No divorce! Mr. Lu knelt down and coaxed him every night.

Qiao Xun's voice was also very soft: "What do you want me to ask?"

Lu Ze pulled her close. His hand was so tight that it almost hurt her: "Ask me why I don't go in!"

"Why don't you go in?"

Qiao Xun asked mechanically.

Without waiting for his answer, she added: "Lu Ze, you were not such a naughty person in the past! You have the freedom to go, and the freedom not to go... I can't take care of your emotions all the time, and I can't separate them. It takes every second to guess whether you will be angry or angry! In that case, both of us will be tired."

She finally said it!

After saying that, she felt somewhat regretful and said softly: "Lu Ze..."

Lu Ze didn't give her a chance to regret.

He let go of her hand, turned his back to the floor-to-ceiling window, and submerged himself in the vast darkness. His voice was softer than the night: "Qiao Xun, sometimes love can kill!"

She stood right in front of him, one step away.

There were tears in her eyes,

But he couldn't see it. He just wanted her to leave, leave his heart and leave his side.

Qiao Xun didn't leave, but the cracks were already there.

The existence of two children, the quarrels at home, and the repair of their relationship...

Qiao Xun rarely sleeps in the master bedroom anymore. Sometimes she sleeps with the children, and sometimes she sleeps in the study.

Occasionally at night, he would come to her bedroom to do things between husband and wife, but compared with the past, they were undoubtedly silent now. From beginning to end, Lu Ze was restrained, and Qiao Xun was also restrained. She would hold back and not make a sound. She felt very little.

Most of the time, it actually satisfies him.

Lu Ze became more and more rude, and he didn't have the patience to wait for her to feel it. Qiao Xun often felt a little pain at the end, but even though her whole body was limp and sore, she would still hold up and clean each other.

Lu Ze will not stay overnight.

After he left, Qiao Xun sat leaning on the carpet for a long time. In the trash can next to him was the condom he used...

This kind of relationship makes Qiao Xun tired.

She is not afraid of taking care of others, and she also respects his habits. If he doesn't want to go out, he won't go out!

But she couldn't stand his indifference. His indifference would make her feel as if she had gone back to the past, to the marriage where she was wantonly hurt by Lu Ze...

In two months, Qiao Xun lost a lot of weight.

Sometimes, she wanted to talk to Lu Ze, but they could never get anywhere. Lu Ze closed himself in his own world, and Qiao Xun sensitively felt that he regretted it.

He regrets this relationship.

As the days passed, Qiao Xun didn't know what she was insisting on. Maybe she was waiting for the spring to bloom, she was waiting for a miracle to arrive... When Lu Ze's body recovered, he would go back to the past.

In early November, Lin Shuang returned to China.

He met a young girl abroad with fair skin and long black hair.

Looks very much like 20-year-old Qiao Xun.

Lin Shuang invited Qiao Xun to dinner. In addition to reminiscing about old times, he also brought her some information, which was some precious foreign literature on Lu Ze's illness. Lin Shuang obtained it through clients.

When Qiao Xun was looking through the information,

Lin Shuang's little girlfriend has been clinging to him, like a little bird, Qiao Xun can see that the girl comes from a good family and is very simple.

She probably looked at her for too long, and Lin Shuang touched his nose uncomfortably. Later, he simply sent the little girl back to the suite first.

Only when he comes back can he reminisce with Qiao Xun.

He sincerely apologized to Qiao Xun because he broke his promise and fell in love with that girl.

Qiao Xun held the information and was very happy: "Senior Brother Lin, these are so important to me! As for the rest, it's all fate."

"Yes! It's all fate!"

Lin Shuang smiled faintly, a little bitterly. But he didn't say anything. After the meal, he sent Qiao Xun to the parking lot.

Qiao Xun wore high heels and there was a hole in the ground.

She was unsteady and tilted.

Lin Shuang naturally supported her waist... Probably this touch reminded him of the past, and his eyes couldn't help but be gentle.

He said: "I hope these can help you and let Lu Ze get better soon!"

Qiao Xun smiled softly: "Thank you, Senior Brother Lin! I'm going back!"

Lin Shuangji opened the car door for her gracefully. He looked at her like that for the last time in the night wind, with the eyes of a man looking at a woman. He knew that they would never be possible again.

