the rubber band suddenly increased, and the worn part could no longer support it - it broke.

The rubber band suddenly bounced back and hit Niu Niu's face, leaving a red mark on her fair cheek.

Niu Niu started crying loudly, and her friends gathered around her to show their concern.

I just thought they looked so funny, so funny that I started laughing.

I stood there and laughed, feeling like that whole group of people were being played and applauded by me.

At this time, my mother came down from upstairs. She didn’t come to help me with my schoolbag immediately. Instead, she cared about other children and asked her why she was crying.

Those little girls were the worst. They actually complained to my mom, saying that I was gloating over other people's misfortunes. They even told her about the last time I caused them to fall.

My mother was very angry. In front of those little girls, she slapped me on the head twice and called me a debt collector while hitting me.

This makes me feel very embarrassed and angry!

I clenched my fists, my face flushed, and I wanted to fight with my mother, but when I thought of my father's belt, I was a little afraid.

Humph, you all just wait for me. When I grow up a little more, I won’t be afraid of anyone!

By then, I had entered puberty.

Because I was taken to a video hall by some older kids to watch pornographic movies, a certain desire in my heart was aroused and became stronger day by day. I always wanted to have the opportunity to try the things in the movies.

They said they had to wait until my hair grew fully grown.

After saying that, those high school students laughed at me and said that I was still wet behind the ears.

Humph, I'm not a brat! I want to prove to them that I have what it takes to be a man!

After being provoked by Niuniu that day, I had a special feeling towards her. I wanted to attract her attention, but also wanted to take revenge on her.

Maybe, those dark and restless thoughts in my heart can be implemented on her!

Soon, the opportunity will come.

One day, Niu Niu's parents were not at home, and Niu Niu forgot to bring the key to the house, so she sat at the stairs with her small schoolbag on her back waiting for her parents to come home.

I walked past the little girl, then stepped back and asked in a gentle voice, "Niuniu, why don't you come into the house?"

Niu Niu looked at me with a frown, as if she was a little surprised that I would take the initiative to talk to her.

I smiled and said to her in the kindest tone: "Last time you complained, my mom beat me. Are you still holding a grudge? But your rubber band broke, and it's none of my business. I just smiled. If you feel unhappy, then okay, I apologize to you. I'm sorry, Niuniu, I won't laugh at you anymore."

Niu Niu is a little girl who is very easy to please. When she saw that I apologized, she was not so averse to me anymore.

"Then don't laugh at others casually next time. This behavior is not good. And you deliberately pushed my friends last time, and their knees were bruised. You should also apologize to them."

"As long as you apologize sincerely and promise not to do bad things again, we are willing to forgive you."

Forgive? I want you to forgive me? Who do you think you are?

I was disdainful in my heart, but in order to coax Niuniu, I said hypocritically:

"Next time I see your friends, I will apologize to them too. I will apologize sincerely!"

Niuniu smiled at me and said something very literary: "It is the greatest virtue to admit one's mistakes and correct them."

What the hell is this? How can I understand it when I fall asleep in Chinese class?