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It was already past 9 o'clock. Today, I should go to grandma's house. After quickly tidying up, Fang Chen took Jianjian to the supermarket to buy some fruits and vegetables and arrived at grandma's house.

As soon as grandma opened the door, she said gloomily: "It's so late, are you coming from his grandma again?"

"No, I got up late today and checked some information online, which delayed my time." Fang Chen explained quickly.

Grandma stopped talking to her and took Jianjian to watch TV.

Fang Chen got into the kitchen.

During the meal, Fang Chen felt that the atmosphere was a bit cold, so he told the story about Huang Tingjian's former life as a woman. Before he could finish the story, his grandma said angrily: "This nonsense is all feudal superstition! You have been educated by the party for so many years. ! Say this in front of your children, look how you educate your children? Huh, he is not a good person by nature! He is born to lie! He has already deceived his own children! "

Grandpa also echoed: "That's right, it's nonsense, don't bring up the child."

Fang Chen even claimed yes and stopped talking. When her mother was pregnant with her, all her pregnancy reactions were like those of a boy, but she was born a girl. This was her innate sin. Every time she scolded her, she would take the trouble to add "she was born not to be a good thing" and "she was born a girl." Che Zhuluan added a few more words to strengthen her sense of guilt.

I've been used to it since I was a kid, so I got used to it. Fang Chen didn't think there was anything wrong.

Grandma kept talking about her for a long time.

Jianjian looked like it had nothing to do with him and ate calmly throughout the meal, as if he didn't hear anything.

Fang Chen also realized his mistake and felt very guilty. The old man is right. It is not good to talk about reincarnation in front of children, as it will affect the formation of his worldview. I am too careless and unreliable. I am really not worthy of being a mother.

Back at his home, Fang Chen apologized to his son: "Jianjian, the story about Huang Tingjian that mom told was wrong. It was nonsense. I will never tell it again."

Jianjian looked confused, "The stories mom tells are very interesting. They are better than those cartoons that always shout about transformation and transformation. They are very Jurassic!"

Fang Chen laughed. This kid is so good at using jokes.

Years ago, Fang Chen and Jianjian went to the Natural History Museum and saw the world of dinosaurs. They learned about the development and evolution of animals and plants in the Triassic, Jurassic, and Cretaceous periods. Because the Jurassic period was the heyday of dinosaurs, so Jianjian liked Jurassic the most, and he often talked about Jurassic in those days.

Once, Chang Hao accused Fang Chen of being too jumpy and illogical in his speech.

Finally, he said angrily: "What logic!"

Jianjian said coldly from the side: "Jurassic!"

Chang Hao and Fang Chen were both stunned for a moment, and then laughed.

Fang Chen thought that Jianjian really confused the two concepts of Jurassic and logic, so he quickly wrote it out to explain the difference between the two, but Jianjian said that he knew, and said aggrievedly that his mother always treated him as Idiot, and he talked about how when he was a child, Fang Chen repeatedly told the story of the wild geese flying with the frogs, taking this as evidence that his mother despised his IQ.

Hearing Jianjian talk about this, Fang Chen was stunned again, because that was the first and only story Jianjian told him when he just knew how to sit. Jianjian was just four months old at that time. I pointed to the picture book and told him. I was afraid that he wouldn't understand, so I told him two or three times. Later, Jianjian refused to listen to her stories anymore. As soon as she picked up the picture book, Jianjian grabbed it and read it himself.

It was so!

Chang Hao took advantage of this and said proudly to Jianjian: "Look, your mother is stupid, so she thinks others are stupid too!"

Later, the father and son always sang in harmony and said,

"What kind of logic is this!"

"Jurassic!"

They also unanimously disliked their mother for having no sense of humor.

Hearing what Jianjian said this time, Fang Chen's guilt and self-blame that had been swirling in his mind all afternoon suddenly disappeared.

"Mom, you can't always let grandma scold you." Jianjian said suddenly, frowning.

Fang Chen rubbed Jianjian's head, smiled, and felt a little warm in his heart. It turned out that Jianjian, who had a naive look, noticed everything, and was still caring about him in his small heart. "Okay, I'll think of a way to stop grandma from scolding me in the future." However, the person who scolded her was her mother. Her communication pattern since she was a child was to curse herself. It had already been deeply rooted in her bones. If she refuted it, she would become even more restless. You are so arrogant and furious, what can you do?

What's more, in front of Jianjian, grandma is already fine, what else can she do? She has suffered a lot in her life, and her bad emotions always have to be vented. She should continue to be the only trash can.

After a pause, Jianjian said seriously: "Mom, I think grandma is a bit naive."

"Don't say that to grandma, you must respect your elders."

"Okay." Jianjian obeyed and closed his mouth.

Fang Chen touched Jianjian's head. What is this little head thinking about every day?

Alas, as long as you are not mentally retarded, everything will be fine.

The big stone that had been weighing on Fang Chen's heart for several years was completely let go.

My heart feels much refreshed.

I was in a good mood, so I picked up "Selected Song Poems" again and read Huang Tingjian's poems specifically.

When I read Huang Ci a few days ago, I always unconsciously compared it with Su Ci. Su Shi was Huang Tingjian's teacher, so in the selection of Song Ci, in chronological order, Dongpo Ci was naturally ranked in front of Valley Ci.

After reading Dongpo's poems, I then read Valley's poems, and I just went through them in a hurry, but I didn't feel any better. This time, instead of reading Dongpo's poems, I calmed down and savored Valley's poems carefully.

The first article is Niannujiao·Duanhongjiyu

The rainbow breaks and the rain clears the autumn sky, and the mountains are dyed with fresh green. The osmanthus shadows are sparse, who can tell me that the brightness of this evening is not enough? Thousands of miles of blue sky, where is Heng'e? Driving this round of jade. The cold light is scattered, for whom does it shine?

When I was young, I followed you on a journey. It was cool in the evening and the path was quiet, surrounded by the forest trees in the garden. The golden lotus is drunk, and it is rare to be together in front of a family thousands of miles away. Throughout my life, I lived south of the Yangtze River and north of the Yangtze River. I loved Linfeng music the most. Sun Lang smiled and sat down to spray frost bamboo.

I read it once and felt nothing.

The small preface before reading the poem reads: On August [-]th, I went to Zhangyuan with my nephews to wait for the full moon. Occasionally there is famous wine, because it is drunk with gold and lotus to all the guests. A guest was Sun Yanli, who was good at playing the flute. Use the pen to compose long and short sentences of Yuefu without adding punctuation to the text.

Read the notes again.

Read it again.