Qiao Xun has always liked Lu Ze.

It's not sympathy, but true love. The magnetic field between men and women, others may be better, but they just can't replace it.

The night wind was strong.

He hugged Qiao Xun gently, pressed his lips lightly on her hair, and said softly: "You want to be happy, you know?"

Qiao Xun choked up: "I know how to do it, senior brother!"

They hug and let go.

They have no regrets, only blessings for each other... Maybe lovers are like that, if they are even a little bit different, they will be empty.

Parking lot side. A black Rolls-Royce was parked there, with the back seat window half-closed, revealing a dignified and handsome man...

It was none other than Lu Ze.

He watched them come out of the hotel, watched them hug each other goodbye, and watched the reluctance in Qiao Xun's eyes.

Lu Ze looked on expressionlessly.

He should be lucky that Qiao Xun saved him face and went on a date with Lin Shuang behind his back.

How many times had they done it in the hotel suite just now? Would she feel much more comfortable if she had sex with a healthy man...

Those thoughts swallowed up Lu Ze's already dark heart.

……

It was nearly ten o'clock when Qiao Xun returned to the villa.

The children have all gone to bed, and most of the servants have also gone to sleep. Only a night light is left in the hall of the villa, waiting for the master's return.

Qiao Xun was afraid of waking up the children, so she took off her high heels as soon as she walked into the hallway and carried them upstairs.

"Where did you go? You came back so late!"

In the dim light, a familiar voice sounded.

Qiao Xun was startled.

She escaped from the scene and saw Lu Ze sitting on the sofa in the living room. He was dressed in black, so he blended into the dark night. Without looking carefully, you couldn't tell anyone was sitting there.

Qiao Xun didn't hide it from him.

She raised her hand to turn on the light and said softly: "Senior Brother Lin is back! I had dinner with him..."

Before she could speak, Lu Ze interrupted her.

His expression was stern, his words were direct and explicit, and he didn't save any face for Qiao Xun. He asked her: "Have you slept with him? How many times have you done it? The feeling of being with him must be better than mine? At least. You don’t have to sit on a disabled body all the time and have to work hard to move it by yourself. Or do you think it’s more exciting to do it with someone like me?”

On a late autumn night, Qiao Xun felt cold all over.

She knew something was wrong with them, and she also knew that Lu Ze was mentally extreme, but she never thought that Lu Ze would say such insulting words to her... What did he think of her?

A woman with an empty body?

Qiao Xun tightened the thin windbreaker around him, and there was a sweet smell in his throat: "Lu Ze, you are not calm right now. We can talk about it later when you calm down a bit."

Lu Ze refused.

He looked at her quietly: "I'm very calm now! Qiao Xun, I don't need your sympathy, and I don't need your charity... you go!"

She stood there and asked him softly why!

Lu Ze did not answer immediately.

His dark eyes stared at her for a long time, and then he tremblingly took out a crumpled cigarette from his pocket and lit it with one hand...

He didn't smoke, he just lowered his head and looked at the green smoke.

For a long time, his voice was ethereal.

He said: "Don't you always want to know, did I know you were pregnant back then? I know! The day you left, Qin Yu came to me with your pregnancy test sheet. She said you were pregnant. She said you took the The flight returned to Xiangshi, and she said I should chase you back... Qiao Xun, do you understand how I felt at that time? I really wanted to chase you back, but I was sitting in a wheelchair and I couldn't do anything. I fell to the ground and couldn't get up... That day, I clearly knew that I was different from normal people!"

"You come back. Even though I know there is someone around you, I still can't resist the temptation."

"But every time I have a relationship, I wonder if it's time to end it... This relationship, besides being sweet and exciting, is actually more painful."

……

Lu Ze paused, looked at Qiao Xun and said seriously: "Let's finish it!"

Qiao Xun didn't answer immediately.

She put down her high heels and found a pair of indoor slippers. She took off her thin windbreaker and hung it in the cabinet by the door...

When the door closed softly, she looked at the door panel and murmured to herself: "Lu Ze, please think about it, I won't come back after I leave... No one's feelings can always be let down! Lin Shuang and I have already We separated, and we never did anything like that.”

She is so humble.

Lu Ze did not change his mind. He said, "I don't want to torture myself anymore! Qiao Xun... let it end!"

Qiao Xun was still standing at the door.

She never looked at him, because when she looked at him, she couldn't help but cry.

Because of grievance.

She blinked softly and tried hard to push back the tears, but her voice was still choked: "You said torture! Then you are really in pain when we are together! Lu Ze, I said that feelings are not possession, if you If you feel pain, then let’s separate! But don’t affect the children, they are too young to understand adult matters.”

When she said these words, she held the information tightly in her hand, and her fingers couldn't help trembling.

After a while, she heard Lu Ze say yes, and then there was the sound of a wheelchair, and he slowly went upstairs.

When he was alone, Qiao Xun lowered his eyes.

She didn't feel sorry for herself for too long, and she didn't even shed too many tears.

She stayed up all night.

She knew Lu Ze was in the study, so she went to the master bedroom. She ironed all the clothes he usually wore, sorted his medicines, and finally changed a set of sheets for him, which he liked. dark gray.

At dawn, she woke the children and took good care of them.

She told Xiao Lu Qun that she would send her sister to school with her mother today. She said that her father would need to take good care of his health in the next few days. They could not always disturb his rest here. She would bring them over to see his father during the holidays.

Both children are very well-behaved.

Qiao Xun arranged everything and left with his two children at 8 o'clock in the morning.

There seems to be no difference between today and before.

She was obviously hurt in her heart, but she minimized the damage... This was the way 31-year-old Qiao Xun loved Lu Ze, exiting with dignity and respecting him without embarrassment.

She didn't cry because she was a mother of two children.

But like she said, if she leaves, she will never come back! She will still take care of Lu Ze, but she will keep her distance.

The silver Rolls-Royce slowly drove out of the villa.

Lu Ze was in the study, watching quietly until he was out of sight.

Qiao Xun is gone!

She was scolded by him and left! He knew how unpleasant what he said last night was.

Lu Ze wanted to light a cigarette, but his hands shook for a long time and he couldn't light it. He irritably folded the cigarette in half...

Later, he pushed his wheelchair to the guest room.

It was neat and tidy, as if no one had lived there.

He returned to the master bedroom again. The sheets had been changed. The smell of ironing clothes remained in the cloakroom, which he had always been attached to. There was also a medicine box neatly containing the medicines he usually took.

A thin chain held a document.

That was when Qiao Xun came back. He personally selected the gift for her. It was not a haute couture item, but it took him two hours to select it at a counter in a shopping mall. He remembered how excited she looked when she received the gift... ...In fact, Qiao Xun has always been very easy to be satisfied.

Lu Ze's eyes were slightly wet.

He saw another document below, which was in Spanish. He understood that it was about his illness... Lin Shuang had gone to this country before.

They met yesterday for this document?

Lu Ze's fingers began to tremble.

Turning to the last page of the document, there was a letter written by Qiao Xun to him. The content was very simple.

[Lu Ze, you said that self-torture is painful. But I want to tell you that forgiveness is also painful, and it takes a lot of courage to start loving someone again... I have loved you and hated you! Lu Ze, my love for you is like a fire thrown by the barren land. Even if there is only a spark, it can ignite the entire land in an instant. I have been at a loss. I have struggled and suffered, but I like it. I just like it, how can I regret it? 】

【I do not regret! Lu Ze, I have no regrets. 】

[But Lu Ze, it’s finally over between us! 】

……

Lu Ze watched in a daze.

The words in front of him were blurry, and his mind was filled with the words Qiao Xun wrote for him. She said that she had been at a loss, and she had struggled and suffered.

But he only saw his own pain and ignored her.

She said that if she left, she would never come back...

But he said last night, "Doesn't it feel more exciting if you are with me?"

Lu Ze stayed in the cloakroom and never went downstairs.

At ten o'clock in the morning, Secretary Qin came over!

She still didn't know about their quarrel and separation. She brought a newspaper to Lu Ze, which published Lin Shuang's scandal [golden agent at the Billionaire Night Club].

Lu Ze watched quietly, his heart almost trembling.

Qin Yu spoke softly: "Qiao Xun should have separated from Lin Shuang before being with you! She has never been a woman without principles... I have always believed in her."

Lu Ze raised his head slightly.

His Adam's apple couldn't help but twitch, and the veins on his neck were protruding——

Qiao Xun, this fool, actually chose him between him and Lin Shuang!